#chlo's rants

[chlowhy]

Ya'll I really REALLY wanna get into the theater club at my school💔

Like, I miss doing acting stuff cus like I'm just an understudy in the show I auditioned for and I barely do anything.

I mean, I guess it wouldn't be so bad if I don't get in because like there are other clubs that I'm interested in (art club and music club) but DAMN I MISS DOING THEATRE

pray for me, chat🙏

Or manifest or wish me luck. Whichever one you prefer.

[chlowhy]

today, the vice president of the theater club, along with the other people in charge, told me I can change my lines a bit so I can say them easily instead of stumbling on my words.

this confirms that i suck at Tagalog. ik I sound pissed but I'm actually relieved

ON AN EVEN MORE POSITIVE NOTE, I HELD HANDS WITH A GUY THAT RESEMBLES SER DUNCAN THE TALL TODAY HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

[chlowhy]

Okay so my cousin just asked me if I wanted Detroit Become Human or a bunny for my birthday.

Detroit Become Human is cool but it sounds expensive and I wouldn't mind having a bunny because bunnies are awesome from what I've heard but they're probably expensive too since they're live creatures, after all. So, like, I wouldn't mind if I recieved either of them. I just kinda feel bad about it 'cause like you don't have to spend money on gifts for me.

Not to mention, my cousin said he's planning on getting a dog once he has the money for it. How are you gonna do that if you'll buy me Detroit Become Human or a bunny?

Anyway, that's all.

[chlowhy]

today, my mum told me that "you should set boundaries so you don't get drained out easily by our family friends' toddler."

GUESS WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO

so, whenever i'd set boundaries, always goes a little something like this

"hey kid, i'm not comfortable with pretending to be your baby daddy."

"WHAT WHYYYYY???" and then she'd just pester me until i get too annoyed to disagree. I know kids are kids and they don't know how making babies work, but dude. She only knows about babies and being pregnant from youtube kids content, which is literally a cesspool of not-so-subtle fetish content with oversaturated visuals.

as i am writing this, i'll admit that it is very pathetic of me to let a little kid push me around (ate chlowhy the pushover lololol) but cut me some slack, man. I've dealt with children all day today with little to no help (though i'm very grateful for the help i did receive) and now you're adding to the pile.

sorry for whinging about it here but who else can i tell it to? My parents??? Those two would just tell me to communicate more even though they would just ignore me if i do.

[chlowhy]

Okay so my aunt died a few days ago and I went to her funeral (wake?) today. It was pretty sad knowing she won't be there whenever I come to visit them anymore but I'll talk about my feelings later.

Right now, I'm gonna talk about when my cousin (dead aunt's daughter), uncle, and I sang together in harmony while trying to cheer ourselves up. We actually sounded good but idk if I could trust my ears since like my brain could just be playing tricks on me to make me feel a little better but if that isn't the case, then we must be pretty good singers! If tita, wherever she is, could hear us, I think she'd approve. Yes, that's also the case if we actually sounded like trash the whole time cause she'd probably be laughing about it.

[chlowhy]

Hi I'm pissed again.

Okay so, there was a tiktok post about a school shooting that happened in San Jose National High School. This really pissed me off because it's bad enough that there are school shootings in other countries and now there are shootings in the Philippines too like what the actual fuck.

I'd say more, but the other thing that pissed me off seems really small compared to what I just said so I'll just say that it's tiktokers being tiktokers.

[chlowhy]

Okay so my cousin recently sent her grad pic in the family GC and my aunt sent AI generated pictures of it in different art styles. If that isn't bad already, she said, AND I FREAKING QUOTE

Translation: "it's my gift for you my painting hehehe"

"painting ko"

WOMAN FR CALLED AN AI IMAGE "my painting"

WHAT THE HECK

[chlowhy]

At graduation, they mentioned that I'm learning how to speak Japanese AND French🥀 what's even worse is that now A WHOLE LOT OF TEACHERS, STUDENTS, AND A DIRECTOR KNOWS. I know there's nothing wrong with that, but they prolly think I'm some multilingual genius now...

Like, bro. Je ne parles pas français. Je suis bad at it😭😭

私は bad at 日本語 too

Di nga ako magaling magtagalog😭 foreign language pa kaya?

But then I am good at English which is a foreign language so maybe there's hope lol

And we don't talk about Bisaya cus my ma barely taught me (prolly because she only knows a little bit)