#chigusa-h

[divitiarum-blog]

starter for @chigusa-h

This... this wasn’t a situation that Hikaru was expecting to find himself in. While he never had personally spoken to Chigusa Hinamura, he know exactly who she was in a crowded area. He had seen her often come to Namba and frequent a visit with Kyoya. And he had seen her at a few of the Otori parties.

He also knew about their relationship and that it hadn’t ended too well. Hikaru was surprised when Chigusa all of a sudden vanished from the lives of Kyoya and the entire host club. He was even more surprised to see her here in Aliena. How long had it been--?’

“Chigusa!” Hikaru called out. Even though he never really talked to her, he missed the girl’s presence. He ran up to her and sheepishly ran a hand through his orange hair. “Long time no see,” he said, a grin on his face.

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Five times kissed ~~

send me five times kissed for a drabble about five times our muses kissed

                                                     One. 

Their first kiss can hardly be considered that. Kyoya was terrified, he didn’t know how to show his affection to her, and he was way out of his element. But after he planted a quick peck on her lips, the look on her face and the way her eyes beamed at him made it all worth it. 

                                                    Two

Their first fight wasn’t fun. Chigusa called him a rich brat, and Kyoya threatened to leave her in order to date someone that was more his caliber. And it completely destroyed him. He wouldn’t do something like that, and it hurt to hear the girl he love call him such an awful thing. Though he guessed he deserved it. She had been on the end of the “commoner” bullet before. When he finally apologized, she medicated the situation with her sweet lips, and he was forever grateful for that. 

                                                     Three

She looked beautiful. The most beautiful he had ever seen her. Everyone could agree that they couldn’t see Kyoya with anyone else. He didn’t want anyone else, and he hoped his father, his brothers, sitting out in the crowd could see how much he needed her. His heart thumped in his chest, and his hands moved to pull the veil away from her face, holding her close as he finally was able to kiss Mrs. Chigusa Ootori. 

                                                     Four

Scratch that. The most beautiful Kyoya had ever seen Chigusa was right now. Disheveled, sweaty, a look of pure exhaustion on her face - but he found nothing to be a better sight than watching as their child, their daughter, being place across her chest. He leaned down, pressing a loving kiss against her lips, brushing her hair from her face. They finally were a family. 

                                                     Five

He wasn’t ready to leave her, but he didn’t have a choice. Every inch of his body was giving up and he knew. There wasn’t going to be another day, and these were his last few minutes to look up at her and it was enough to bring tears to his eyes. Leaving this...leaving everything he created for himself was hard enough, but he didn’t want to think of how he was going to leave her. And it was obvious that she knew. The way she clutched to him tightly, silent tears rolling down her cheeks, and the soft whispers of “I’m sorry” were enough to break Kyoya’s now fragile heart. 

And then she leaned down, her dry lips brushing against his cracked ones. It may have been their last kiss, but it was perhaps their sweetest. It was one he hoped would get her through the rest of her years until they could be reunited. 

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-music note- + kyousa c:

Send me a “♫” and a ship name and I will put my iPod on shuffle and write a drabble on them based on that song.

Low - Sleeping With Sirens 

                                          So tell me why did it take                              Twenty-six years to figure out how to love                                          Just to throw it all away?

         “It’s her or us. Don’t come back if it’s her you’d rather associate with.” 

He could only hear his father’s words, feel his brothers’ stares still burning into him as he walked down the driveway toward where the car waited for him. Unbearable. That’s exactly what this was. Chigusa had no idea what Kyoya was about to do, and why he had to do it. How he had to drop her completely, crush her at her own home, probably while her parents watched. 

All Kyoya wanted to do was be good for her and all of that…was gone. He didn’t have a choice. The second that the ultimatum was offered up to him, Kyoya knew. He couldn’t be happy. No, that was far too simple. He couldn’t have both worlds. Either he was going to be happy with Chigusa, and pretend like his family doesn’t exist, or he brought his family pride by becoming who they wanted him to be. 

The choice wasn’t as obvious as he would have liked. It was a matter of his happiness and the Ootori family name. It was a choice of what he valued more. 

And all of him wished that he found his happiness to be important. 

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    “What’s wrong? You wouldn’t be looking at me like this if you were okay.” 

He couldn’t do this. He couldn’t break her, and he couldn’t turn his back on his family. He didn’t know why he could have both. She would have been good for all of them. Too good. 

                                      “You know why I’m here,” 

His voice cracked, and he stared hard. He could pinpoint the exact moment when Chigusa Hanamura broke. And it was all his fault. The tears that fell from her eyes were all his fault. The way that she fell completely into his arms, and her tears immediately soak through his shirt. 

                                                “I’m sorry.” 

Kyoya kept quiet, brushing his fingers through her hair, knowing this was probably the last time he would get to hold her so close. 

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chigusa-h:

[To: Big bro Bo] “WHAT’S WRONG!? WHAT HAPPENED!? BO YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT WITH NO FURTHER DETAIL!! PLEASE ANSWER QUICKLY SO I DONT FREAK OUT!!”

to: duck duck gusa from: bolin

[1/3]: OH FUCK [2/3]: CHIGUSA I MESSED UP SO BAD [3/3]: TELL ME I’LL STILL HAVE YOUR FRIENDSHIP WHEN THIS IS OVER

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AND JASPER

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

Kyoya, at first, would be so excited to be a dad. He would try so hard to be everything his parents weren’t for him, but at the end of the day, he can’t. He doesn’t know how.to be a good dad. He doesn’t know how to pull himself away from his work and focus on what’s important. Kyoya would definitely need a lot of help when it comes to being a good father, but I can’t lie to you and say that he’ll be leaps and bounds better than his own father. 

Because he probably won’t be 

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Loaded question !!

38. What do you think about my parents?

Kyoya was absolutely mortified at the words that his father had spat out at his girlfriend. His heart was breaking for her, and for his mother who just sat quietly and allowed her son’s lover to be at the blunt end of his father’s sharp words. 

He stood, his face still stinging from the slap he had earned himself trying to defend his girlfriend, quickly exiting the room. The job of a high school host was to make every lady - despite their financial status - to feel like they were the apple of their hosts’ eye. 

And Kyoya was living by that. Chigusa was the only guest that mattered to him anymore. 

He caught up to her, a hand wrapping around his wrist. “Chigusa,” He whispered, pulling the girl into his arms, letting her tears soak through his shirt. Feeling her hot tears on his chest made his heart fall. 

“So...what do you think about my parents?” 

This was not a good time for jokes. 

[sharkfinrin]

chigusa-h replied to your post:elichikaharasho said: rip claire ((HEY! I DIDN’T...

I SWEAR TO GOD IT WAS RANDOM I SWEAR ON MY LIFE MAN I DIDNT PICK THIS MYSELF

((DLFKSLAFKA I CANT. RIN IS GOING TO DIE.itsokaynoonehastotellkyoya))

[sharkfinrin]

chigusa-h replied to your post:((R.I.P RIN. YOU’VE LIVED A GOOD LIFE, MY BOY....

((IM LAUGHIN MY ASS OFF BUT ALSO PLANNING YOUR FUNERAL LMFAO))

((I DIDNT WRITE IT. DON’T KILL ME. KILL RIN OKAY NOT ME. D: ))