Its been forever since i made a happy/sad post for you last. But hear it goes Dad, time has flown your baby has grown into a man. I landed a job i thought i would dread, it turns out you would be more proud of me than i ever thought. I may have to look up words on google still to make sure im spelling right. It sucks but its true. I graduated highschool, got my electrical certificate. I dropped out mainly because of bills, but also because it was not for me. I know that possibly disappointed you. But a year ago in 18 days i started a job. I thought i would suck at it. But i do not. I have went from cleaning crew, to mechanic, back to cleaning/mechanic, then phase 2, then back to cleaning crew, now i am in training for assitant supervisor under carding,blowing,drawframe. You would have been the first person i called, actually no i would have driven to your house that day to tell you. Its been hard over the years, i still listen to your old voicemails. I wear your clothes to work somedays so you are there with me. I understand you are in my heart, but somedays its not good enough. I hope you are proud, its been a rough road. But it does not stop here. April 1st is open enrollement for insurance, so i will be able to get my shoulder and knee checked out. Also i wish you could meet my fiancé she is amazing you would like her. But most of all i wish you could see your oldest my brother, he has been through hell and back. But he has the cutest son ever, you would be proud of him. We all love you Dad you are missed. But until next time give grandmaw, grandad, lucky, and rocky love for me. #cloudsforjamie #ripdad #4yearsand5months #ihopeyouareproud