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getting your ass dumped is real fun i don’t recommend it

Hinata Hyuga is so beautiful. Her color scheme is beautiful. The lavender eyes? Outstanding! Her frumpy yet chic clothing? Showstopper! Those cutesy bangs? Out of this world! The way she blushes whenever she's shy? Heart-wrenching

#kishimoto did a lot of things wrong but Hinata Hyuga's existence is not one of them #maybe hinata IS a slave owner #because im definitely one of them #hinata hyuga #naruto #char rants #she will forever be my loml

john green really be out here making things make sense

ive been obsessed with animal crossing lately--which is kind of unfortunate given my financial situation and inability to work due to being immunocompromised (not full on disability, but enough that there's no way i should be leaving my house)

i'm a university student and as such, despite wanting a switch for years, I've never taken the plunge into switch ownership because of time and cost--uni is a better investment.

but for some reason, this game has me in its clutches. I dont know why. I've never played AC on anything, and I wouldnt classify myself really as a video gamer. I game occasionally--i've sunk over a hundred hours into Twilight princess, bested many a mario games on my DS, pokemon pearl, and am always down for mario kart; but i'm not a "gamer" in my desire to play games--I enjoy watching others play more than i care to do so.

And somehow, new horizons has got me by the throat. ive been watching countless hours of playthroughs and been desperately looking around my area to see which stores have the game and console. I've even heavily debated purchasing a full switch vs the lite model (which, combined with the game, is 150 dollar difference). Now, i am in a spot where i could drop the 340 for it. Its just been hard to justify, especially given the circumstances.

And john mfing green finally offered me an explanation into why.

"I miss the luxury of caring about stuff that doesn't matter."

He's talking about sports here (which i can also relate to), and it really struck me because thats exactly what i am feeling. I miss being able to invest in something and it not being a matter of the world in its state right now. I miss being able to drown myself in anything but reality. I miss being able to turn off my brain and not feel the existential dread nipping at my heels, telling me whats the point of anything right now because the world is basically turned off.

But i cant do that. Because people are dying and scared and fighting, and my chest will sometimes just seize up because of how much this has been to deal with.

Its hard to be alone when all you do is overthink things--but i'd rather be here than surrounded by family who all wants something from me. Who wont respect my boundaries.

This past year has been a constantly circulating mess of an existance because i dropped the one thing i had invested in other than school--sports. My two favourite players were out for the season, so i stopped watching. And, taking a look now, i've been missing something to care about for a long, long time because of that. Its just been months and months of schoolwork and busy-ness and emptiness, cause theres no time for anything but classes.

And i'm so done with having nothing yknow. Theres only so much art i can do because i never want to force it. Summer courses are starting and all i feel is dread--i dont want to be swallowed by work and expectations and having nothing just for me.

so i think i'm going to do it. Regardless, itll make me happier. And i'll use it for years.

Thanks john. somehow, you always know exactly what to say.

Find something to invest in friends, itll help you from going too far off the rails. Take care💛

#char rants #vent tw #tw covid #ive just been feeling so empty without having a hobby and i didnt even notice it was tearing me apart #char speaks #animal crossing

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#'Gérald must be gay!' ... bitch please how much have you ignored of the interactions and his sincere feelings for Aveline?#like how the fuck did you miss all their flirting??#blind much?? or just difficulty in paying attention to details?#why do people constantly have to come up with bullshit to ignore that Aveline & Gérald is as good as a thing?#first people were like Conn*rline is a thing!' then 'Gérald is not good enough' and now THIS bullshit?#bitch please where did THAT basis come from?#is it because 'he's so soft and sweet he must be gay' well that is a bad stereotyping if I ever saw one #or maybe goes so far as to wanna ship oneself to Aveline (or Connor to her) and then make Gérald gay 'just to be fair'#wtf is this bullshit the AC fandom comes with??#yes yes it's headcanon but it's an incredibly STUPID one #way to completely disregard and ignore Gérald's sincere feelings for Aveline in a romantic way #I don't tolerate it when people disrespect and belittle him and his love feelings like that #urgh I hate people like that #'Don't headcanon gay characters as straight!' they complain but don't give same respect to straight characters. Idiots.#it has to go both ways! not just one way and then completely ignore and disrespect the other way!#this is why I hate fandoms - there are the toxic people and then there's the disrespectful morons #Char rants #personal

earlier today i made a bumble account and the first girl i saw on there was so pretty that i panicked and deleted the app

#so much for trying i suppose #lesbian #lgbt #char rants

can’t believe i’m not having breakfast with the love of my life on a balcony in southern italy right now. what a disgrace

#gwlg #wlw #yearning #char rants

wish i was tracing the love of my life’s naked back with my fingers rn instead of lying in bed by myself staring at a wall :/

#sigh #yearning #wlw #gwlg #char rants

can all these bots fuck off already like what the fuck @staff

#the hellsite #char rants