Jun 8, 2024
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Electronic devices that use power even while they're off are the bane of my existence. If I ever find my way into your home hold up a Nintendo switch like a cross and I'll screech and dissolve into the air
I hate this year tho
I feel like stopping and smelling the flowers right now
It's gonna get better.
Lately I've been immensely stressed. My roommate decided to leave me on the hook for a 2 bedroom duplex by myself with two weeks notice.
Plus I've been doing a LOT of thinking and I'm realizing there are some things in my life that aren't good for me, and that I need less of.
To top it off I'm going to try to start really trying to deal with my anxiety until I can get ahold of something to help lessen that flood.
Maybe that'll change things.
2016 "Mantra"
"Positive behavior leads to positive outcomes."
I've read that from an empirical last year. Although, I forgot who were the proponents who said this. Last term was where we had to be engrossed towards research; and in turn, we had to read and digest so many empiricals.
I had to write it down because somehow there's some truth to that; somehow it's actually a pretty good insight to ponder on. It's not only applicable on the research side, but it can also serve as some sort of motivation.
Not to mention that it's all the more timely and relevant because it's a new year; a year that I'm too anxious to start. The kind of mindset this quote suggests is that in this new year, we must be the best versions of ourselves despite uncertainties, doubts, and negative thoughts.
Today's thoughts
One day at a time.
Not gonna lie, the future seems a little scary. Money, Jobs, Holding 2 jobs AND going to work AND school, wanting to travel, wanting to do certain things.
I guess it's all balancing everything. I shouldn't stress over a lot of things. But we all have our times. But it's okay. That's okay. I don't feel strong but I've taken so many hits so I think I got this. Chill and enjoy the moment that I'm in. Enjoy the friends, the family, the adventures.
Observing but not thinking. Maybe that's what I have to do. Just have an empty mind set and just reset everyday.
Keep my feet on the ground. But hold the head up high when it's my turn.
Right now
Despite getting off of work. Just kind of relaxing.
Dragon Ball Z is on. Facebook is blasting statuses about the World ending and all.
I don't feel like talking to anyone. Not that I hate anyone or anything but most of the time. I am my best own company. Emotionally right now I am content for now. Yeah I would of love to get more dancing in but my body is just done for tonight. If I would get down, it would be sloppy ass Tops and I'll probably be rolling across the ground. So I rather not get an unproductive session in.
Might watch some of Strife's Funny videos or something.
Tomorrow is a new day.