#clouds of doubt

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Faces In The Crowd - Clouds Of Doubt

[aliistarr]

Do you ever get that feeling?

Do you ever get that feeling where you worry about your future?.. Anxious that everything you've been working for so far may not actually come in to place? I guess we all get these clouds of doubt at times, it is annoying and quite de-motivating...but it's at those times where you gotta just keep pressing on and when I said a long time ago "I'm gonna follow my dream no matter what."  ...This is one of those no matter whats.  

I was around my local area today and saw the people I once used to play out with as kids, we've all grown up together and gone our own ways...but most are still out on the streets, not going school and nothing to live for..and they're only 16. It's a shame and I appreciate so much how far I've come and that's down to me. I'm on the road to my dreams, I'm making it happen and sometimes, I look back down to see just how far I've come in those times of doubt - it keeps me going. You gotta appreciate the bottom to get to the top. Despite that those friends of mine haven't come to make anything of themselves, I still appreciate them. They always had faith in me right from the beginning and always told me keep going, another reason I am trying to make my dreams come true is cuz I'm doing it for the people who didn't think they could.

Even at times, I've also told my mum, I look at my family and think I don't wanna end up like this..Not in a bad way it's a fine way to live but...I feel there's something more. WAY more to life and I have so much to give out in the creative world. What that is I don't know but if the people I have now stick by me, they shall see it unfold by itself. =)