you said you would quit, but you went out to take another hit.
you came back in a fit, and called us little shits.
what a hypocrite. what an idiot.
i try to pretend that our life is just a skit, and that we are close-knit.
but mothers don’t gaslit their own children into a dark pit.
mothers don’t leave for a git, only to come back in a short bit.
was it worth it? because you really just went for the size of it.
you made us flit, from place to place all for a hit.
now i’m forced to sit as they try to piece this all, bit by bit.
and place us into a home for misfits, because you failed to fight it.
i fight the urge to lose it, but you’re really just not worth it.
~c










