@ch1maeras said: “it’s okay to cry in front of me, you know. you don’t have to carry this alone.”
every part of him wanted to scream and yell that he knew that. not at her, but out to the world. that her ever-present smile and support was nothing short of a miracle in his life. it was unlike anything he thought he could find or deserved. it wasn't self-hatred, but not many could hope or expect a star in the palm of their hand. "i...i know," his breath heaved and he just tried to shake off the sudden explosions of emotions. it was always like this here. the neutral exterior would always melt at the sight of the gravestone. the even tone would always crack and break as charlie read the years on the slate of stone. "sorry to bring you out here to...to this, like this. let me just...-" there's another crack in his voice and tears were already falling.













