#chris bleats

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I really want to come out so that I can start transitioning asap but I'm really scared about how my family will take it but there's just so much about my body I can't stand I want to change immediately and it's so frustrating to just have to live with it

Does anyone have any advice on how to come out even? I really don't have any idea where I would start...

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I wanna wear fuckin dresses and skirts everywhere like!!!! dresses are so cute and the most comfy!!! just lemme! fuckin wear them out!!!!

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That thing in cartoons where they have two lines coming off the sides of their eyes is so cute and I wish I had that in real life

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honestly I’m so blessed to have such great friends, y’all seriously are really amazing and I love you so much

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omg why do all the snapchat avatars look so bad?? 

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A lot of the time I worry that I look super masculine and then I remember everyone I've ever worked with has always called me she initially everytime they've referred to me

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hoooo boy I called out of work and then missed a call from my boss and I'm too scared to listen to the voicemail she probably wants me to call her back but I'm way too scared to 😰😰

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I’ve been like every minute today going back and forth between thinking about how I’m really cute and then thinking about how I’m not too happy with my body 

but you know what fuck any negative thoughts I’m super cute