#chaotic lit

[chaotic-lit]

Today is my last day as a university student. It's crazy that this journey is coming to an end. I have 2 degrees but no job (obviously). I learned a lot about myself and the world. I got really frustrated many times and thought about quitting. In the end though, I always fell back in love with my studies.

I hope I can build a better relationship with studying in the future. Maybe now that there isn't academic stress attached to it, I can more easily enjoy the parts that are fulfilling. I never want to stop learning.

[chaotic-lit]

why the hell do i have to "cite my sources" like what happened to BELIEVE WOMEN????

[chaotic-lit]

I did 5 pomodoros today and finally finished re-reading the novel I am analyzing. It's not a lot but at least it is progress.

There's 30 more days until I have to hold a presentation about my topic. I'll try and write about the core arguments so I can present them and actually get feedback on the contents of my thesis.

[chaotic-lit]

i need to lock in fr

messy notion page save me

save me messy notion page

[chaotic-lit]

I sat in a spot at the library where someone left a pile of books from the previous day and they came into the room, glared at me and then took all the books into another room. now I am scared to go outside because what if they think I'm not serious about this study spot and I only sat here for my own sick enjoyment of seeing other people suffer

[chaotic-lit]

I forgot the ONE book i needed today at the library 😍😍😍 my level of idiocy is beyond measure

[chaotic-lit]

I've felt so tired and drained the past week and procrastinated on my thesis, but I promised my professor to send him an outline by Friday so I gotta work on that. I wanted to go to the library today but couldn't get my lazy ass over there so I'll have to force myself to be productive at home

[chaotic-lit]

trying to make a nice notion page for my thesis notes but it just looks like I threw cheese slices against the fridge