#cinematicself

[deerdoebaby]

even though im sad, today is a great day to smile

[deerdoebaby]

your soul understood me in a way your mind never could

[deerdoebaby]

I remember your eyes the way I remember the smell of being a child

[deerdoebaby]

entry 02

these aches and pains are the burden i must carry for the sake of beauty . the yellow stains on my teeth hidden away for the blinding white . go towards the light . i paint my nails with blood, bleeding red into black , until my own blood falls from my wrists and splatters onto the hardwood floors . such is the price for a pretty face .