#cmar asks

[minniepetals]

hey, after a while i decided to reread cmar and i feel like at some point i may have already sent an ask saying something similar, but my god, cmar is by far one of (if not THE) best and my favorite fanfics ever read

i'm extremely obsessed with this work and everything that involves it, it's all so beautiful

i can't wait for the next update, i hope you're taking good care of yourself and that everything is going well in your life, when everything is fine and we can see the next chapter coming, i'll be eagerly waiting, xoxos from brazil <33

hello my love! things have been quite busy on my end and agh, i really gotta find some motivation to just sit down and reread cmar myself again, haha. god, i remember all that planning, all the brainstorming, the late nights i'd take writing up drafts, the tears i'd shed playing scenes out in my head and then writing it out.

one day i hope to get back into it because cmar has my heart in a chokehold. need to get back into that angst T^T

[minniepetals]

Pardon the long time between my questions; I am back now. To be honest, I am still one hundred percent invasive when I ask this, but nothing gambled means no chance of winning. Do you have plans on what, precisely, happened to dear Mister Butler? The chapter where Y/N breaks down into madness in her confrontation with Namjoon over Mister Butler sparked intense ideas in my head, because surely that much of response didn’t just come from her father blaming her, right? So, I do wonder…

oh, everything's already thought out on what happened to mister butler. but here's the catch, y/n doesn't know the full story and we'll all find it out together 🤫 (also never feel bad for asking questions, i literally love answering them)

[minniepetals]

When are you planning on coming back with a cmar update?

ooh, that's a tough question to answer lol. i literally don't know 🫠

[minniepetals]

Knock knock, wish I could give y/n tea too, she deserves a lot honestly. Maybe massage her foot or something.

she deserves all the teas in the world (except the poisoned ones oop)

[minniepetals]

Despite the depression, river of tears and mental breakdown cmar puts me through, I continue re-reading it like some psycho??- This needs to be studied, it's concerning lmao

But damn CMAR is one hell of a story, no one deserves to go through all that. I don't think I can ever get it off my brain, atleast not in next 3-4 years.

You're really a great writer! I like that until the last star falls too! Love it so much! Love this cmar too!

AND LOVE YOU TOO!!! TAKE CARE! 💜💜

(Seokjin is finally back😭😭)

hiii hun. it's a toxic habit coming back to something that makes you cry but hey, at least we'll get a happy ending, won't we? haha, unless? 👀

[minniepetals]

Hii can we get a v smol spoiler for cmar 24 pretty please??🥺

spoilers under the cut

Namjoon called you reckless and for the first time in forever, you might have to agree with him. Because being reckless means not caring for the consequences to come after committing a rash action. The reckless ones do not care what happens to them, they live off adrenaline, they run towards the fire when everyone else runs away.

Towards the danger despite knowing there will always be a chance they may not survive. Unheeding, stubborn, thoughtless, careless, negligent, imprudent. Unwise, unwary, incautious, hasty.

A fool.

A fool.

A fool.

But misguided and left on their own. Lonely, abandoned, hurt, isolated, rejected, forsaken. An outcast and unloved, a disappointment and broken.

Broken.

A broken little soul whose heart lies empty with a hole pierced through the middle.

You are reckless. You are broken.

And broken things do not know how to save themselves, they only know the warmth of the fire. That is the only thing they can rely on.

[minniepetals]

I have crawled out of my cave to come tell you about another juicy CMAR dream I had.

Picture this: It’s the next revenge plot, MC and the reapers plus the Bangtan boys are in the enemies bar. All the guests have been scared off and MC is calmly walking around the room dumping $1000+ bottles of alcohol onto the floor while she taunts the POS the whole time for fun while the boys are sitting there like 😬. When the last bottle is done, she drops it and let’s it shatter and then all the lights go out, everyone is like 👀👀👀, and then a match strikes, illuminating her face and her chaotic unhinged smirk to the boys.

“I’ve always liked to play with fire.”

She let’s it drop as she turns around to slice at the closest gangster with her katana, the room is going up in flames and it’s hard to see anything. Suddenly an enemy is in Joons face and before he has the chance to react, he’s flinching back as blood drenches his face, MC slicing the guys throat from behind, that unhinged look still there.

“Come now Kim, you should know better than to drop your guard like that.”

Okay, I’m done. Going back into my cave now 💜🫡

lmao i remember the times when i used to have these good dreams as well. now i just get boring dreams that means nothing and just lives to torment my life because they're just of me living my everyday life and nothing exciting, hence i forget most of them.

i need a good dream again bruh.

buut i did have one the other day about this guy who was apparently my boyfriend and it felt so real that i woke up feeling so lonely because i knew he wasn't real 🫠

that dream tho 👀

[minniepetals]

HI MINNNIEEEE!!! okay so i KNOW i've already anoned here but i genuinely forgot which anon I am so lmaoskdbshshsb on that. I LOVE LOVE LOVE CMAR SO I'M BINGE-READING IT RN!!! IT COOKED FR OMFG. on that note, do you have a new discord link? because it sadly expired hueheueehueeh. And do you also have an ao3?? 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

- 💟🪻 (are these anon marks taken already? I'LL REMEMBER THIS TIME I SWEAR)

it's not taken lmao. double emojis have a higher chance of not being taken and you're literally the first one who asked for two emojis combined lmao.

also thank you!! cmar will literally be the death of me. sorry the discord link didn't work but here's one that shouldn't expire at all. click here