May 17
I am digging my nails into the grass as Coach tries to put me back in the game
My leg is in a cast and it was never really my sport anyways
#wow I’m so cryptic#someone take away my free speech rights#coach bench me#ref do something#whatever else#just keep me away from the field no matter how hard I try to play#I need to be duct taped to the bench#put me in the spectator section#or even better a different sport#because currently the opposite teams players are coming to me trying to bond over playing the same sport while actively trying to beat me#what is this hell#you come to be talking about how much you love soccer and how you’re going pro when you come to one practice a month#and after any practice you come to you are quick to come to me and tell me all about how you’d be if you went pro#coach do something#kick her off the team#and I’ll go cheer from the spectator section#I really be doing anything but actually doing something#I don’t think I could handle doing something though#I have 3 months until I’m gone and I intend to suffer through all of them#even though he probably knows already#and it’s okay if he does I fear I’m no good at being subtle#anyways have a good night I’ll probably be sick next time I talk to him!!#I am a very guilty person and all so maybe I’ll just completely shrink in on myself and weird him out so much he leaves and that’s the end#get a load of my dramatic ass#fucking sedate me#I need to stfu