when: 20 november 1980
where: outside the bongalow, banchory
who: @clementinerobards
Hayden had been dreading seeing her the most. From what he could tell based on what his father told him, she had worked hard to locate him when he had seemingly disappeared. She had reached out. She had done all she could. She had taken his animals when she knew that he likely wasn’t going to be around for a while. All things Hayden knew and still he had remained radio silent for five months now.
Of course, it wasn’t without its reasons, but he knew Clem didn’t know that. His father had already told him that he had written back that he would let Hayden explain the situation in his own time and in his own words. Hayden wasn’t even sure he wanted to explain. He felt numb every time he thought about it. In truth, he hoped she would be angry with him. He hoped she would yell at him, want to punch him. It would make it all that much easier to face her. Hayden could deal with resentment and anger.
And now, he stood in front of what he was pretty sure was her new home in Banchory, unable to find the front door. “Why the fuck don’t they have a door,” he grunted as he picked up a stray rock on the ground, aiming it at a window before tossing it.