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Stupidity is like a virus. It affects us most when we're sick, tired, or just sick and tired of other people's shit.

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Addicted to the truth

As spiritual people, we see things differently than most. We find happiness and joy in discovering truths. So much so, that we become caught up in them just like any other addiction. In painful truth, there is a tipping point, where one’s consciousness clings to them like the emperor with no clothes.

With that said, all truth is a lie in final truth. Because there is no such thing beyond duality.

What many spiritual teachers do is keep spinning out more videos, more books, etc. What we need to do as people seeking the truth is to be a vessel of it, and a reflection of that truth. If we are constantly reaffirming what we have been through to the point where it no longer represents the real us, it is nothing but a falsity and as bad as sin, evil the devil, lack, whatever you want to call it.

But technology keeps us trapped in that illusion so easily. With one click away, more dopamine is released, but with that, is the tension of always needing more. Where are the spiritual teachers to say limit your time online? Stop reacting, and set guidelines, because if you do not set them and take time to just be, to practice being in the now, you are in fact defined by the very world you inhabit. Spiritual people need to become more solid, but that is a step beyond what most students are. Why? Because our open nature is the very thing that leads us to accept the unknown it is a catch 22. If you don’t realize it, people who know this very fact will use it against you.

The answer is to come up with a daily regimine,of practicing spirituality through meditation, yoga, intention, and presence. I intend to come up with some readily available facts others should implement to avoid this very awful state, where we get caught up in stresses, fight or flight, and disconnection. And I will post how it helps me in my own life as well.

Until then, blessings

“Mind over matter, (consciousness over matter) matter doesn’t matter” -I am Lazlow

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The Human Riddle: Who Am ‘I’?

I am always in survival mode (fight or flight), living in insecurity, guarded constantly, feeling threatened.

I feel a sense of lack and incompleteness (believing to be always not enough). I am defensive, living in constant reaction (taking things personally).

My objective is to secretly serve myself and others who serve my own end. I am very skillful at projecting my own pain, judgment and fears unto others, to feel safe (avoiding looking at myself).

I am unconscious, unaware of the depth of my origin. I secretly covet the approval and validation of others. I am the cause of all pain and suffering in the world, and I also delight in playing my cherished victim story.

I am nothing without material acquisition, popularity and power in this world. I constantly seek drama in one form or another to give me a feeling of self-importance and separate sense of personal identity.

I have been known in religion as the tempter, the thief, and the devil. I am your inner critic, your best friend (oldest buddy); I believe myself to even be you. You do not even believe that I exist, for I am in everyone’s head.

I AM YOUR EGO

– written by Anon I mus (Spiritually Anonymous)

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My two-year-old daughter was up all night with a stomach bug, vacillating between throwing up and happily reading books and laughing. I envy the emotional agility of the child to instantly forget their troubles and enjoy themselves when the situation changes. We seasoned adults, who hang on to every misfortune for days, weeks, and even years, have much to learn from these little ones.

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Entanglement is not just for particles. At the Creation, all was potential. Within this potential, the Unified Field held all as One. Within this Oneness, all was entangled. Time uncoiled like a spring and carried space along for the ride. Nodes of interference, intersection, and geometry gave birth to forces, concretions of frozen energy, and stable interactions. Everything is connected.

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You want more and more and more. This, in a sense, is real poverty—always to be hungry and at no time being satisfied.

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Peace or Creation

I have been using the law of attraction for a while now. I love the term some teachers use called peak and valleys. A peak is a high time period where everything is flowing, manifesting well, and going amazing. Well, at least you’re in a period where you’re like...ahhh, wow, I was just thinking that thing the other day and dang--now there’s this thing happening that’s so HUGE, and it’s SUCH a coincidence. It gives me what I want, and not only that, it lines me up with my greater purpose. You feel alive, mesmerized, powerful.

Then the valley hits. You’re in a place where you’re not even sure law of attraction exists anymore. You’ve been so wowed by terrifying, or amazing experiences, you get sucked INTO them. You start to ask questions about the experience, start to wonder WHY, what this says about the world, or you. Or, even, the collective. Now I’m all for self discovery but when questioning an experience starts to become too dense I am going to say, STOP! Because we often forget that WE are the creator of the experience. It’s fine to look for answers but when it starts to feel draining, hopeless, it’s time to look back within. To remember that we have identified with the experience so much we have became it.

Until I wrote those words I was not flowing, in fact, my nose has been so stopped up all day that I havent even been able to breathe. Now the air is actually flowing through my nostril again.

I am one to say that when we start hating people, experiences, (at least mild hate) I think we forget we created the experience in the first place. When this happens, I step back, begin to ask questions such as -- (I’ll give you an example) Why did this guy stop liking me and begin seeing someone else?

Firstly, I will unwrap my head around those thoughts of YOURE SO STUPID, UGLY OR NO ONE WANTS YOU. I examine each belief to see if it is a true belief/one lined up with how god, or the creator would look at things. If I find a truth in it, like evidence to back it up, then if it’s a painful feeling, I know that’s not how God would see things, in a painful light. He is only light, love.So I look for truths of how the opposite is true. That what I desire (to be loved) means I must appear beautiful to some, smart, because that’s what love is. That’s how God/Source/creator sees things. I look for evidence to back this up only supporting those beliefs from memories/and or facts/circumstances. Then the ugly old belief falls away.

Most often I find these circumstances are from bad beliefs. But here is a key: You could say “I want a boyfriend,” but he has to be a good friend first.” So if you have bad beliefs or imprints about friends (or even another desire that is mixing frequencies, it can somehow get energetically tied up with another situation and the situations could get wound up together.) So sometimes, unwinding all these mixed up imprints, beliefs, intertwining situations is like undoing a couple of balls of yarn all twisted together. When youre stuck down in there, you forget you put the balls of yarn together in the first place and youre not the knot, youre the one who can decide to cut all the strings and strt clean.

I am finding, the more desires I create, the more I start to getting back to the place I original place I was, before I the strings got twisted together. Before the evil of this life got to me. At some point in your journey, your desires begin to be clarified, as though with a magnifying glass melting away the impurities. At that point, you can choose to not HAVE to control your circumstances any longer. You are at the point you can CHOOSE peace rather than manipulating your environment, or desires coming first. Because you are at an energetic equilibrium and you know that peace is what you desire first and foremost.

I have an energetic imprint from my ex. With the law of attraction I find myself in similar surroundings, but the hatred is dropping away. I dated one of the most evil people, so I’ve done mountains of inner work. I know the law of attraction very well. How long it takes, what stuff people fluff, for the views and just what a long process it is to REALLY climb from the depths of hell) But I find that most awake people have been through some really bad traumatic life experiences. For one’s hell is another’s paradise.

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Peace & positive vibes.

I AM LIVING IN A REAL LIFE loony bin

I just don’t know anymore. Between my life of Alex Jones, becoming more “truth oriented,” dealing with my family, my job and the real world, things are getting ugly. Yes, UGLY.

Well, people want me to write the TRUTH of my life when I have written an account of fiction, a novel, and I am trying to get anybody to read it. No one will. The truth is, life is scarier than fiction, more interesting, it seems.Everyone wants me to write about my REAL life, not something I made up.

I went into work tonight and this girl I know claims she has lost her mind. An MK Ultra victim, she claims. No big deal, I tell her. That big black eye she she sees, morphing on someone, no big deal, I tell her. “I see them morph into reptillians,” she says. I nod my head. I used to live with a guy who was schizoprenic. That was no cake walk. I have visions too, I tell her, when she says she is scaring her husband and he he threatening to have her committed again, I say, “No big deal. SO WHAT?”

Then she starts talking about zombies, not real zombies, but just something that reminds her of zombies. The bouncer, who is relatively large, actually looks like a blown up popeye, rounds the corner and shakes his head at her, like she is a little child. (He’s one of her friends, confidons at owrk, because she used to be neighbors with him) Actually, he looks built, but like a huge teddy bear. His eyes narrow however friendly they seem he shakes his head like we are two mental patients, dressed in skimpy outfits. I know he hears, “They all look like ZOMBIES!”

He shakes his head, and I almost see the white or green nurse/mental patient faciility outift he could be wearing and says with a big smile, “Girls! Now, now!” He motions his head to the curtain, and the people behind it, as if to say lower your voices.

Yeah, I have visions that come true too, and people don’t want to accept them. My friend, I told her, won’t accept that I told him after the eclipse, things were going to get really bad. I told him the first thing that was going to happen was a hurricane on the east coast. Then, earthquakes. We’ve been hit really hard lately/. I was crying, couldnt deal with the stress. Because I knew of all of the bad shit that was coming, or at least something major. So, hurricanes, earthquakes, missile tests, and mass shootings. Before the eclipse, things were relatively calm. Now its a freaking disaster. Well.

I get a ride home from one of my friends. I see my other friend and we wave hello. She is walking from the gas pump into the gas station, and she stops at the dumpster,for a moment and I shake my head, saying, “What is she doing?” It looks as if she’s talking to herself but no one’s there. “Poor Greta,” I say, and my friend bursts into laughter because she’s heard she’s had problems with delirium. But I just hope she’s not talking to herself, or someone who is not there. “I feel so bad for her.”

I am not dissing her, for a moment I am truly worried she was having a real break with reality (albeit I don’t reallly believe in reality in the first place, I just am able to keep up the illusion to others, and I feel bad she is not able to keep us the charade as well. 5th dimension. Who cares?!

Anyways, my life is just getting crazy, for many reasons. I feel bad for her that she’s probably an MK ultra victim. Maybe I shouldn’t have mentioned the gangstalking. But...she’s the one who brought it up.