#chaosrot

[silvheirmane]

Kisses her in a lesbian kinda way

KISSES HER BACK IN AN EVEN MORE LESBIAN KINDA WAY ???

[swahnn]

boobies...

' ... Wonderful observational skills , Miss Seele . But , I do hope you know it's rather impolite to stare at a woman's chest like that ... '

[ruaimei]

if u don't kiss me i'll piss all over myself

' ... That's unfortunate . The bathroom is that way . Please go clean yourself up . '

[pikos]

❝  it’s  your  life.  do  something  for  yourself  for  once,  will  you ?❞

          SHE IS CAUGHT OFF BY THE SHEER WEIGHT OF SHADOW’S WORDS, TAKEN ABACK BY THE DECLARATION; AS USUAL, WITH A DIRECT TONE, BUT THEY RESONATE SOMETHING FIERCE. Shadow isn’t just providing advice, —NO,     HE IS PUSHING HER TO REFLECT, TO RECONSIDER WHAT SHE’S BEEN AVOIDING. For a moment, Amy can only stand still as the world around her seems to fade, his words echoing like a mantra,

          SHE LETS OUT A BREATH SHE DIDN’T KNOW SHE’D BEEN HOLDING; her grip tightens, a gesture born out of nervousness / uncertainty,     ❛❛     I-...     ❜❜     SHE PAUSES, LOOKING AWAY FOR A SECOND AS IF SEARCHING FOR THE RIGHT WORDS. HIS EYES ARE ON HER, STEADY & UNREADABLE,     ❛❛     Do something for myself… I guess I never really thought about it like that, honestly,     ❜❜     she murmurs, more so to herself than to him; IS SHE REALLY SO TRANSPARENT?     [ DADDY ALWAYS SAID SHE WORE HER HEART ON HER SLEEVE, ]     The thought of being able to live more freely, without constantly worrying others-

She attempts to push those thoughts aside; THERE’S ALWAYS SOMEONE TO HELP, ALWAYS SOMEONE OR SOMETHING WITH ACTUAL MORE IMPORTANT THAN HER SILLY DESIRES ( OR WANTS, )

          HER EYES DROP TO THE GROUND FOR A MOMENT, FEELING HER HEART RACE A LITTLE FASTER,     ❛❛     I’ve always been so focused on helping others, being there for my friends, doing what I can to protect the people I care about. IT’S JUST… WHAT I DO     ❜❜     it’s like she’s trying to convince herself, but it’s her truth!     ❛❛     But it is hard sometimes, you know? I’ve always felt… l-like-     ❜❜     SHE FINALLY LIFTS HER GAZE TO MEET HIS,     ❛❛     I don’t mind it, or anything. I love being there for everyone; it’s my purpose,     ❜❜     [ & PERHAPS SHE’S BEEN TOO FOCUSED ON EVERYONE ELSE THAT SHE’S FORGOTTEN TO THINK ABOUT HERSELF ]

          SHADOW’S PRESENCE, EVER SO STILL, SO CONFIDENT, SO SURE; meanwhile there’s a swirl of emotions at the pit of her belly. SOMETHING OF A BITTERSWEET ADORNS HER FACE, BEFORE LOOKING AWAY ALMOST SHEEPISHLY,     ❛❛     I’VE SPENT SO MUCH TIME RUNNING AFTER THINGS THAT WEREN’T REALLY MINE TO CHASE. It sounds so simple when you say it. Like I should just know what that means, what that looks like.     THE THING IS, SHADOW: I don’t even know where to start,     ❜❜     SILENCE STRETCHES BETWEEN THEM, BUT IT’S NOT UNCOMFORTABLE.

Amy feels the weight of her own words, of Shadow’s challenge, settling into her chest; there’s something liberating about the idea, BUT ALSO TERRIFYING. FOR SO LONG, SHE’S DEFINED HERSELF BY HER ROLE IN OTHERS’ LIVES, BY HOW MUCH SHE CAN GIVE, HOW MUCH SHE CAN SUPPORT. Amy finally turns to Shadow again, HER EXPRESSION SOFTER NOW, more vulnerable than usual.      ❛❛     MAYBE… MAYBE YOU’RE RIGHT. MAYBE IT’S TIME I FIGURE THAT OUT     ❜❜

[altarfates]

Blue hedgehog...

y'know this is a slight upgrade, close enough, he'll take it !

[trlblzd]

@chaosrot sent : “ i would pretty much trust you with my life! “

" I WOULD SURE HOPE THAT YOU DO. " a playful smile appears on their lips, their gaze soft as a cheeky beam decorates their face. with their hand on their hips. they puff their chest in pride. it is only natural that they would be trusted with such a thing given their incredible features of talents ! call it egotistic, which, they CAN be at times when it comes to their achievements but they wholeheartedly believe that they have to right to brag about being one of the most TRUSTWORTHY person that people can confide it when it comes to their woes, struggles, and even physical confrontations.

a teasing look paints itself across their face but none of it is meant to be taken TOO SERIOUSLY. that sentiment is well appreciated & they're glad to know that they are able to paint the will of the nameless well by being someone that people can confide in. seele's honesty is always something that they can rely on & they know that this is something that she would never TELL anyone if she did not mean it. " thank you, seele. i'd trust you too with my life. "

[silvheirmane]

seele is helping do the supreme guardian's hair ( to the best of her ability), before grunting in frustration & holding her face.

why is doing hair so hard?

It is strangely vulnerable , allowing her butterfly the freedom to do as she pleases with long locks of hair . She's nothing to be overly presentable for , nothing that would require the careful attention from stylists who normally fuss over perfecting her look .

Bronya is entirely free for the night . She had planned to spend far more time triple - checking her most recent paperwork , but a scolding Seele made sure to take matters into her own hands & hide them entirely .

She watches Seele in the mirror , how carefully she handles silver locks , as if one wrong move would leave hair falling out of head .

... It's rather cute . Even the frustration clear on her face .

' Ah ... You know , you don't have to help me tie my hair up ... I can take care of it before my bath . '

[trlblzd]

@chaosrot sent : stelle !? long time no see ! how's the astral express treating you out there ?

" I'VE BEEN SCOLDED AT LEAST thrice already for accidentally stepping on freshly mopped floor today but everything is well. " don't say it. don't say it, stelle. dontsayitdontsayitdontsayitdontsayitdontsayitdontsayitdontsayitdont-

" how's the wife doing with looking out for belobog ? "