#chaotic rant

[chaoticpuff17]

Gosh damnit! I was doing so well! I was finally out and off of tumblr. But noooo I just had to open the app like huh wonder Whts new. Big fuckn mistake.

I hate you but I love you! And it’s all very confusing bc it’s with every ounce of my being. So apologies for my random outburst in your box but I’m going through an intense emotional conflict and it’s all you’re fault for being such a brilliant writer!

You have me hooked like heroin you drug dealer with words! I hope you’re happy! Does it fill you with some sick satisfaction knowing that ppl are addicted to your wonderfully written works of art?!? You you Picasso with pen and paper! Or computer, whatvr you write with but you get my point!

Side note I genuinely hope you’re happy~

Also um sorry I just realized this was very dramatic. But meh it needed to be said in the moment. Truthfully I respect you as a writer and wanted to thank you for all your hard work and for blessing me with your existence.

Also I don’t hate you not at all not one bit okay maybe a little but only bc you make me an emotional mess. Respectfully though bc only an amazing writer can get me so invested and attached enough to cry.

ily🥺💖 and sry again pls accept my apology boba🧋

oh goodness. that was a lot of emotion to process in a short amount of time. but we're gonna do our best

I'm sorry I dragged you back into this hellsite, but I also post to Ao3 if you really want to escape. But I warn you my updates are not as frequent and I'm way behind on Ao3.

I also hate me. So you're not alone there. No worries. We love a good chaotic outburst. this is a chaotic blog after all.

I do in fact use pen and paper sometimes. I like the feel of it and have a lovely set of fine tipped pens with these cool vintagy ink colors. They're my favorite pens to write with.

I'm sorry for making you an emotional mess *looks around conspiratorially and continues in a hushed whisper* is this a good time to tell you about my favorite yandere blogs and writers? cause I think they're the real Picassos of writing.

I love you too and I happily accept your apology boba.

[the-mind-emporium]

Chaotic Rants on the DS characters! Ds!Nm edition

His Relationship With Dream

Alright. I'll give it to the fandom, we did a somewhat decent job of portraying their relationship. But,,, it's not great. While yes, it was canon Kai stated that Nm still looked up to Dream, that does NOT, by ANY MEANS, mean that he is willing to forgive Dream in an instant. A lot of Sweammare content I see is Dream having a big brain moment and being like "oh crap, I messed up," (which he most likely would NEVER do in canon, mind you,) and Nm just... forgiving him. Sometimes even right then. ...Yall do realize they went through a whole 105 years of nm being a criminal, right? That ain't gonna go away within a minute. Trust. Takes. Time.

The Corrupted Ds!Nm Idea

This... it annoys me to no end. The fandom basically tries to make nm have a whole "OwO I'm so stRonG!! FriCk you dReaM!!" Moment. Just. Why. I get it: you want to see Dreak get his butt kicked. Understandable. But please do not change the main storyline for this, if you do just,,, make it into another AU. Think about how Cross and Error would be affected.

His Relationship With Cross And Error

I'd say we got it mostly accurate. But,,, a lot of people tend to portray nm as a helpless, depressed, "QwQ I'm so sAd!!!" Person. What??? I cannot explain how angry misrepresentation of mental health makes me. Just... no.

In conclusion...

He is fairly accurately portrayed in the fandom, but once again, read up on him, I'm sure Kais tumblr has something.