[heavenpsychward]

school is not going great, its not like everything that was wrong before suddenly disappeared during the summer

[heavenpsychward]

the 11th of the month went by peacefully. its getting better

[heavenpsychward]

i know my friends are tired of hearing about it, but im tired of having to remember all of it every single day.

[heavenpsychward]

[girl-pusher]

[heavenpsychward]

[heavenpsychward]

[heavenpsychward]

im never ever ready for fall it feels like a warm spring and spring is the truest state of being

[heavenpsychward]

summer turned to dust and i was too high to realize it until saw that the leaves morphed into a sickly yellow hue

[heavenpsychward]

one week ago this very moment i was living in hell

so much has happened

[heavenpsychward]

most of the time i dont even like the way i feel

[heavenpsychward]

like a year ago my biggest concern was hiding the fact that i smoked cigarettes from my mom nd now im just chilling with a bag of used syringes in my room

[heavenpsychward]

never? that fucking hurt

[heavenpsychward]

just snorted the worlds tiniest amount of Something

[heavenpsychward]

homesick for a house ill never reach again

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe you are not making me wanna kill myself

[heavenpsychward]

it feels So sickly familiar