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[canongf]

ahh a rising star in our midst!!! i'm so happy for you, liv! when i first saw you posting about the acting class it reminded me of my brief improv group experience, it was both fun and nerve-wracking (it's also how i met one of my beloved irl acquaintance-friends), and i'm glad this has been a good experience for you! *drops half-a-ton of roses on your blog bc you deserve it* - clownie <3

@circusgoth-dotcom!!!!! clownie!!!!!

thank you, thank you, thank you!!! this message made me SMILE!!! acting is always something i've wanted to do and something i've been scared to do, so actually getting to try it is so special. and getting to share it with my friends is extra special!!!

being in an improv group sounds like sooo much fun!!! we do a little improv in class and i love it, even if it is a little nerve-wracking at first!!! i'm glad that you had a good experience too, and i'm glad you were able to make a connection like that!!! it always gets better when you do this kinda thing with people you like!!!

thank you for being so supportive and encouraging, it means the world to me!!! not to get super soft but!!! i'm glad our paths crossed and i'm glad we're friends!!! i'm lucky to know you!!! 🖤

[canongf-archive]

@sakura-nyah | @circusgoth-dotcom | @me-myself-and-my-fos

I'M !!!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! THESE REPLIES MEAN THE ABSOLUTE WORLD TO ME AND I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH!!! YOU HAVE MY WHOLE ENTIRE HEART!!! THANK YOU!!! 💗

[canongf]

Saw you were interested in Sweeney Todd bc of my fic and of course had to drop my two cents; the 2007 movie is a fine adaptation for people who can't afford to see it live but it does not do the stage show justice. I more fervently recommend looking for the 1983 (or 1982 I'm not sure) recording with George Hearn as Sweeney Todd and Angela Lansbury as Mrs. Lovett if you want the full scope of the story as well as the music. The 2007 movie cut short one of the best songs and I'll never forgive it for that fhafhafha. Happy watching! - clownie

thank you thank you @circusgoth-dotcom!!!!! 🖤

i do not have a very large frame of reference for the story of sweeney todd, i know the basics of what it is about, i know that it's a movie and a play, and the most i have scene is from the office episode where andy is in his local theater's rendition. i'm not entirely clueless but i am fairly close. so this is really helpful!!! thank you for looking out for me and giving me some information to hold onto, i appreciate it sooo much!!!!! 🖤

[dailybuglebunny]

A question for Dr. Lecter, a mind whom I can admire for it's sharpness and appreciation of culture similar to mine; is there any particular art piece that reminds you of your partner? Additionally, as I am sure you enjoy capturing their essence yourself, what would be your ideal way of depicting them in art? Sketches, sculpture, painting? Do you like to have them model for you, or do you prefer to recall their visage from memory?

- Respectfully, H. Gruber (@circusgoth-dotcom)

Hahahah. These are all very good questions. Thank you for your sentiment - you're quite astute yourself.

I cannot help but see my partner within the works of Louis Wain. In the literal sense, yes, that he has a feline aspect to him, but moreso in the evocative sense - the colors, the energy. And as for a particular piece...

I must admit that this one is the first that comes to mind. You see, the interesting thing about Pippin is that he does have quite an acute sense of how loved he is - yet he fails to admit it. But I know that he knows. Even just around me, the tap he gets in his foot, the wagging of his tail, the subconscious raising of his voice, and, of course, the most radiant. His smile. He absolutely beams in the presence of me, or of others, whom he knows loves them dearly. And that is my telltale sign that he knows, and is indeed quite elated by how much he is loved.

Regarding art medium... I do my best work with pencils, or with charcoal. Although I'm sure if I experimented more with acrylic paints, I could render their tan fur quite nicely. I haven't dabbled much in sculpture... but that isn't such a bad idea. Hmm.

As it happens, depicting them from memory is usually my only option. Using my time in this dreary cell to draw them helps to put my mind at ease, as well as serves as a vessel for my fondness for him. I'm sure he wouldn't mind posing for me, in fact, I'm sure the proposition would make him quite adorably bashful, making a lovely expression to render... but my art is quite laborious, so there simply wouldn't be enough time.

[canongf]

hi liv! i hope your day was good! my week has been very Stimulating, which, the experiences have been mostly positive but i'm worried because i'm going to a concert this weekend and i really don't want it to make everything bubble over... i'm hoping some sleep with keep things in balance! i also thought reaching out to you might make me feel better because you're a good friend, so feel free to gush about eddie or talk about whatever you want in response to this ask. :0) - much platonic love from j & i, clownie <3

@circusgoth-dotcom!!! clownie!!! hi hi hi!!! 🖤

i am so honored that you thought to message me!!! i always adore asks from you, hearing how you're doing and what's going on in your life :)

first!!! congratulations on your new & beautiful daughter!!! she is lucky to have a guardian like you, i can't wait to hear about the life that you give her!!!

and second!!! my day was okay!!! it was my work bestie's last day and it has been very busy for me since i've taken over a lot of things she did. i'm the shipping girl now, packing boxes, loading pallets... it's a little more physical than i'm used to and it leaves me pretty tired, but i feel tough and strong when i do it and that's nice!!! i think eddie's proud of me!!!

a concert sounds super fun!!! i understand the worry though, they can be a lot and they can be a lot a lot if you've already had a stimulating week but!!! i hope the sleep helps!!! i hope you go into the weekend feeling rested and calm, and i hope the concert is even better than you thought it would be!!! don't forget your earplugs!!!!!

[dailybuglebunny]

happy to see more love for griffin! 🩶 if need be blocked my tag for him is 🤍An Invisible Heart Still Beats🤍! cheers, @circusgoth-dotcom

YAAAAAAYYYYYYY🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 im ok with sharing for him :D but ty for providing that in case I wasn’t, I rlly appreciate it ^__^

I already need to watch the movie again aauhfkfjdhdhsgs

[canongf]

Hi Liv! I hope you are well! I wanted to gush a bit bc I got new familial f/os and that rarely happens to me 🥺 they are Dale & Allison from Tucker and Dale vs Evil! They're a little too young to be my parents logistically (Allison in her 20s and Dale in his 30s) but the vibes are there you know? Like there's not been a man that's more "that's my dad :0]" since Gomez Addams for me 💕 I already posted it but he totally takes me to get ice cream and has taught me how to shotgun drinks. We'd have a designated family boardgame night. Also both of them were definitely adamant about teaching me self defense after everything they went through in canon, but canon also makes for a hilariously dark "How I met your mother" story 😆 I love them they're the best but also I personally need to flesh out Allison's character since we didn't learn much about her in the movie outside of her studying psychology and wanting to become a therapist. And how could i forget they have an adorable black and white dog named Jangers, he only has one eye 🥺 I assume he's a rescue but they don't mention it in canon. Have a lovely day! - clownie

@circusgoth-dotcom!!!!!

i love this SO MUCH!!! i have only seen tucker & dale vs evil one time and it was a long time ago so i don't remember much, but it will always hold a special place in my heart because it was recommended to me by this guy i sat next to on a plane... it's a long story, my point is that i love this!!!!!

they sound like perfect family vibes!!! designated board game nights and learning how to shotgun drinks... like what more could anybody want. i want this now too. plus the dog!!! what a sweet baby!!!

i am so happy for you, clownie!!! this is so fun and happy and it just makes my heart feel full!!! i can't wait to see how you flesh out allison's character and i can't wait to hear all about the life and adventures you have together!!!!! 🖤

[canongf-archive]

hi liv it's clownie!! i moved blogs, you can now find me over @circusgoth-dotcom !! my old blog is still up as an archive, I was just kind of finding it was contributing to me feeling sad/exhausted/stuck/etc so here's to self-indulgence without worry in a new space :0) 🥂

clownie!!!!! 💗

sometimes you just gotta start over!!! i totally get it!!! i hope that this new blog brings you peace and comfort and happiness and creativity and everything you were lacking with your old blog!!! i'm excited for your fresh start and i just followed you from my main!!! thank you for letting me know @circusgoth-dotcom!!!!! 💗