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(okay to answer your questions i need to think a lot but my head hurts and i'm sleepy so i'm sorry if it gets messy)
What is your aspiration in life? i seriously don't know because i honestly never thought about a future and now it's time to make choices and i'm just picking based in "i don't like that, i don't like these so i guess this is the only thing left". So i think my only aspiration in life is to live a normal, relaxed and peaceful life.
What is your favorite model? aaah that's so hard! i'm so bad at choosing, idk there're so many male and female models that i love that i just can't choose!
Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it? Don Juan Bazán, my spanish teacher, EVERYONE loves him! He's really special, the way he sees the world and how he explains you things and talks to you about his life. He's our teacher and at the same time he's like our dad, he loves his job and when he's explaining a writer's life or poetry he does it like he knew them like he was there and it's just so fascinating to listen. He even make us handmade gifts at the end of the school year. He's the only one i'll miss when i leave high school. I want to be like him when i grow up.
If you can change something in this world what would it be? okay so it's pretty long to explain but it's based on "When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace."
How would you explain your basic life philosophy? complicated, hard to understand for everyone else and too long to write about it
What’s the wildest thing you have done/What’s the wildest thing you want to do? i have noooo idea and i'm not sure i want to do any
What is the biggest personal change you have made?/What is the biggest personal change you want to make? ookay how can i explain it because it was a big change... i was that good kid that couldn't say no, then something happened, i become a lonely piece of shit that pretends to be that quiet good girl, when someone talked to me i was either rude or pretended to be that good girl, and the worst part is i remember hating myself for liking to be mean with other people. Now i'm still a lonley piece of shit that can't remember how to be rude so now i'm the good girl again but with a lot of sarcasm and sometimes i cross the line and i'm mean and one part of me is like 'haha that was fun i remember why i liked to be like this' and the other is like 'no elsa don't be like that next time this is not the right way to behave as a person, i hate it when you're like that, imagine yourself in their shoes, how'd you feel?' I've thought a lot about the second question because i guess i always thought i wanted to be happy cause idk it's what everybody says but i realized that if i'm happy i'm not able to see the world from above like, i understand e v e r y t h i n g and i'ts not even a joke it's like everyone else live in their own idea of the world and i can see the real world in my head but i can't have my own idea of it and that's why i can't choose between things. And i don't care if i have to be unhappy to see the truth, i'd do anything not to be happy, if pain is what i need to see so clearly i'm all for it.
What’s something most people don’t know about you? everything
Do you think God exists? Actually, i don't have my point of view about this yet. I have never believed in God because i've always seen the actual religions as the evolution of believing in the sun and the fire, and i get that that in the beginning we didn't understand why the sun came up everyday and where the fire came from or why the fruit didn't grow so we thought that there's something more powerful than us controling everything. But now we know why those things happen and we can understand the world in a different way rather than creating myths so we can control the things we are scared of. But at the same time i think that i'm no one to say that God doesn't exist, of course it exist that posibility but there's also the posibility that he doesn't. And you have the right to choose if you want to live your life based on it or if you don't. And don't allow your life to be determined by those who do or don't believe.
Would you ever go on a crazy adventure and if yes what would it be? idk i think it's the same as nº6 but i know that if i ever try my anxiety won't let me do it. But after the school trip i really wanted to go traveling with my friends again even if i have to take a lot of pills.
If it was your last day on Earth how would you spend it? I'd go to a green place with a beautiful beach with no people and i'd spent my day sitting on the grass looking at the beach while blogging and listening to music till i fall asleep.
My Questions:
Who from the opposite gender is on your mind right now?
What good thing happened this summer?
What's your #1 most played song?
What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
Did you like swinging as a child? Do you still get excited when you see a swing set?
Would you wear a rainbow jacket, a neon yellow sweater or checkered pants?
How did you get your name (why did your parents choose it)?
What is the last sentence you heard?(Give it without context)
Look to your right, then down, then to your left. What were three things you saw?
What is your favorite kind of pizza?
Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
I tag: street-style-wonderland, streetsofvogue, jvcket, streetstylemen, vogue-zara, mind-vogued, voguestree-t, sien-a, the--one, the-chanel-charade
