It sneaks back to the front of brain
almost meant to drive me insane.
Controls me more than it controls them, I’m sure.
The haunting - they don’t even know.
I wish I could erase the memories that
ruin the moments when they come up.
Betrayal changed my brain chemistry,
but hopefully not our odds.
Effort could be a waste. Could end in heartbreak.
But I’ll know I gave it the chance, because I love her dangerously.
Give it what you think it’s worth,
or you hurt yourself the same as giving up.
All I want is the love I give. Choose me because it’s not a choice - there’s only one clear option. I wish it were me.











