#chikoyips

[chikokitsune]

So I'm suspecting I have BPD and if it turns out I'm right... was I really misanthropic or am I just really vulnerable to splitting on humanity?? 😶 Cuz I genuinely don't feel negatively towards humanity right now, I haven't for a while now

[chikokitsune]

Genuinely can't figure out my fur color, I feel like the regular red fox color but with less darker markings on the legs is accurate, but red marble foxes also feel right, white foxes feel right too, maybe even more than the other two?? This is so confusingggg...

[chikokitsune]

Feeling really connected to one kintype for a few days while feeling disconnected with the others, then feel the urge to just drop the kintypes you currently don't feel connected to because are they really kintypes? What if they were just flickers? I don't feel like them now so surely they were-

[chikokitsune]

AAAHHHHH I NEED TO DRAWWWW my drawing tablet doesn't fucking work 😤 how dares it not work now I gotta buy a new one after just 3-2 years... I need to work on artfight stuff too, rn I can just draw sketches traditionally then draw over it digitally when I get a new drawing tablet, will buy one as soon as possible

Of course this happens when art block finally disappears lmfao

[chikokitsune]

Drank coffee, I regret it 😭

I do not get energy from it, if anything I get more tired while my heart is beating quicker, kinda feels like I'm dying?? Caffeine is torture :'D

[chikokitsune]

Honestly where are all the yokaikin, there exists so many yokai in japanese folklore yet I barely see any in the alterhuman community... Look at yokai.com and you'll see what I mean, it doesn't even have all of them there yet

Yokaikins please interact!! 🙏

[chikokitsune]

I don't really know if I'm a chiko kitsune specifically anymore, might just be a kitsune in general since there are days I feel chiko doesn't fit

[chikokitsune]

I want to talk more about my plurality but I'm a bit shy about it tbh