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Ciara Monet for Altered States Magazine September 2022

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[2023 year in review - Vogue Portugal #2]

JUL/AUG - Ashley Smith, Maga Abramoff, Jooney Kim, Solly Wilson, Bryak, Zzzleepy Monroe, Ciara Monet, Nyle, CoralKill, Storm Dove, Adol, Aiden Goldman

SEP - Othilia SIMON, Alisa Volskaya, Minami Gessel 

OCT - Cintia Dicker, Paulina Porizkova, Georgina Rodriguez, Maria Borges

NOV - Avery Richardison, Kirsi Pyrhonen, Marina Abramović, Giulia

DEC -  Alessia Merzlova, Bradley Veragten, Giselle Norman, Ildjima Masrangar, Meerle Haket, Sterre Haket

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2 am

The only thing that kills me is my thoughts The darker it gets the louder they bark The more I'm alone The more i cant talk Don't tell me I'm closed off when i pull away Its just my escape When my heart needs a break When I'm tired of being hurt cause everything ain't perfect is life still worth it if i start to break Im just saying when everything ain't kosher And i pull away i want you to pull me in closer Tell me it will end or eventually be over Cause I'm tired of waiting this praying ain't giving me closure

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Sincerely Yours

Dear Mine, When I look at you I see the stars in your eyes You make my shore rise like the tides that kiss the sand goodbye My days have never been brighter Baby you light my sky Nothing can darken my days For I have found a gem so rare History I probably have made My heart is your slave And not in a way that freedom isn't allowed but in a way that you are...my freedom My heaven...My kingdom Im home Because its where your heart is & Even if one day I might have to leave Just know every moment I am gone I spend it in you breathing & Even if something happens and we can no longer be Just know I will always cherish these sweet memories Sincerely, Yours

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Kiss Me

Kiss me In the midst of everything Between Bliss and kerosine My insides exploding Kiss me A spark hits between you & I From our lips, to finger tips, ending through the spine The stars are perfectly aligned For this very moment you are mine I feel like falling I'll give you my all Every ounce of me my backs against the wall Hold me closer Than ever before No one has to know What goes on behind close doors I know one things for sure I feel the love I feel like you wanna be loved Kiss me

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The American't Dream

Have I been sold a dream? please let me know cause I don't have a lot of cards and I'm ready to fold I don't like giving up but chasing starts to get old when you don't see progress just a bunch of lies being told

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Addiction

We are all addicts We all have a drug It could be money or love Something that makes us feel alive We thrive for the high We are all addicted Just different things we need a hit from We overuse and abuse It takes over your life till you can no longer choose You count down the years to months to weeks to days to hours to minutes Since you last hit it I am also addicted if you couldnt tell Just dont let your addiction be the bars to your jail When it is more like the fire to hell when you are so stoned You become a drone A clone That cant find its way home And at the end when all is lost And all you are left with is your thoughts You ask yourself I hope its working cause after a while you are only left hurting I just hope it was worth it Is it worth it?

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The little voice in your head

There is a rebel inside of me and everytime I turn on the news it yells "DO SOMETHING!" But I don't know what to do..I never know what to do..I have a voice but it can only go so far..I can't let these things continue..it rips me apart inside..but that voice grows louder and LOUDER! stronger and STRONGER! Until I can no longer take it! LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT! SO DONT JUST SIT THERE AND WASTE IT! THEY NEED YOU! WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO?!...and as I sit in this empty room I realize if I don't speak up for them..who will speak up for me..cause in the end all we have is each other.."will it be too late before we realize we all need one another?"