âdo you even know how goddamn frustratinâ you are sometimes?â miaâs tone was raised, voice straining into a higher pitch that was rarely used given her usual calm demeanor, and she made no effort to keep it down, even if the other people in the house might wonder what was going on between the two girls. freyaâs... animosity towards her was something she figured theyâd gotten past already, given all the time theyâd spent bonding, and maybe mia wasnât entirely blameless on this; but theyâd been fighting too often, arguing too often, and mia wasnât one entirely prone to deal with the negative feelings associated. âitâs like you spent your entire life believing weâre in... opposite sides or something, and i was the freaking idiot for thinking otherwise!â her distress was obvious, hands unable to stop fidgeting as she paced from side to side inside freyaâs room, unable to keep her gaze focused on her sister for longer than a few seconds at a time. âi care about you, yâknow? and i donât know why youâre so convinced otherwise, but i... iâm tired of this, alright? youâre leavinâ soon and... what, you want to hear iâm happy for you? because i am, you know? iâm happy that you got into college, but... youâre leavinâ.â as her voice cracked once more, frustration giving way to the sadness clearly seeping into her tone, mia found herself hesitantly moving closer to freya, unsure on how to express this in a way that her sister would be able to digest. âand thatâs good, thatâs great for you and everything, but what about me? i donât know what iâm gonna do without you, and itâs not your problem, yeah, but if you could just -- just stop being a bitch for five minutes, okay?â her last few words sound almost like a plea, the distance between them almost non-existent now as the blonde reached to tug at the otherâs sleeve, inhaling deeply to catch her breath only to have it knocked right out of her once she looked at freya, heart hammering in her chest as she stammered for the first time since the beginning of the argument. âi-i just... i care about you. let me fuckinâ care.â although there was a mile long list in her head to name all the reasons why she shouldnât do anything more, mia had never been to good listening to reason, pushing herself slightly up on her toes before her lips met freyaâs in a soft, tentative kiss, fingers still wrapped around her sleeve as an effort to keep her close, even if her grip was nowhere near strong enough to keep the girl there if she wanted to pull away.