#change...

[outfit-repeatxr]

with these reflections, 

i’ve been thinking about maybe staying in paris for a couple more years until i feel ready to come back to the bay. 

i think being new and freely queer in paris would give me some opportunities to build a community and friends there. and so far I have progressed while being there. 

[saekosei-moved]

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[apassionateman]

See the change...  BE the change.

Understand how the little nuances of life change every single day.

Are you aware? 

Are you self-aware?

Are you existing?

Are you expanding your perspective?

[uranodioningin]

wtf just happened

[dissociatingdumbass]

When you get to a point where you can't even re-read some of your own fics, and you feel a gigantic urge to edit them...

And then you remember that shit was a cooperative fic...

[pavlovsdong420]

So much has changed in my life in such a short amount of time????? I have my license and my own car and I moved out and my mom moved out of the country and my two best friends moved upstate and I'm gunna go visit them after my 20th birthday on Friday and I quit my job and am starting a new one and I lost my lover and just??? I am trying to stay grounded and not dissolve into my own head but I really just wanna not move at all and hope everything shuts off

[searchingformyseoul]

Do you ever feel trapped in a world of your own creation, thinking it's what you always wanted until you realized just how small your box is? Like, it's my box, I made it myself. So... shouldn't it be bigger? It's too small. It's too hard to change the box you make for yourself. Sometimes I want to be more girly but I can't even stand to consider going out looking like that. I love dressing up but even if I buy skirts and dresses, I feel like there's no chance of me wearing them out. It just doesn't fit with my rough-and-tumble tomboy personality. I can swear like a sailor, dance like a stripper, drink like a pro, and talk about anything with anyone anytime. But for some reason that image just doesn't match with my body and my perspective of my personality. I thought when I was comfortable with who I am, catching eyes and turning heads, I thought there wouldn't be anything holding me back. I've been getting a lot of compliments on my looks and my personality lately. Why does it still feel like I'm not enough? Why can't I be happy the way I am? Or better yet, why can't I feel like I can try other personalities and appearances without it becoming a big issue? I know I'm not the same as I'm going to be forever. So why is change so hard....?