#chellinasellina

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Chellina Achol

I made a YouTube channel! Check out my first video and throw me any feedback if you’d like, oh don’t forget to subscribe! 😉

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I give up on you, I'll just give in to the idea you can't make me happy, because I gave it all I had.

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What do I deserve..?

When girls go on rant about what kind of guy they want, how they want a prince charming. This perfect guy with all the bells and whistles! But reevaluate your life.. do you really deserve a guy like that? Are you Cinderella, Bell, Ariel!? Based on the type of person you are what makes you think your qualified for someone like that. I'm constantly second guessing myself thinking maybe I should just settle for whatever comes my way. My own insecurities growing up make me question my physical appearance. I always felt so ugly and awkward. So I built up my personality.. I am a dorky, funny, sweet person, that always manages to put others before herself. As the years grew on I learned how to take care of myself and be the best you. Physically at least. I never lost sight of who was. And sitting here today I feel like I'm the same person but those who weren't with me through it all can't appreciate or understand the person I really am. What I'm tryna say is I'm not sure of myself, in any way. So that is why I can't be sure of what I want, or what type of person I deserve. I'm extremely complex and constantly changing.  

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Shit bang ! 

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And Days End Eventually Now Your Chellina's ♥

I'm not saying im gonna love everything you love , but I will love everything about you. Looking at the things you blog take me back to my childhood and all the cartoons my brother would watch that I hatedddd! Its ironic seeing how serious you are about your passions but its your innerchild that guides you. It makes me smile. Your everything I could ever imagine in a great person. I just wish you'd take the time to see that in me. I know its a but unorthodox but there is a lot of logic in finding your soulmate where you bear your soul, tumblr. My biggest fears are living without a purpose and dying without a partner! If there is someone special out there for me I hope its you and if we meet I hope I'm all you see. Trust issues, skeptic, pessimist are all words that describe my dreams of husband, but somehow with you I feel, well why not he seems like he's worth the risk. If you ever bring an once of pain, let it be because we fucked to hard ;) Raw, intense, passionate, real let it be the words to describe us. Luring away from why you sparked my interest.. finding out what you looked like was just icing on the cake. I wasn't even sure if the blog I fell in love with was a guy or girl. Honestly what's the worst that could happen??