#cloud eyes

[heavenpsychward]

im sitting at the skate ramp nd i just keep coming back to october 2018 when i took tht picture of him getting his nails painted nd holding a cigarette with his other hand. i still love tht photo but it feels inappropriate now bc of the whole 'ur now going to prison for 2 yrs nd 7 months' thing. dont die man.

its dark by now nd i should probably get home but i just wna curl up nd fall asleep here nd maybe if i die ill go back to where i lost myself so many years ago.

its cold nd it feels like october.

[heavenpsychward]

i saw him on the bus today, he sat down next to me. and as it turns out, he remembers. he fucking remembers that september night, and he had wanted to. and he would have. but i didnt fuck him, and it still apparently bothers him, because he described me as "a tough one." feels good to be aknowledged in such a way by a bitch who always gets his way. and i hope it keeps bothering him, and even if it doesnt, ill know that i was in control of it and thats something hes never going to gain back. hes still a self centered cunt but sometimes fun to be around because his lack of self awarness is truly so astonishing you would think he was joking if you didnt know him.

23/3/2021

[heavenpsychward]

we kissed on september 11th, i went home drunk and dyed my hair green because you liked the pink.

8/3/2021

[heavenpsychward]

for some reason it hurt less hearing you say that you dont wanna see me, instead of having to figure it all out by myself. i miss you man, what happened? there was never anything real between us but it shaped me in ways you cant really comprehend. i cant keep telling myself that i never liked you that much anyways because my heart still skips a beat when i see your name pop up on my screen. what did that one september night mean?

19/2/2021

[halfheartedhatter]

[audiofinder]

Krix - Human (feat. Cloud Eyes)

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[squadproductions]

Cloud Eyes finally releasing something. I’m on the rise but this is only song number 2. I’ll be back on here posting, with hopefully doper shit quite soon. 

[friendsandfamilyvt]

SHOW ALERT TONIGHT TONIGHT

STAIRWAY TO HEAVY III: Black Valentine

GLOAMING (Doom narratives)

CLOUD EYES (Layered darknesses)

S'IVA (Metal Monday favorites, will rip out your eardrums)

AT THE MONKEY HOUSE

9 PM

$3