I often feel as though I have enough love for so many people, enough kindness, et cetera, yet I'm really horrid at making friends, and the few that I've made well...let's just say they're gone now. So I guess I'm asking...what's wrong with me?
So, I decided to a past, present, future, and overall spread.
So, in the past, you’ve had trouble accepting yourself for who you are. You may be a bit better with that now, or you may not be. Either way, to get all the love you deserve, you must learn to love yourself in that way that you deserve. Once you do that, you will see all the love that others have to give, for there is much of it.
In the present, you feel as though you have very few relationships, and that may be true. However, while these relationships (whether they be with family, friends, or lovers), seem small and insignificant, they are not. They hold much power and purpose, and it would benefit you greatly if you accepted them whole-heartedly.
Moving forward, the angels suggest you make sure that you introduce balance into these friendships. Do not give or take more than the other person is offering; if they do not offer as much love as you have to give, then it is possible that they are not worth that love. It may be hard to find a person that will reciprocate, but once you find them, it will be worth it. I promise.
Overall, the angels suggest to just be yourself! Do not hide behind a persona, for you are a lovely person. I struggle with finding people who will accept me as well, and I spent many years living my life behind a persona. Let me tell you; if you learn to just be yourself as you want to be, you will begin to attract the kind of people that will accept and appreciate the love you have to give.
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That is all Michael has to say.
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