The sun rises slowly behind him as Aymeric kneels in the snow, staring at the monument before him. He lifts his hand and reaches out, bare fingertips touching bitterly cold steel, tracing the jagged edge where steel had given way to aether and closing his eyes as he does so. That edge tells a story, along with the cold, wet snow as it soaks into the spaces between his sabatons and reminds him.
When he hears footsteps approaching, the snow yielding to boots in a cadence he recognizes, he swiftly draws his hand back and drags it across his eyes. He opens them again, reading the name inscribed in the stone for what feels like the thousandth time.
It very well may be, he thinks. He’s lost track.
He wants to speak, to open his mouth and give voice to the myriad of emotions roiling in his veins, but no matter what he does, no words come out. There aren’t any words that exist to describe how he feels, from the crushing weight of guilt to the endless sea of sorrow, from the scars torn into his own body like a brand to the gaping wound that had stolen one of his dearest friends away.
I am still bound, but these chains have no lock, no key- and they cannot be broken… and there is nobody to see them but me.
With that in mind, he rises and turns to face Ane with a fragile smile. She won’t see it, but she will know it’s there.
“I have been gone too long,” he says softly.