𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐒 & 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒
𝐀 𝐊𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬— 𝐚𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐱 𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐞𝐧!𝐨𝐜
preview: As the journey to Ashford approaches, Lucerea is forced to reckon with the realities of her marriage and the reckless choices she continues to make in its shadow. Between a husband who dotes on her, a secret affair that risks everything, and letters from home she yearns for, she leaves Stonehelm with anticipation and unease tangled tightly in her chest.
warnings: Infidelity/adultery, Implied sexual content
Lucerea stood barefoot at the edge of the small lake behind Stonehelm Castle, her toes pressed into the cool earth where the grass grew thick and wild. The oasis stretched around her in shades of emerald and bright lime, each blade heavy with dew that clung stubbornly to her skin. The moisture gathered around her ankles and made her shiver, though the morning air was mild. The grass brushed and scratched at her, leaving faint pink trails along her pale skin. Small yellow flowers and white daisies bloomed between the grass, their petals still half closed from the early hour. They perfumed the air with something soft and sweet that almost masked the damp scent of moss and still water.
To her left towered a massive weeping willow that stood there long before she ever heard the name Stonehelm. Its trunk was thick and gnarled, bark splitting in places with age, its roots twisting into the earth like ancient fingers gripping the soil. The long branches bowed low, as if burdened by centuries, and the cascading veil of light green leaves brushed the surface of the lake in a slow, constant caress. Narrow leaves loosened from their stems and drifted downward in lazy spirals, settling atop the murky water where moss gathered near the banks. They floated among lily pads that clustered close to shore, brushing against cattails and thick ferns that grew in unruly patches at the water’s edge. The entire place felt enchanted, as though plucked from folklore only told in whispers.
Fish flickered beneath the surface like silver flashes vanishing as quickly as they appeared. Ducks glided across the water in uneven lines, their soft quacks breaking the quiet now and then. Gnats and dragonflies hovered in restless swarms, skimming over the lake in search of shade. Lucerea’s lilac eyes lingered on the swans gathered near the center of the water. Most were white, their feathers pristine in the morning light, each bird paired neatly with another. All but one pair. Her gaze fixed on the mismatched pair as it always did, the striking contrast of a white swan beside a black one moving in slow harmony, their necks curving toward one another like an embrace.
“I thought I would find you here.”
Lucerea turned her head at the sound of his voice, her silver hair catching the light. Alester approached from the path that led back to the castle, his steps languid. She shifted her weight slightly and released a breath she did not realize she was holding. The shawl draped around her shoulders slipped, and she gathered it tighter around herself, shielding her from more than the breeze.
“Is there something you need, Alester?” she asked, her voice composed. Her lilac eyes followed him as he closed the space between them, he stopped a careful foot away, as if there were an invisible boundary neither of them dared cross.
“The seamstress arrived,” he told her.
She turned her attention back to the lake, watching a ripple disturb the swans. He continued to look at her instead. His brown eyes traced over her profile, over the pale curve of her cheek and the faint shadows beneath her eyes, taking her in as the morning light sculpted her just for him. “I told her to spare no expense,” he added after a moment. He slipped his hands into the pockets of his breeches, his posture stiffening as he shifted his gaze to the water as well.
Silence settled between them. The breeze rolled in from east of Cape Wrath, cool and salty, stirring the willow’s curtain of leaves. More drifted down in a soft rain of green. Lucerea’s focus remained on the swans, especially the black and white swan that glided apart from the others. The old Septa once told her the pair, or at least their lineage, inhabited this land for more than a generation. Some of the folk believed the spirits of ancient gods of the First Men lingered in the waters of House Swann’s domain, long before the Andals brought their seven gods across the sea. The Septa spoke the tale in a hushed voice, as if the lake itself might be listening.
The lake was built for her. A wedding gift carved into the land itself. She mentioned once, carelessly and with biting sarcasm, that she disliked how the swans wandered the grounds like unruly rodents and that she had nowhere peaceful to sit in the mornings. At the time, the betrothal was brokered. She was resentful, sharp tongued, determined to make herself insufferable so that Alester might reconsider the match. Instead, he took her complaint as a desire. Five acres of land behind Stonehelm was cleared and reshaped. Laborers toiled for months to carve out this lake, to plant willow and fern, to coax beauty from stubborn earth. He built a haven for the swans and a sanctuary for her, something that looked as though it belonged in a song or a child’s tale. It was a gesture grand enough to be remembered, reminiscent of Prince Maron Martell raising the Water Gardens for her great aunt Princess Daenaerys. It should have moved her. It did not.
Alester glanced at her again and noticed the folded parchment clenched in her hands. “Has your family written to you?” he asked, his voice gentler now, almost cautious.
Lucerea inhaled slowly, tightening her grip on the parchment until the edges pressed into her palm. She tore her gaze from the lake and met his eyes. “My father wrote he will ride to Ashford within a fortnight,” she said, brushing a loose strand of silver hair behind her ear. “He must wait for my uncle Baelor to arrive at Summerhall before they descend to the tourney.”
Alester nodded thoughtfully. “And your brothers?”
“None have written to me,” she replied, her tone even and unembellished.
“Of course.” His lips pressed into a thin line. “I assume the princes are enjoying the bloom of spring in Summerhall.”
“Too busy to write to me?” Lucerea countered, lifting a brow ever so slightly.
“No, no,” Alester said quickly, a flicker of unease crossing his features. “I only meant they are—”
“I understand what you mean,” she interrupted, her voice was cool but not raised. She drew the shawl tighter around her shoulders and turned back toward the lake, her expression settling into contemplation that bordered on indifference.
“I apologize if my words seemed ingenuine, my love.” He ran a hand through his hair, frustration threading through the gesture. “I am sure your brothers will write soon.”
“You may go now, Alester,” she said, dismissing him without another look. “I shall be ready for the seamstress in an hour. Tell her to wait in the drawing room.”
A faint frown touched his face at the dismissal, but he masked it quickly. “I will tell her immediately.” He lingered a heartbeat longer, debating whether to step forward and press a kiss to her temple. Her posture remained rigid, her gaze fixed firmly on the lake. He thought better of it. He dipped his head in a restrained bow and turned back toward the castle, his boots crunching softly against the gravel path until the sound faded.
When he was gone, Lucerea felt her jaw slowly unclench. My love. The words echoed in her mind and left a bitter taste rising in her throat. Affection from him felt suffocating, like a thin layer of dirt coating her skin that she could not scrub away. It clung to her unwanted.
She looked down at her hands. She unfolded the parchment. The paper was slightly damp from her clammy palms, the creases worn from how many times she opened and closed it over the past three days. Her lilac eyes traced the elegant, hauntingly beautiful cursive that flowed across the page. The ink did not smudge despite the moisture. The words were as clear as polished quartz, each line intentional and with meaning. The letter was short, but it was enough to ignite something restless in her stomach, a slow burning that felt dangerously close to hope. She read it more times than she would ever admit. When she reached the final line, her fingers hovered over the signature, gently tracing the decisive strokes of his name. Yours, Aerion.
A pang of guilt flickered through her, though it did little to dull the warmth the letter stirred in her chest. She lied to Alester. The parchment did not come from her father. It came from Aerion. If she spoke the truth, Alester would have given her that look, the one mixed with disappointment and quiet resentment. Alester, for his part, disliked Aerion but tolerated him for her sake. He tolerated many things for her sake. Too many.
Lucerea stared at the water, the mismatched swans drifted farther from the others. She wished, with a bitterness that grew sharper over three years, that Alester did not fancy her so deeply. She wished he was not persistent, not reshaped the land and his life to accommodate her unhappiness. She wished he allowed her scorn to drive him away before vows were spoken and sealed. But wishes were fragile things, and hers were three years too late.
The chamber was cloaked in darkness, spared only by a handful of stubborn candles guttering low and the hearth reduced to a bed of faintly glowing embers that pulsed like a dying heart. Wax pooled at the base of the candles, their flames bending each time a draft slipped through the cracks in the stone. It was well past midnight. The castle above and around her had fallen into a heavy, suffocating silence. No servants shuffling through corridors, no guards laughing at their posts. Stonehelm felt less like a home and more like a tomb carved from pale rock and shadow.
Lucerea sat before her vanity, her spine straight despite the late hour. The seat beneath her was plush, upholstered in deep crimson velvet that swallowed the candlelight. The vanity itself was carved from rosewood so dark it nearly matched the night, its surface polished to a soft sheen. Florals and twisting vines framed the mirror, and dragons with outstretched wings coiled along the edges, their scales etched with painstaking detail. The embellishments stirred something quiet in her chest.
They reminded her of Summerhall, of her father’s seat rising pale and proud against the hills, of her childhood spent wandering sunlit corridors instead of dim stone ones. She remembered fishing by the large pond near the glade, the water reflecting the sky like a mirror, dragonflies skimming across its surface while she sat with her skirts gathered high and her brothers shouting somewhere in the distance.
She dipped her pen into the small ink capsule, watching the black liquid cling to the nib before lowering it to the parchment. Her movements were calculated. A tall candle stood beside her, its flame bright enough to illuminate the parchment in a circle of warm gold. Shadows flickered across her face as she paused to reread what she had written, considering her next words carefully before committing them to ink. Her handwriting flowed elegantly across the page, feminine in its many loops and soft curves, letters linked together with graceful precision that betrayed years of careful instruction.
The stillness shifted with the sound of rustling sheets. Lucerea glanced over her shoulder, catching sight of the figure in her bed stirring awake. She scoffed softly under her breath before turning back to the letter, refusing to grant him more attention than necessary.
“What time is it?” The drowsy voice cut through the chamber, thick with sleep.
“Half past one,” Lucerea answered smoothly, not bothering to look at him again.
The bed rustled louder as he shifted, followed by the slow drag of bare feet against stone. A moment later, warmth gathered behind her, his presence crowding her space. “You kept me for longer,” he murmured, bending to press lazy kisses along the side of her neck.
Her nose wrinkled at the contact, a flicker of irritation crossing her features. She pulled forward before his lips could wander further, adjusting the silk robe draped over her shoulders and securing it tightly across her chest. The fabric was cool and smooth beneath her fingers. “I kicked you out immediately when we were done,” she replied, her voice edged with sharpness. “You were too drunk and fell asleep.”
“You could have let a guard drag me out,” he said with a low chuckle, amused by her disdain as he straightened and stretched.
Lucerea scoffed again, louder this time.
“You could bed the guard too,” Edric added carelessly. “He would not dare report it to my brother then.”
“You are a fucking idiot, Edric,” she shot back, her patience thinning. “Get dressed and see yourself out.”
He raised his hands in mock surrender, a grin tugging at his mouth. “Of course, my princess, as you command.” He moved toward the edge of the bed where his clothes lay scattered in careless disarray. He pulled on his breeches first, fastening them with practiced ease, then reached beneath the bed for his belt.
Even half dressed and half awake, Lord Edric Swann carried himself with a swagger that bordered on insufferable. The spare, they called him. The younger brother. Carefree, proud, and painfully aware of his own charm. There were moments he reminded her of Aerion, that same reckless arrogance and fire beneath the skin. It drew her at once. It made it easier to let him into her bed on nights when the loneliness pressed too close.
“Who are you writing to?” Edric asked as he tugged on his shirt, his tone light with curiosity. “That brother of yours?”
Lucerea inhaled slowly through her nose before exhaling just as carefully. She set her pen down and turned on the seat to face him fully, one brow arching. “I have many brothers,” she said unamused. “It is none of your concern.”
“I am only making conversation,” he replied with a lazy wink. “Is it Aerion?”
Her jaw tightened at his insistence. “No. My twin.”
She turned back to the vanity, lifting her pen once more. “Daeron is to enter the lists,” she continued, casting him a brief sidelong glance. “Father forced his hand. He is to make Aegon his squire.”
“Tragic,” Edric said without much feeling as he finished fastening his shirt. “He will share tilts with my lord father.”
“If someone younger has not already unhorsed your old man,” Lucerea muttered.
Edric heartily laughed and grinned widely. “Five dragons and a good kiss that the Young Prince unhorses him at the third tilt.”
“Second tilt,” she countered smoothly. “Ten dragons.”
“You have that much faith in your cousin?” he asked, amusement dancing in his eyes.
“He is the blood of the dragon,” she said simply, as though that explained everything.
Most girls he knew simpered in his presence or his brother’s, eager for attention, eager to please. They flushed at compliments and fawned over the smallest kindness, their voices turning sweet and syrupy in hopes of securing favor. Lucerea did none of that. When introduced, she regarded him with a cold shrug, as though measuring his worth in a single glance. There was no blush dusting her pale cheeks, no nervous laughter spilling from her lips. If anything, there was something like boredom in her expression, as though she found the entire ceremony tedious.
Thinking back on it, he realized he never seen her blush. Not from praise, not from teasing, not even from the vulgar jokes whispered during feasts. She remained composed, almost untouchable. Perhaps it was because her heart already belonged elsewhere. Rumors swirled even then about a lover taken from her, about promises broken in favor of alliances and banners. She was forced into a marriage that many would call advantageous, yet beneath her station in her own mind. He wondered if that was why she never blushed. Blushing was for girls who still believed in the sweetness of their fate. Lucerea was stripped of that illusion long before she ever set foot in Stonehelm.
Edric watched her, truly watched her, the candlelight painting her in gold and shadow. Even knowing that what lay between them was nothing more than convenience and stolen pleasure, he found himself tarrying. There was something about her when she wrote, when her mind was elsewhere, that made her seem unattainable. Any man was fortunate to share a room with her, especially his brother. A strange thought passed through him, one he never voiced, that if he was born first perhaps she would have been his openly instead of in secret. Yet even he knew she was not his alone. There were others who filled her time in quiet corners when boredom or solitude crept in.
“I will ready your horse before the progression to Ashford Meadow,” Edric said at last, his tone shifting into something more serious.
“You are excused,” Lucerea replied without turning, finality woven into every syllable.
A small smile curved his mouth. He tested her patience enough for one night. “Sweet dreams, princess,” he murmured before slipping out the door, disappearing into the sleeping corridor.
Lucerea did not look back. She only hoped he would not be seen wandering from her chambers at such an hour. The castle had too many eyes, even in darkness.
She refocused on the parchment before her, continuing her reply to Daeron. His letter arrived weeks ago, filled with eloquent complaints about their father, about the restless energy of Summerhall in spring, and about his dreams. A massive black dragon spreads its wings over Ashford Meadow and beyond, only to fall to a knight bearing the sigil of an elm tree and a rising sun. She recited his words silently as she wrote, trying to untangle their meaning. She could not decipher his vision, just as she could not fully unravel her own life. In the end, she had little wisdom to offer him. Only that they would be reunited soon, and when they were, they would sit together as they once did by the pond near the glade and attempt to make sense of dragons, of omens, and of the futures laid before them.
The brisk morning air filled her lungs as she stood in the courtyard before Stonehelm, the cold sharp enough to sting the back of her throat. Dawn had only just broken, the sky painted in pale washes of pink and gray, the sea beyond the cliffs restless and loud. Banners bearing a black and white swan stirred above them, snapping softly in the wind. The stone beneath her slippers still held the chill of night, and the scent of salt and damp earth clung to everything.
Lucerea breathed in slowly, steadying herself as she pulled on her riding gloves one finger at a time. The leather was soft and newly fitted, hugging her hands perfectly. Edric stood at her side, holding the reins of her white mare with an ease that suggested he had done so a thousand times. The mare’s coat gleamed like fresh snow under the morning light, her mane braided neatly with thin ivory ribbons that matched Lucerea’s gown. Around them, the courtyard buzzed with buzzing anticipation. Knights adjusted armor, squires secured saddlebags, and servants hurried back and forth with final preparations. The progression to Ashford Meadow was assembled and waiting. All that remained was for the lord and his heir to lead them out.
“Are you nervous?” Edric asked, his gaze sweeping over the gathered men before settling on her face.
“You need to be more specific,” Lucerea replied, smoothing her hands down the front of her gown. It was one of the new creations the seamstress labored over the week. The ivory silk caught the light with every movement, luminous against her pale skin. White beads and small pearls were sewn along the bodice in delicate patterns that resembled falling petals. The sleeves billowed gently at her wrists, airy and elegant, though practical enough for riding.
“For the tourney,” Edric clarified, one brow lifting. Lucerea’s eyes drifted past him, unfocused for a fleeting moment.
“Dragons once ruled the skies.”
“Princess?” Edric’s voice sharpened slightly.
“Princelings will follow with crowns of flies."
“Lucerea,” Edric said her name louder this time.
She blinked rapidly, the haze in her mind thinning as the courtyard returned to full clarity. The noise of shuffling boots and clinking armor rushed back into her ears. “Are you alright?” he asked, the teasing edge gone from his tone, replaced by something closer to concern.
“Nothing to worry about,” she assured him, straightening her shoulders. “I did not get much sleep last night.”
Edric might have smirked at that on any other morning, might have leaned close and whispered something crude about how little rest either of them got. Instead, he studied her more carefully. She looked pale for a moment, as if a ghost brushed past her unseen. He reached out instinctively, intending to press his palm to her forehead, but the sound of approaching footsteps interrupted him.
“Apologies for the delay,” Lord Gawen’s booming voice carried easily across the courtyard.
The older man strode toward them with the confidence of someone who never once doubted his place in the world. His riding cloak fell heavily around his broad shoulders, and his beard combed and oiled for the occasion. His eyes landed on Lucerea at once. He took her gloved hand and lifted it to his lips, pressing a loud kiss to her knuckles.
“You are forgiven, my lord,” Lucerea replied smoothly, lifting her chin just slightly. Out of the corner of her eye, she caught sight of Alester standing a few steps behind his father, composed and watchful as always.
“I am shocked to hear from Alester that you insist on riding horseback for the entire journey,” Lord Gawen said with a hearty laugh that echoed off the stone walls. “I had to see it for myself.”
Lucerea’s smile remained perfectly in place, though her jaw tightened faintly beneath it. “I am able to ride as well as your sons,” she answered, her voice calm and unwavering.
“Of course, of course,” he replied, waving a dismissive hand as if her confidence amused him. “I expect nothing less from my daughter-in-law.” He dipped his head and turned away, making his way toward the front of the procession where his own steed awaited.
“Forgive the insolence of my father,” Alester said quietly as he approached her side. He reached for her hand and pressed a gentle kiss to her cheek in greeting, his touch lingering just a second longer than necessary.
“I take no offense,” Lucerea replied evenly. She stepped back, slipping her hand from his grasp with practice. “Men like your father ride high on the thought of glory. The Ashford tourney gives them a field upon which to measure their egos.”
Alester gave a small nod. “And so he shall.”
Lucerea turned toward her mare, grasping the holster of her saddle with steady hands. She was ready to mount and leave before the courtyard grew any tighter around her.
“Allow me.”
“Allow me.”
The brothers spoke at the same time, both stepping forward with hands extended to assist her. They paused mid motion, glancing at one another with surprise and something unspoken passing between them. For a heartbeat, they looked almost identical in their confusion.
Lucerea observed them both, noting the mirrored expressions, the tension that flickered and then was carefully masked. She did not comment. Instead, she placed her foot firmly into the stirrup and lifted herself onto the saddle in one smooth, effortless motion. The silk of her gown settled around her neatly, the beads catching the morning light as she straightened her back.
She gathered the reins in her gloved hands and squeezed her mare gently at the sides. The horse moved forward at a steady trot toward the head of the procession, leaving Alester and Edric standing side by side behind her. She did not look back.
The gates of Stonehelm loomed open ahead, the road stretching toward Ashford Meadow and everything that awaited there. Anticipation swelled in her chest, heavy and bright. Not for the clash of lances or the roar of the crowd, but for the sight of her family, for the familiar voices and the warmth of shared blood. Yet beneath that anticipation stirred a quieter dread, something that coiled low in her stomach. The whispers in her mind had not fully faded. No matter how far she rode, they followed.
— above: Stonehelm lake
𝐧𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 | 𝐬𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 | 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫










