TEARS PRICKED AT HER EYES AS SHE SQUEEZED THEM SHUT TIGHT. her stomach was in knots and her hands trembled as she balled them into fists at her side. becky always felt like this when they fought - the world turned upside down. as if she couldn't get herself on solid footing. everything shifted so slightly it made her head spin. because as much as she HATED to admit it sometimes: he grounded her. randy brought everything into such FOCUS and when she felt him slipping away she remembered how tenuous her grasp on this rapidly spinning planet really was.
" I'm trying . . . " she took in a shaky breath before she opened her eyes to finally look at him. " I just feel like you're so far away and when I try to pull ya back in to me - to US . . . ya just drift farther. " becky paused for a minute, collecting herself for the next part. the dark. the part they tip-toed around. " ya haven't been the same since . . . " her throat seemed to close, choking the rest of her sentence as she thought about it all. the fiend. alexa. that terrible black bile and randy's eyes. she'd never seen them so EMPTY.
sender: @champiions prompt: “ please, don’t ever give up on me. ” pairing: becky & randy status: accepting







