@closestshave's dolores eastman sent: everything you say will just be between you and me.
she is suspicious of her and all johanna can think is for how long? as much as she keeps her eye on the time, she supposes she might have slipped away to the library for a little too long. once or twice. or . . . goodness, it hasn't been that many times, has it? if mrs. eastman reports it to her guardian, there won't be any more visits to the library. no more secretly reading books her guardian doesn't like her to. but most importantly, no more anthony. they will still have school, but it's not as if she can kiss him in the hallway. it doesn't stop some students, but johanna wouldn't be able to recover from such mortification. and, as much as her face burns to admit it, she does, well, enjoy getting to kiss anthony.
❝ well, ❞ she begins and tries to find a lie on the tip of her tongue. a good lie. not too far-fetched that mrs. eastman will break that promise and won't leave it between the two of them, but not something as silly as eating a biscuit out of the jar before supper. do not think of anthony, do not think of anthony, do not think of anthony--- ( why is anthony all she can think about? ) mrs. eastman can't actually read her mind . . . as much as her eagle stare sometimes makes johanna wonder. she gives a small smile. a bit of mischief behind the eyes. or, she hopes. ❝ i read a chapter of a tale of two c.ities. ❞ lips twist back into a worried shape. ❝ just the first chapter! but then i realized it wasn't very good and i didn't enjoy it very much . . . but you won't tell him, right? i didn't read very much, i just got a little curious. it'll never happen again. ❞ promise, she would have lied to her guardian. lying to mrs. eastman is different, though. she's already lied enough. johanna loved the first chapter of a tale of t.wo cities and every chapter after that.











