are you applying for cirque?
Hey, anon! I’m sorry that this reply took me some time to get to, but thank you for checking in on me! ♥
The most honest answer that I can give is that I’m not sure. I realize that sounds really weird to say considering how late it is, but I do have applications that have already been started. I’ve recently reached a point of self-reflection where I’m trying to make sure that I’m 100% ready to dedicate myself to Cirque, in the chance of applying and being accepted for the role that I’ve chosen.
I am in a good place in my life right now where I’m free to write without any stress, but I don’t want to send in an application until I’m certain that my muse is at its highest level & that I’ll be able to completely devote myself to my activity. I’ve been following and adoring Cirque since day one, and I still stand by the fact that Naiche could punch me in the face & I’d honestly thank her. I’m ridiculously proud of how well she’s done with Cirque — easily one of the best revamps that I’ve ever seen hit the tags — which still leaves me in awe, considering how hectic her life has been recently.
I’ve been around long enough to know how much Cirque means to Naiche and its members, and I’m just trying to make sure that I can wholeheartedly give it the love and attention that it deserves. If you guys happen to see an application of mine accepted tomorrow night, that means that I got over my dramatics, but if not, that doesn’t lessen how much I worship Cirque. I consider myself a patron, now & until the end, and will continue to watch the tag and the main from a distance, regardless of what I end up doing!
The applications I started were for Aria & Clara — though since the submit is now closed, I’m banking on Clara if I choose to apply for the next round, thanks to her extension. I just want to say that Naiche can’t go wrong tonight. I haven’t seen one person in the tag that’s lacking in any way, and I can tell that all of you are fiercely talented and loyal to this RP. No matter what, great people are going to get in & great people are going to be rejected, but that doesn’t lessen how well all of you have done throughout this period. Whether you’ve already sent in your applications or are working on one for tomorrow, please pat yourselves on the back for me!
Best of luck! To Naiche, and to all of you applicants! ♥ Whatever happens, I’ll be watching with excitement!
TL;DRsomeone asked if i was applying and i got overly sentimental