#cinnamonadmin

[skzcinnamonfluff]

By no means am I a professional artist, but I love to draw. I haven’t done it in a while partially out of business and partially out of lack of confidence, but my boy Hyunjin has really inspired me to try to pick it up again and start practicing. So I present to you a ROUGH sketch of Channie back from the “chrispy” era🐺😂

[tjwritesfanfics]

Truth be Told... Chapter 1

Namjoon x Reader best friends to lovers

Summary: It started out as two junior high outcasts who happened to want the same corner in the library to eat their lunch away from the torment of their bullies, but would it blossom into something more?

Hi babies! CinnamonAdmin here, I am super excited this is going to be my first series and I hope you will all like it! The first chapter is gonna be pretty short because this is where I wanted to end it, but the chapters will get longer as I write them. I’m so happy because I have been so inspired and motivated lately and it feels awesome to be able to produce content I am genuinely happy with!

Masterlist

Mel | CinnamonAdmin

     Your time in Middle School became the worst time of your life very quickly. You were in 6th grade, new to middle school, and you already had bullies. Out of all people why did they have to choose you right? And for what? Your braces and glasses. You tried to mind your own business and just get used to your new school life. They just couldn’t let that pass though, during your first lunch break at school, a group of 5 or 6 kids came to the table you were sitting at. “Move it nerd!”, one of the older boys said to you. Not wanting to give up your spot, you said, “No, I was here first , you can sit in any of the other seats.” Obviously not liking your answer, one of the girls in the group picked up your tray and threw it in the trash and said, “Well it looks like you finished your lunch, so you need to move so we can eat ours.” Your face got red as the group started laughing and you ran out of the cafeteria.

     From that day forward you decided to bring a lunch from home to eat in the library away from everyone else. They could pick on you anywhere else, but this spot in the library was your refuge. One day when you went to your usual spot, you saw a boy with glasses and a bowl cut sitting in your corner with his own lunch. You were confused, but walked over to him and said, “Um, I’m sorry but that was my spot.” He looked up at you startled and scrambled to his feet, “Ah I-I’m sorry I didn’t know, I just wanted to get away from the kids in the cafeteria and this was the only place I knew they wouldn’t find me... I’ll go.” He said starting to gather his things. “Wait!”, you said without really thinking. You continued nervously, “That’s why I’m here too, do you maybe want to eat lunch together?” He looked up at you almost in unbelief and then smiled at you and sat back down saying “Yeah, sure!” Thus the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

     You and Joon quickly became best friends, hanging out with each other any chance you could get. You would trade food at lunch, borrow comic books from each other, and when you could you would visit each other’s house to play video games together. You were both so happy to leave middle school, lucky to have survived the relentless bullying. But at least you had each other to get through it together.

     Your freshman year started off better than your middle school days, you finally got your braces off, so happy to get the damned things off. At this point Joon was already several inches taller than you, much different than middle school where he was a few inches shorter. Most of the bullies you had finally decided to do something better with their lives than bother you. The only unfortunate thing however was that you had school uniforms, which meant you would have to wear a skirt. But you would take a skirt any day over bullies.

     You had just walked in the school trying to find your first class, when suddenly an arm swung around your shoulders causing you to let out a startled yell. Then you heard the laughter and instantly knew who it was. “Kim Namjoon, you almost gave me a heart attack, what the hell!?” You said turning to looking at your best friend. “Sorry (Y/N) I couldn’t help myself.” He said flashing a smile at you. That’s when you noticed his hair, “Woah, Joon you ditched the bowl cut!?” You said reaching up to touch his hair. He laughed rubbing the back of his neck and said “Yeah I finally convinced my mom that bowl cuts weren’t cool, and she finally took me to get an actual hair cut. But hey look at you, you got your braces off, when did that happen? We just saw each other like a few days ago.” “Oh yeah! I just got them off yesterday, I can eat sour patch kids again, I can’t tell you how much I missed the pure gummy sugar that is sour patch kids!” You exclaimed. He chuckled already used to your bubbly attitude. “I’m glad you can enjoy the finer things in life again (Y/N) now you can actually help me finish the popcorn when we go to the movies.” He said poking at your forehead. You smiled and said “Bet, I’m ready for it. Hey what classes did you have again?” He paused and reached in his bag pulling out his slightly crumpled schedule and held it up next to yours and you found out most of your classes were the same, thing except for one of your electives. He has intro to healthcare while you have drama fundamentals. “Oh yay! We have the first class together, now I don’t have to navigate the halls by myself. Lead the way oh great navigator Namjoon.” You said jokingly. “Psh whatever (Y/N) you know I’m as horrible as you with directions. At least now I know I won’t be late by myself.” He said teasing you.

     While high school treated you better than middle school, the classes were kicking your butt. Particularly your math class. Luckily for you, you have a best friend who is a math wiz. This meant you spent most days after school at his place or yours with him so he could help you figure out what the hell you were supposed to be doing. By this point both of your parents were used to the other being around so they stopped bringing you snacks and told you to fend for yourselves in the kitchen. 

     One of the days you were studying at his house, and you were just not understanding how to solve this one equation that Joon had to have explained to you at least a million times. You finally had enough and you flopped back on the floor groaning, “Ugh Joon I’m an idiot you should just give up on me because I’m never going to understand this stupid formula.” He sighed and checked the time and said, “Well we’ve been at it for like 2 hours now, wanna take a break?”. Not bothering to move you just said, “Yes because right now I’m practically brain dead.” He chuckled at you and got up to walk to the door, “Okay, well I’m going downstairs to raid the pantry.” You immediately shot up at the mention of food. 

     The rest of your freshman year was a lot like this. You would hangout in your shared classes at school, and every day you would meet up afterwards to hang out or study. No matter what you did though, you both always had fun and could never get tired of each other, even if sometimes you annoyed the crud out of each other. It was just you and Joon taking on the new crazy place that was high school.

[skzcinnamonfluff]

Imagine - The Boys find out you can play Guitar

Summary: I play the guitar and it’s funny the different reactions I get when people find out I can play (More than just Wonderwall xD) So I thought it would be cute to write a cute little drabble about when each of the members finds out you can play guitar. 

Channie:

Okay Channie would honestly be surprised that he didn’t already know that about you

You both would know practically everything about each other, so randomly seeing and hearing you play wouldn’t be expected

One day you were at the dorms chilling on the sofa because you were waiting on Chan to get home.

Seungmin and Hannie would be playing around with the guitar while you watched

At some point they got bored and asked if you wanted to learn how to play, very much to their surprise you shyly told them you already knew how to play.

They were too excited and told you that you HAD to show them 

So you did, you happened to learn one of their songs. So you started playing the Neverending Story OST

About midway into the song in walked Channie and Changbin.

You paid them no mind, but as they walked in Chan did a double take because he didn’t realize it was you playing the guitar. 

He smiled so wide because he had no idea you could play

By the time you ended the song, the boys applauded you, then you noticed Chan was standing there watching you in awe, you said hi putting the guitar to the side to get up and hug your boyfriend

He hugged you back and said “(Y/N), how come you never told me you could play?”

You shrugged and responded, “I don’t know it didn’t seem like it was super important.”

This shocked him even more, “Not important?? (Y/N) That was beautiful, you play like a pro of course it’s important! I wanna let you play in one of our songs! That is if you want to?” He said making eye contact.

You blushed, never having anyone compliment your playing like that, “Well thanks Channie, it’s always just been a hobby for me, I didn’t think it was that good. But I’d love to play in one of your songs if you want me.”

Lee Know

He would fall deeper in love with you when he saw you playing for the first time.

You were both seniors in high school and you signed up for the talent show.

Lee Know knew you were joining the talent show line up, but you wouldn’t tell him what you were doing. 

On the night of the talent show he would be sitting eagerly waiting for it to be your turn on the stage, disappointed when anyone but you walked out on the stage

When it was your turn though, you can bet this boy would be star struck

You were wearing the cutest outfit, and in your arms was an acoustic guitar. 

You spotted him in the crowd and gave him a wink before you started. You decided to play and sing It’s You by Henry Lau

He was already your biggest fan, he had the sweetest smile on his face and swayed along to the song

You got 2nd place, but to Minho you were number one

He ran up to you afterwards and pulled you in the tightest hug swinging you around, “Baby why didn’t you tell me you could play and sing like that?”

You giggled and said, “Well I wanted to surprise you with a song just for you.” 

He smiled and said, “Well now you’re gonna have to serenade me like that more often.”

 Changbin:

Binnie would be so stinking proud of you

The first time he heard you play was at your family’s house, you didn’t come from a musically talented family, you just so happened to get every last drop of talent, so your parents always asked you to play when you came to visit.

We was across the room talking to your brother so at first he didn’t realize you were playing, he thought it was coming from a speaker until he looked over

When he did he smiled and looked over to your brother so happy, and he was like “I know right she’s been playing since we were kids.”

When he heard that, he would just think, “Of course my baby can play the guitar, is there anything she can’t do?”

He would make it a point to tell people you could play anytime there was a guitar in the room because he loved watching you play

He couldn’t wait to get you to play for one of his songs 

Hyunjin:

You would be sitting next to him on the couch while he was practicing on his new guitar

He bought one because he wanted to learn a new skill in his free time

You were just scrolling through Tik-Tok while he was struggling to play a barre chord, which you know is tough for beginners

After about 10 minutes of not being able to get the note he put the guitar down and sighed laying his head against the back of the couch in defeat

You smiled and decided to pick up the guitar yourself. Hyunjin felt you move but didn’t bother to open his eyes until he heard a sweet guitar melody playing beside him

He opened his eyes and looked at you amazed, “(Y/N)?!”

You smiled and stopped playing for a second, “Yes my love?” 

“You can play the guitar?!”, he asked getting super close to your face.

“I do, since I was a little kid. My Grandma got me a beginner guitar and I’ve been playing ever since. Oh and that chord you were trying to play was B minor right?” You asked him.

He was still kind of in shock, but managed to answer “Yeah, uh yeah I think so, I wasn’t able to get the chord to play so I kind of gave up”

“Barre chords are tough when you start out, but the key is you have to get the finger position down and then make sure you’re pushing down hard enough so the note will play clearly.”, you explained and showed him the chord

“Ya (Y/N)! You’re so stinking cool!” He said after successfully playing the chord you showed him putting the guitar down and tackling you in a hug. 

Jisung

You also worked at JYP 

You and Hannie met when he was a trainee, and you started dating shortly after

He knew that you helped with producing, but he doesn’t know the specifics of your job.

One day he was preparing to do a solo song and he requested for a guitar player to play a live accompaniment for him.

You happened to be very skilled at playing guitar, and sometimes you would play the accompaniments for other artists recordings.

You weren’t super busy that day so you asked if you could play the accompaniment for him

You decided not to tell him though because you wanted it to be a surprise

He was in the practice room waiting for the guitarist, when the door opened to reveal  you with a guitar strapped to your back.

He instantly smiled as he watched you get your guitar out and walk over to him

Deciding to be a little cheeky, you stretched out your hand and said, “ It’s very nice to meet you Han-Sunbae, my name is (L/N), (F/N).”

He chuckled and shook your hand and played along, “It is nice to meet you, I hope we can get along.” even throwing in a bow.

Then he pulled you into a side hug walking you over to your stools. 

“So you’re gonna be my accompanist? Why didn’t I know you could play guitar?” He asked poking your cheek.

You giggled swatting his hand away. “Well I’m on the producing team, I figured you might know I play some sort of instruments.”

He replied, “You overestimate the power of my brain my dear.”

You laughed at him as you were getting set up.

“It is a nice surprise though, now lets see you in action!” He said excited to hear you play for the first time.

He was amazed to say the least, watching the way your fingers plucked the delicate melody was like listening to an angel play the harp.

Felix

You and Felix were just hanging out, and you were reading while Felix was laying his head on your lap playing a game on his phone

You were perfectly content, but after a while Felix put his phone down and you could tell he was getting restless

He was staring up at you and he would randomly poke your face trying to get your attention but you would just giggle and keep reading

Then he switched to plan b which was to ask you questions until you gave him the attention he wanted.

“(Y/N), watcha reading?” He asked trying to stretch his head around far enough to see the back cover. 

“(Book Name) it’s pretty good.” You said continuing to read.

He sat up and obnoxiously leaned his head on your shoulder trying to see the pages,  “Oh yeah what’s it about?” He asked curiously.

You smiled and put the book down, “Do you really wanna know, or are you just bored?”

He laughed guiltily, “Yeah (Y/N) I just wanted your attention.”

You got up abruptly causing Felix to fall over on the couch.

Not bothering to move he just groaned into the couch cushion and asked what you were doing. “Just preparing some background music.”

A few minutes later, Felix heard your footsteps coming closer, and a sweet guitar medley started playing. 

In his mind, you went and brought your speaker to play the music, so imagine his shock when he sits up to ask what you’re playing and seeing the guitar in your hands.

“Babe you play the guitar?”, he asked dumbfounded at the new realization.

You giggle and responded, “Yeah I’ve been working on it for a while now in secret. I’m not the best, but I’m getting better.”

“What do you mean?! That is beautiful, I had no idea I was dating the most talented guitar player in the world.” He says and then proceeds to cheer for you like your the best performer in the world.

Seungmin

One day Seungmin was going to use a practice room at the company to work on his vocals for one of their new songs before recording

You also happened to be at the company that day because you weren’t confident in playing yet, so you told no one, not even Seungmin that you were learning

You did have to pat yourself on the back, you didn’t realize how exhausting hiding the fact you were learning guitar from your group and your boyfriend for the past 7 months would be

You were pretty good, though you didn’t really believe it, you knew you could play proficiently now

Well neither of you told the other that you would be practicing early that morning seeing as both of you would usually be sleeping at this time, but it happened to be the most convenient

As you were setting up, the door started to open startling you because you didn’t expect anyone else to be there that early

Both of you were shocked to say the least to see each other that early in the morning

The shock wore off quickly though, both of you being excited to see each other, you ran over to give him a big hug saying how much you missed him

He hugged you back smiling so big because he didn’t expect to see you that day.

As he went to back away from the hug, he noticed the guitar case and music

“Hey (Y/N), why is there a guitar case, is someone else practicing with you today?” He asked curiously.

You froze realizing he could see your guitar. “Well.... no one else is joining me today. That is actually my guitar. I’ve been learning how to play for a while now.” giggling shyly.

“No way! Why didn’t you tell me that’s awesome!” He said excitedly.

“I don’t know I guess I wanted to get good before anyone heard me play.” you responded back to him.

“Oh wait so no one’s ever heard you play before? Will you play for me (Y/N) pleeeeease?” He asked giving you his best puppy dog face. 

You groaned jokingly, “Minnie noooo, you know I can’t resist your adorable face.” You squeezed his cheeks together, “Fine I suppose I’ll play for you, but you have to promise you won’t laugh no matter how bad it is.”

“Okay.” He muttered out and gave the best smile he could manage seeing as you were still holding his face.

You giggle at your silly boyfriend and gave him a quick peck on the lips, letting his cheeks go. 

So there he sat expectantly waiting for your performance on the floor as you were tuning your guitar

You were nervous, not only because you’ve never played for anyone before, but also because you were playing Congratulations by Day 6 which was Seungmin’s favorite band

You took a deep breath and started playing, choosing to ignore the gasp you heard from your boyfriend. 

Your eyes were closed for most of the song, as you allowed yourself to get caught in the music

When you played the last note, you opened your eyes to see Seungmin staring at you in awe, startling you when he started cheering for you and telling you how beautiful you sounded

You smiled and thought to yourself that maybe it was time to stop hiding your new skill

Jeongin

Okay before we begin this one I just wanna say how much I miss Jeongin with braces, he is like the most precious little bean in the world 🥺

Anyways...

Back before you were both trainees you started dating and now you’re both in your debut groups

Sometimes after school you Jeongin and a group of the other trainees would hang out

One day one of your friends was bored and proposed that you all plan a day to come in and do a show and tell of sorts

You would bring something that meant a lot to you and show it to the rest of the group

You all agreed and while trying to figure out what you were gonna bring the idea popped in your head to bring your guitar

It meant the world to you because your grandfather bought it for you in America, brought it back and taught you how to play before he passed away

You were a little nervous because it’s been a couple years since you’ve played it, but you could never forget after the hours you poured into playing it

The next day you got there first and hid your guitar case behind the sound equipment in the practice room

Everyone showed their thing to the others, including Jeongin who brought a ring he bought in Australia

So when it came down to you Jeongin started leaning on you and teased you because he didn’t thought you forgot

You smirked and got up causing him to fall over comically distracting everyone from you walking across the room to get your guitar

When you pulled out the guitar Jeongins jaw dropped because he seriously thought you didn’t bring anything

Then you started playing and the room went silent aside from the beautiful melody coming from the guitar

When you were done your friends erupted in cheers

Except for Jeongin who was just grinning at you like an adorable little idiot

“Wow, (y/n) how long have you been able to play like that? I had no idea!” Jeongin said jumping up to look at the guitar.

You giggled and said, “I’ve been playing since I was like 5. My grandpa bought it for me in America and taught me how to play before he died.” smiling fondly at the memory of your grandfather.

Jeongin squeezed your hand and smiled back and said, “Well you should play more often, he taught you well!”

[skzcinnamonfluff]

Just wanted to share this with my fellow stays, please please don’t boycott Stray Kids comeback that is approaching if Hyunjin will not be involved. I miss this boy my love my bias so much and it breaks my heart every moment I know he’s not reunited with the others and living his dream as an idol 💔 But boycotting the comeback will cause damage for all of them. There are signs that Hyunjin will be coming back at some point in the near future, but we have to remember things are different in South Korea than they are here and bringing Hyunjin out of the spotlight temporarily is a way to help lose the negative publicity even though I hate this for him with every fiber of my being and I hope he is doing okay. After this win with Kingdom, Stray Kids received a lot of great positive attention that will hopefully mean Hyunjin will be able to return sooner than later. The best thing we can do is to support them and stream hardcore for this comeback to gain more positive publicity for them because we want them to continue to succeed so there is a great positive light for Hyunjinnie to step back into. I miss him so much and I can’t wait for him to return but I also love the entire team of Stray Kids and I want all 8 of them to grow and succeed together 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[skzcinnamonfluff]

Lemme just gush for a second here and say I have the bestest best fwend in the world! @tbtssstuff threw me a little party to celebrate my 21st birthday a Lil early, and I was blown away at the thought and care to each little detail and I am so thankful to have her in my life! 🥺😭💜💜💜

[skzcinnamonfluff]

Hi welcome to my Stray Kids Fluff Blog!

Hi everyone I am super excited, some of you may know me from @tbtssstuff​ I will still be writing when I can for that blog with Taco Admin. I really wanted to create a soft wholesome blog for some of my favorite boys!

[skzcinnamonfluff]

Anybody else do something embarrassing and then think about it randomly  for absolutely no reason and just cringe for the rest of your life? No, just me?

If you guys would like I can share said embarrassing tale, it’s kind of funny but I also kinda wanna disappear lmao 

[skzcinnamonfluff]

Psst best fwend best fwend....

Hai