we slept at last

almıla. istanbul. intp. 19. writer, dreamer, tea drunk. not a queen, a commander. jessica jones & bellamy blake af. music always plays in my head & coding ruined my life.

[vaergamor]

“I’m here, I said, and it felt shockingly comforting, those words. When I’m panicked, I say them aloud to myself. I’m here. I don’t usually feel that I am. I feel like a warm gust of wind could exhale my way and I’d be disappeared forever, not even a sliver of fingernail left behind. On some days, I find this thought calming; on others it chills me.” 

[gratiae-mirabilia]

[miamlsunshine]

[m0ney]

Rihanna･ﾟﾟ･｡♡

[stlamb]

[zegalba]

Bed of Lettuce by Paul Octavious

[zegalba]

Hadi Rahnaward: 'Fragile Balance' (2023) rug sculpture created with matches

[ifallontragedy]

i want to come back to tumblr but it changed so much since i was a regular

if we used to talk, holla

[vaporize-employers]

at a certain point in your leftism you have to decide that, beyond just not being killed, colonized people have an right to self-determination, without any qualifiers, caveats, or conditions. a sincere anti-colonial stance has no exceptions

[wedarkacademia]

Andrea Gibson

[vorpalfae]

[poisonnightmares]

Verba Mystica

[woundgallery]

Pedro de Mena - Ecce Homo (c. 1674). Detail.

[exitwound]

we cant be meant to live like this why does everyone live like this!!!!!!! (opens tinder) (hates tinder) (opens tinder) (signs a lease) (sits alone) (exchanges instagrams) (never talks to them again) (feels weird about texting people inviting them to hang out) (feels weird about texting) (feels like if i deleted social media i would stop existing) (doesn’t use social media) (continues to exist) (continues to sit alone) (buys food at the grocery store for one) (food goes bad) (doesn’t talk to strangers) (doesn’t hold hands) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes bad) (food goes

[shear-in-spuh-rey-shuhn-deactiv]

BERNIE FUCHS Love In San Francisco Acrylic and Pencil on Board 20.25″ x 19.5″

[kosmogrl]

[ifallontragedy]

i logged for the first time after year(s). the last time i updated my page i was 19. NINETEEN.

fuck.