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[nicdecol]

LIST OF THE BEST FANFICS OF ALL TIME (according to me)

Since we are in quarentine and because of that I’ve reverted to my 2014 tumblr self and have started indulging in fanfics again, and since I’ve read ALOT of them, I decided to make a list and compile the best fanfiction I have ever read. This list is not in any type of ranking or affiliated to one specific fandom, so it’s a bit of a mess. (I will also direct you to the author’s AO3 page, and tumblr if I can find it).

Why do I think this fics are the BEST of the BEST? Well, either, they could be turned into a book and become a best seller by simply changing names, or I think the author has a HUGE potential in becoming a published author. 

Also if you guys think there are fics that are on the level of this ones please PLEASE rec them to me, I don’t care what fandom they are from.

THINGS HAVE GOTTEN CLOSER TO THE SUN by Starseas

Fandom: One Direction Pairings: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne/Zayn Malik Genre/tags: Future fic, end of the world AU Rating: Mature Words: 49k   Summary:  When a solar flare is announced to end the world in twelve days, Harry reunites with the people that he used to know better than the back of his own hand.

Notes: I no longer read fanfiction involving real people, but this still remains on being one of the best fics I’ve ever read so I had to put it here. So, first of all, I LOVE this author, I used to follow her on tumblr and read everything she published. If I’m not mistaken her tumblr is deserted and she hasn0t posted anything in a long time, but I sincerily hope that she decided to move to writing and publish original works. Second of all, this fic is phenomenal, she somehow manges to portray a sense of despair under the whole romance plot. I cried in the end.

IRREPARABLE by aslightstep (WIP, abandoned?)

Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe (MCU) Pairings: Tony Stark/Steve Rogers Genre/tags: Fix it Fic, Canon compliant Rating: General Audiences Words: 131k Summary: Forgiveness is a journey, or so Tony was maybe told a long time ago. He doesn't know about any of that and doesn't particularly care to. In the wake of civil war, the Avengers remain, as do their enemies. And Tony Stark rebuilds, as always.He destroys the phone, he burns the letter. But he can't (he won't) eliminate Steve Rogers from his mind.

Notes: Ok, I know I shouldn’t be recommending any abandonded works, but I am recommending this one anyway because the characters depiction are on point!! Tony’s stuborness really shows and it’s all so... realistic? Like it could have actually happened in the comics or in the MCU. It’s a beautiful slow burn, like extremely slow burn, and I just wish the author didn’t left it behind.

THE KUBBLER-ROSS THEORY by antivenom

Fandom: The Amazing Spiderman, Deadpool Pairings: Gwen Stacy/Peter Parker, Peter Parker/Wade Wilson (barely)  Genre/tags: Drama, Canon compliant, Grief Recovery Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Words: 80k Summary: Peter deals with a loss that immobilizes him and permeates through every drawn breath. In which his grief is a visceral abstraction that he can touch, that he can feel. And in which, with a little help, with time, with acceptance, with anger, with sadness, with Wade, he learns how to live in a world without her.

Notes: The way this author describes and deals with the subject of grief is so real. It’s amazing the way she portrays Peter way of coping with his guilt, her death, and everything in his life. It is incomparable to any other fic or BOOK I have ever read. Also this is the first part of a series, so I’d definitely read it if you are into really good slowburn Spideypool.

BRIGHT HAIR ABOUT THE BONE by MissDisoriental

Fandom: Hannibal (TV) Pairings: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter Genre/tags: A/B/O Dynamics, case fic Rating: Explicit Words: 484k Summary: In a world where omegas are little more than trophies to be bought and sold, Will Graham has done the unthinkable by escaping a forced bonding. Already in high demand as a profiler, Will's determined to find freedom on his own terms. For Hannibal Lecter the outlook is far more straightforward: a slow, systematic seduction of the most uniquely captivating omega he's ever encountered. As the shadow of a new and terrifying serial killer falls over Baltimore, the stage is set to redefine all accepted meanings of passion, temptation, horror and beauty – and to discover the ecstasy of a genuine love crime.

Notes: Yes, this fic is half a million words, no I don’t regret staying awake two days in a row just to finish it. Also, yes, I know it’s ABO. I usually don’t read ABO because I don’t like mpreg, but I made an exception for this one because it’s just that good. The way this author writes is so in sync with the series vibe. The descriptions, the way Hannibal speaks and acts, the way Will goes about the situation, this is just amazing.

TWIST AND SHOUT by gabriel and standbyme (@chubbyhawke)

Fandom: Supernatural Pairings: Castiel/Dean Winchester Genre/tags: 60′s AU, War Rating: Explicit Words: 97k Summary: What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

Notes: Obviously you don’t need an introduction to this one being that it’s the 2nd most kudosed work in AO3 and the most famous fanfiction in the Supernatural fandom. This fic BROKE me, like, actually full on sobbing BROKE me (my dad thought I was about to have a panic attack). It’s an understatement to say I recommend it. I don’t know where this authors are but I sincerly hope they become published one day.

MURDER WITH THE DEVIL AND FRIENDS by MindfulWrath (@mindfulwrath)

Fandom: Achievement Hunter, Rooster Teeth Pairings: Micheal Jones/Ryan Haywood Genre/tags: Western AU, Fake AH crew AU, Murder Mystery, horror Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Words: 205k Summary: Deputy Michael's been working in the little shithole town of Achievement City for a little over a year now. Things have been pretty decent so far (apart from that one creepy coworker), but they're about to get a lot more interesting, and a lot more dangerous.

Notes: Remember when I said i no longer read fanfics about real people? Well, this is, yet again, the exception. This fic just kept popping on my dashboard and after the 8th time I saw it I decided “fuck it”, and opened the link.  Also, remember when I said this ranking isn’t in any specific order? I lied because this is my favorite fanfiction of all time, and I think it’s the best one out there. This fic just get’s under your skin. You feel that somethings wrong from the begining, the mood it sets in just the first paragraph pulls you in and doens’t let you go until it’s done. I have NEVER got so much into any book or fanfic like I have gotten lost in this one. How is it possible that I manage to hate and love Ryan so much in this depiction of him?  This is also the first part of a trilogy called Devil’s Clockwork, and the rest is just as good as this one. Mindfulwrath, I hope you are reading this, and I hope you know how good of a writer you are, and I hope you publish some day, I’ll be the first one to buy anything you publish.

[casdean91]

3rd time of reading twist and shout and I cry everytime!! Why do I listen to music while reading. It only breaks my heart more!

[gaveherhearttotheliontattoo]

Alright you guys, I’m reading Twist and Shout... 

[pooraurora]

Did you know someone had your fic signed in book version this past weekend by J and M?

hello <3 yes i did! i actually did know this because my college roommate sent me a picture of it she saw on facebook. she was so proud of me! she was there when i wrote it and is a cherished friend. i didn’t know if i should even say anything about it, honestly. 

it’s hard to explain why this makes me feel so weird. i appreciate so much that people were touched by it and they love it so much and for some it REALLY changed their lives. how could i ever say i don’t value that! but: i wrote this work with hawke for a specific kind of audience. i never thought the adult men who played these characters would know about it, or would hint having known what goes on it. but the fic had a life of its own and got very out of hand lol

there are extremely explicit parts of that fic! and graphic parts! i feel so weird knowing that people talk about this with those guys// . 

i will never know if misha or jensen authentically like this story or its themes. i will never know if they joke about it or H A T E IT. it’s just like - they were never meant to read it or know about it as far as i’m concerned. it was for all of you! it doesn’t even INVOLVE THEM really? it was for the fandom,  it was just ideas and thoughts and something we wanted to share like anyone else. 

everyone: please don’t get the book bound. if you do that, getting officially published if we ever wanted to would be even more difficult than it already is. if we sought to get published we would have to scrub T&S from the internet for legal reasons. in your hands you can do what you will! but please don’t print it out as a book or SELL it as a book. please. maybe print out your favorite page, or something, i don’t know! i think it’s important it stay in your world because then you can keep responding to it with art and fic and whatever else. don’t make this difficult ;; i understand the personal decision to reach out to someone you admire and love and have them touch the thing you admire and love, but please try to see my side too - i can’t speak for hawke! i know he has his own opinions on it. it’s very awkward. it’s almost painful sometimes because i don’t know what misha or jensen could be feeling about it, and by proxy me or hawke. 

*** i don’t want this to seem as if i am scolding anyone who has done this and had a positive or cathartic experience. just asking for some mindfulness! 

[dichordart]

Ahhhh I hope you don't mind me bothering you!!! ;A; but I saw the naga that you drew and I was wondering if you did character design comms?? I because I've been wanting a naga or snake related character since I own snakes myself ;A;

No no don’t worry, you’re definitely not bothering me!! And yes, I do actually! I have custom design listed here on my price list as £11 GBP per design! c:

And omg I love snakes so much.... There are 3 ball pythons in my house and 2 of them are my precious babies ;3;

[nvaderxim]

Hi! I came across your art on my dash and I saw that you have a dragon age OC named Armand, and well, I also have one names Armand and they kind look a like ;A; What I'm getting at is asking if you're okay with that, and if not, I can change his name or something! I'm just scared to commission art for him because I don't want to get blamed for copying your character or something :(

Fun fact: My Armand’s whole name is actually Camden Delbert Fenton Marcellus Armand Trevelyan. :D (He doesn’t like the other names so he uses Armand hahaha.) What I’m saying is, it’s okay. I don’t really have a problem with it. People having same names happens irl a lot. Though I get your discomfort because some people who don’t know that either of us didn’t copy might start throwing accusations, and that’s a horrible experience. So it’s perfectly up to you. :) 

In case you are wondering, he looks like this in game:

But I tend to draw him like this:

Also, I hope you don’t me publishing this ask. Wanted to post it for everyone wondering about his name.

[lambylingames]

hi! i've been playing wow for a couple of months and i have a hoarde priest on thrall that i've been playing with, but i was really wanting to make a paladin on alliance side sooo... i was wondering, what do you think a really alliance realm is?

to be honest, i’ve only ever played on the same two servers: trollbane which is a really low-pop server, and stormreaver which is a pretty horde-dominant pvp server. maybe some people can comment on this ask and give a few suggestions!

[thimblings]

it’s hawke’s BIRTHDAY!!! so here’s his OC leuvan ;u; ilu bab <3