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It sneaks back to the front of brain

almost meant to drive me insane.

Controls me more than it controls them, I’m sure.

The haunting - they don’t even know.

I wish I could erase the memories that

ruin the moments when they come up.

Betrayal changed my brain chemistry,

but hopefully not our odds.

Effort could be a waste. Could end in heartbreak.

But I’ll know I gave it the chance, because I love her dangerously.

Give it what you think it’s worth,

or you hurt yourself the same as giving up.

All I want is the love I give. Choose me because it’s not a choice - there’s only one clear option. I wish it were me.

I know you’ll be okay.

Taken day by day.

I will see this through

until I’m back with you.

Focus on the good. Keep busy. It will fly.

there’s nothing you can do

Safe. Healthy. Positive. Back to me.

x4

Safe. Healthy. Positive. Here for you.

x4

Til then, my love.

AFE.

Going to sleep without your person is worse than waking up without them, but I’d like to not do either. Ever again.

Today is so fucking stupid. I’d like to wake up in 90 days.

I’ve started this page for my brain fog to be released, and hopefully find some peace and clarity along the way.

🧠🐸

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