agot, chapter 39, eddard x
this and the breastplate stretcher scenes are my favorite of robert's. i love that in his most intimate and vulnerable moments with ned, he acknowledges himself as a failure. here specifically he is openly ashamed that he did not act as a king should. ned, notably, thinks it is unkingly of him not to punish jaime lannister for the murder of five stark men, but has no opinion of him punching cersei in the head so hard it bowls her over and leaves a bruise over half of her face. as usual the thing that connects them more strongly than their shared childhood is a dead girl and a beaten wife (but a cold and frigid wife who's mean so it's understandable that robert beats her. charitable, almost! he never loved her. not the way he loves a dead girl who he can no longer remember very well.)
i also love how robert frames his own behavior. he is not sufficiently performing kingliness. i love that his reasoning for why he is failing at his station is similar to how sansa reasons out her own behaviors in accordance with her well-studied noble lady's courtesies.















