I have been using the law of attraction for a while now. I love the term some teachers use called peak and valleys. A peak is a high time period where everything is flowing, manifesting well, and going amazing. Well, at least you’re in a period where you’re like...ahhh, wow, I was just thinking that thing the other day and dang--now there’s this thing happening that’s so HUGE, and it’s SUCH a coincidence. It gives me what I want, and not only that, it lines me up with my greater purpose. You feel alive, mesmerized, powerful.
Then the valley hits. You’re in a place where you’re not even sure law of attraction exists anymore. You’ve been so wowed by terrifying, or amazing experiences, you get sucked INTO them. You start to ask questions about the experience, start to wonder WHY, what this says about the world, or you. Or, even, the collective. Now I’m all for self discovery but when questioning an experience starts to become too dense I am going to say, STOP! Because we often forget that WE are the creator of the experience. It’s fine to look for answers but when it starts to feel draining, hopeless, it’s time to look back within. To remember that we have identified with the experience so much we have became it.
Until I wrote those words I was not flowing, in fact, my nose has been so stopped up all day that I havent even been able to breathe. Now the air is actually flowing through my nostril again.
I am one to say that when we start hating people, experiences, (at least mild hate) I think we forget we created the experience in the first place. When this happens, I step back, begin to ask questions such as -- (I’ll give you an example) Why did this guy stop liking me and begin seeing someone else?
Firstly, I will unwrap my head around those thoughts of YOURE SO STUPID, UGLY OR NO ONE WANTS YOU. I examine each belief to see if it is a true belief/one lined up with how god, or the creator would look at things. If I find a truth in it, like evidence to back it up, then if it’s a painful feeling, I know that’s not how God would see things, in a painful light. He is only light, love.So I look for truths of how the opposite is true. That what I desire (to be loved) means I must appear beautiful to some, smart, because that’s what love is. That’s how God/Source/creator sees things. I look for evidence to back this up only supporting those beliefs from memories/and or facts/circumstances. Then the ugly old belief falls away.
Most often I find these circumstances are from bad beliefs. But here is a key: You could say “I want a boyfriend,” but he has to be a good friend first.” So if you have bad beliefs or imprints about friends (or even another desire that is mixing frequencies, it can somehow get energetically tied up with another situation and the situations could get wound up together.) So sometimes, unwinding all these mixed up imprints, beliefs, intertwining situations is like undoing a couple of balls of yarn all twisted together. When youre stuck down in there, you forget you put the balls of yarn together in the first place and youre not the knot, youre the one who can decide to cut all the strings and strt clean.
I am finding, the more desires I create, the more I start to getting back to the place I original place I was, before I the strings got twisted together. Before the evil of this life got to me. At some point in your journey, your desires begin to be clarified, as though with a magnifying glass melting away the impurities. At that point, you can choose to not HAVE to control your circumstances any longer. You are at the point you can CHOOSE peace rather than manipulating your environment, or desires coming first. Because you are at an energetic equilibrium and you know that peace is what you desire first and foremost.
I have an energetic imprint from my ex. With the law of attraction I find myself in similar surroundings, but the hatred is dropping away. I dated one of the most evil people, so I’ve done mountains of inner work. I know the law of attraction very well. How long it takes, what stuff people fluff, for the views and just what a long process it is to REALLY climb from the depths of hell) But I find that most awake people have been through some really bad traumatic life experiences. For one’s hell is another’s paradise.