#clivesten

[kvzbrekker]

~sends you all my love and all those little cupcakes and mini pizzas~

mini pizzas taste good also cupcakes are sweet ahah love you darling <3

[kvzbrekker]

I'm so lucky I have you as a friend *sniff* stay amazing and pretty and awesome ~hugs~

I AM lucky!! you're perfect ily x

[kvzbrekker]

I love you ilyilyilyilyilyily happy birthday, panda! I miss you A LOT

i love you too and i miss you!! <3 x

[kvzbrekker]

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY, BB!! All the best wishes for you, god bless, stay gorg and I hope you have a great one :'3 love you!

sammmyy thank you so much u cute panda <3

[americanultra]

Tammy :3

Two steps twice by Foals

A certain romance by Arctic Monkeys

Map of the problematique by Muse

Morning glory by Oasis

You on my mind in my sleep by Richard Ashcroft

[ifallontragedy]

Hey Ally. Ally, what's wrong? What happened? Are you sick? I hope you're fine tho. Please do tell me.

It's not me, it's my dad. He had a heart attack last night and my mother took him to hospital (we didn't know back then), when they were there they called me and my father joked and said "well don't worry because i'm not going anywere" (he probably said this after they told him he's having a heart attack). He stayed in hospital under supervision, my mom came back two hours later and she said that he had a cardiac arrest but I know my mom like the back of my hand so I knew she was lying. When my grandmother (who died last year) also had a heart attack (but that wasn't the reason she died) and my mom told me that she just fainted and that's why they took her to hospital. Just like she did back then, she told me the real thing incidentally but I wasn't surprised because I suspected it after she came home. Now about an hour ago she went back to hospital, my uncle called her but she talked to him calmly, so I'm guessing now that my dad will have a surgery and the calmness means that my uncle (who used to be a dentist and became the head of the hospital but now he's retired) told her that everything's ready for the surgery. (He also had by-pass a few years ago).

This is the whole thing. I'm okay. I worry a little but for some reason I'm not panicking (maybe because I got over it during my grandma's condition and now I'm more logical), compared to last year I feel calm. I think the doctor's will fix his heart and send him with all the diets and pills he's going to hate.

I don't know what I should take from my calmness though. Does it mean that something very bad will happen or that I'm actually calm because everything will be okay?

[kvzbrekker]

Have you ever been to Alaska? If no, neither do I, so let's go there and hug each other if it gets too cold :3 (okay so this is not a have you ever question lol ily)

i haven never been to Alaska but i really want to go there! and when i see there is someone special like you that wants to go with me there i am just like FDJHKJKRHFTKH LETS GO THERE PANDA :3

SEND ME 'HAVE YOU EVERS'

[kvzbrekker]

I wanna steal your url jsyk bc it's so awesomesauce

don't you even dare to steal it!

love you baby, thank you <3