#ceris rambles

[kerysene-june]

Angewomon WIP

[kerysene-june]

My sense of humor has not changed since middle school XP

[kerysene-june]

i have some friends on discord i met nearly a decade ago, and because it was the internet, i didn't divulge i was transgender

but i did tonight

and its a mixture of regret, acceptance, a little bit of hope, but mostly regret

[kerysene-june]

For some reason amazon charged me for something twice? Or at least placed two pending charges on my paypal account, which shot me from what I was supposed to be at, 90$, to -40$. Wtf

[kerysene-june]

I've been talking to another artist on twitter a lot fairly recently and he just asked me if I was a girl, and, feeling a small pit in my stomach, I told him I was, but specifically a trans girl.

He took a moment to reply, but he was mostly just confused about the difference in between a trans girl and a femboi. I explained the difference, and he was like "Ohhhhhhhh. I got that. Yeah, you're a girl then".

The moments in between those messages were some of the most stressful in my life XP I did not want him to turn out to be transphobic. But he's not! :D

[kerysene-june]

like, my office chair is still the same office chair even if one of the wheels pop off and I replace it. The first ship is still the ship of theseus because of it's continuous existence from location to location. The second ship isn't because its transition wasn't continuous. Just because it's made up of the same stuff doesn't matter in the context what it is. It is a ship, but it is not the ship of theseus. Just like the teletransporter would create a replica of you, but not you.

[kerysene-june]

Today has been an awful day for my seizures. Been up for 6 hours and have had 3 seizures, which is crazy T-T

[kerysene-june]

i love going and being on evening walks, but I forgot how much I dislike coming home from them XP