Whenever i perform a song for the first time i always know its going to SUCK or not turn out how i want it to which really BLOWS but usually that only happens when there isn't time for soundcheck and i just gotta roll with the punches, i want to be a really great performer so i beat tf outta myself when i fuck up on anything even if i do good and its just a minor detail..but i think that comes from striving to be a perfectionist. On another note: i realize since i don't smoke or drink anymore my head is always pounding after a show so i never go to after parties anymore i just say wassup to fans / (i hate saying that word cus i aint shit) ppl who fw my music, chop it up and tell them thank you for coming out then take my ass home to watch movies and get the pounding out of my head. Idk what the fuck this was suppose to be about but i just all this rolling inside my head so i figured id get out somehow ALSO i really fw the people that support me like deadass that is the best feeling, it feels like when you see a waiter is bringing out your food and i will always be grateful of that shit ok BYE












