First of all Hi! I so far have loved your other ghost fics and canât wait to read more!
Secondly, I was wondering if maybe you could write something where the reader and ghost are like married (possibly have a child but thatâs optional) and the 141 find out that ghost has a secret family and sees him being so soft with you and are just in huge shock (especially soap)?
Again love your other writing and completely understand if you donât have the time to do this! Hope you have a nice day!đ
HELLO!! thank you so much for reading my other works, I'm glad you enjoyed reading them <33333 it always means a lot when someone says they love reading the fics you wrote, so thank you again. I hope you enjoy what i threw together for your request!!
-Lee
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Phantom Pain
pairing: oneshot; ghost x reader
warnings; none really
wc: 1.1k+
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Ghost rarely ended up in the hospital. If he did, you knew it was bad.
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To task force 141, Ghost was an anomaly, an enigma. No one really could crack his code or figure him out. Even though he has been on the team for over seven years. The closest anyone has gotten to him was his team member Soap, but even then, Soap barely knew him.
For Godsakes, even his profile didnât have a picture of him, it was just a blank spot where his face should be.
His teammates really only saw his eyes. They were a deep blue like the ocean. Turbulent, but held all the cards Ghost held. If you figured out what his eyes were conveying, you figured out him.
Looking back at it now, no one ever figured out Ghost, or what his azure eyes were saying. No one on 141, at least.
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This mission was supposed to be an easy one. In and out. No casualties, no injuries. But things never seem to go to plan. Typical for task force 141.
Even though the team didnât suffer any casualties, they did suffer quite a few injuries, Ghost being in the worst shape of the lot.
He had two gun shot wounds and a couple of lacerations on his arms and legs. Could be worse, you guess. But honestly looking at the state of him now, you would be shocked he wasnât already dead, laying in a casket.
This is where you come in. The secret wife, partner of Ghost, aka Simon.
He always kept you hidden away from his world, never wanting to tarnish you red. But sometimes you had to step into his vicious world, tending to him in ways you never wished you had to. You didnât mind the deep color maroon though. Maybe thatâs why you found yourself drawn to Simon, like a moth to a flame.
It usually ended up with you and Simon in your shared home, you tending to his wounds in any way you could. For some reason the man hated hospitals, and avoided them at all costs, so you always tried your best to fix him up.
So, when you got the call from your local hospital that your husband was admitted and currently being operated on, you knew it was bad.
You immediately dropped what you were doing and drove fast to the hospital, hoping to catch Simon right out of surgery.
Your timing was near perfect, because by the time you arrived, and talked to the nurseâs station, he was already tucked away in his room, fast asleep but breathing.
Thatâs all that mattered - that he was breathing. Slow and steady.
You pull up a chair and take his large hand into yours, already noticing the usual warmth is lost, which makes you grasp his hand even tighter, hoping to transfer some of your warmth to him.
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Itâs hours later when you find yourself waking up. Your neck is sore and cricks as you lift your head. The bright lights of the hospital room cloud your vision for a second before your eyes adjusts.
You notice that youâre still holding Simonâs hand. You must have fallen asleep, your head halfway resting on his forearm and the bed.
When you fully come to, you notice Simon is awake as well, and heâs looking at you with a tenderness you only wish to see every time he comes home to you.
You now notice his thumb is tenderly stroking your knuckles, and he gives your hand a squeeze every once in a while, to signal to you that yes, heâs here, and alive. Heâs alright.
âHey baby.â Your voice carries across the room, travels its short way to Simon, whoâs once again looking at you adoringly. His lips upturn slightly, something you wouldnât have noticed if you werenât solely focused on your husband.
âBefore you ask, Iâm alright.â His voice is soft, as if heâs trying to pacify you, quell you by the best of his abilities. Even though heâs the one whoâs injured, he doesnât want you to hurt.
He knows you hate it when he has a mission. He pictures you pacing around your shared home, willing him to come back to you, and he hates himself for it.
You let out a sigh, all too familiar with the scene playing out before you.
Now itâs your turn to squeeze his hand.
âI donât know how many times I can watch you do this to yourself, Simon. Every time you go away, I always prepare myself that you wonât be coming back. And I just- I donât want to think like that anymore.â
Simon shifts on the bed, âCome here.â
Even though youâre concerned about his injuries, you still settle yourself on the bed with Simon, his arm wraps around your shoulders, pulling you down to his chest.
An accustomed position that youâve missed recently. Heâs been gone too long.
His familiar scent pulls you even further into him, and you bask in his warm embrace, only hoping it wonât be ripped away from you anytime soon.
âNothingâs going to happen to me, ok?â You feel him kiss the top of your head, and you tighten your arm thatâs wrapped around his torso.
âBesides, you canât get rid of me that easily, bug.â
 You can feel the smirk that draws up his lips, and you mentally roll your eyes at his statement. He was always so flippant about his life, yet you still canât help but love him dearly.
You also know he purposefully played the âterm of endearmentâ card, which he knew would make you go easy on him.
You hum against his chest, âWeâll see about that. You know, after you get home, recovered and healthy.â
You just feel his rumble of laughter, and you smile against him. Glad that his humor hasnât left him despite all the tragedies heâs seen throughout his career. He leaves another kiss atop your head, and his hand comes up to stroke your arm while you stroke his stomach.
Youâre so caught up in your moment with Simon, that you donât notice a pair of familiar light blue eyes watching you both through the glass window of the hospital room door.
Theyâre eyes that only hold curiosity, wishing to know what they are witnessing.
The owner of said eyes slips away before you or Ghost notice him, and he figures heâll just have to causally bring it up to his colleague the next time he sees him at the base.
He imagines heâll say something like, âDidnât know you had a soft side, Ghosty.â He then pictures the punch Ghost would aim at his bicep, already feeling the phantom pain.
Dude I just loved your Ghost fic with his scary wife, it was so â¨chefs kissâ¨
Could you please write a fic about how the MW2 men would react to reader letting loose in the club after a mission? Just the concept of a cold, badass woman who can handle herself in the field and is a total man-eater that has the movesâ˘ď¸ + the men's reactions (mayhaps with a crumb of nsfwđ) is JUST DOBDISHDONDOSHDINSKWE I BEG PLEASE
HELLO!! thank you sm for your request <3 I took some liberties but i really hope you enjoy what i threw together for you!! (and there is a crumb of nsfw, so i hope you enjoy the tiniest of crumb i gave you lmao) ALSO, thank you sm for saying you really like my other Ghost fic, it means so much to hear that <33333 thank you sm for reading!
ENJOY, SWEETIE
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Dancing Queen
Pairing: Simon "Ghost" Riley x fem!reader
warnings: alcohol drinking; foreplay? slight fingering; nothing too smutty but MINORS DNI; seriously, if you're a minor pls do not read.
wc: 2.2k
a/n: i'll edit tomorrow, but sorry for any typos!
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You were pretty revered on task force 141. You were the youngest on the team of burly men but you were one of the most skilled members on the force. And, you took yourself very seriously, almost too seriously some would say.
But who could blame you? You were a woman in a male dominated field. You had to be serious, had to be cold. Especially in the armed forces. This line of work was just as bad if not worse than the financial sector, you know, with all the finance bros. Actually, it was worse, but just by a hair.
So, due to your highly stressful and sometimes misogynistic job, you liked to let loose, have fun on the weekends. It was really the only time where you could fully relax and let yourself go. Alcohol helped of course. You loved going to clubs, bars, restaurants, hell anywhere really. As long as it helped you forget the week you had, helped you soothe the aches and pains that came with the job.
Surprisingly you found that your internal team, therefore task 141, werenât such pricks after all. You thought they would be all misogynistic pigs, and treat you worse than their male colleagues. No, you were proven wrong. Something that doesnât happen often. You were smart after all.
Sooner than later, you found yourself growing fonder of your team, and you considered them your closest friends. You know, big shock. You werenât expecting your closest friends to be your work buddies as well.
You also sprouted a crush for one of your team members. Who could blame you? He was tall, dark, handsome, and mysterious. Always sporting that black balaclava, only leaving his eyes privy to your vision. You have only seen him without his signature mask a few times, most of them being when he was drunk, and out with the team. Â
But who doesnât like intrigue?
Fast forward to this Friday. You found that Friday is your favorite day to go out. You realized that you still have all of Saturday to relax, sleep, and recover and then itâs Sunday. The dreadful day in which work starts the next.
So here you were, getting ready to do out tonight with 141. You typically styled your hair your favorite way, did a full glam of make-up, and pre-gamed to make sure you would be a solid drunk by the time you had at least one drink at the bar. This was your time to shine, to have fun for once. You werenât going to pass it up. Hence, your lovely make-up and outfits that made any jaw drop to the floor.
By the time you were finished getting ready, you felt a slight buzz in your system, and you felt good, felt pretty. You were ready for a night out. Specifically, you were ready for a night out with Ghost.
You found it much, much easier to talk to the intimidating guy when you were slightly buzzed, or better yet, drunk. Was it healthy? Probably not. But whoâs perfect, right?
Even though you were a force to be reckon with yourself, the man still intimated you. Maybe it was because of the feelings that started developing in the pits of your stomach. You couldnât help it when your heart clenched every time you saw him, or every time his blue eyes met your own.
It was getting bad, and you were worried it was going to start to effect your performance at work, which was unacceptable.
So, what do you do to deal with all these feelings? You drink of course!
Hey, youâre still in your twenties, itâs a pass.
You get a text from Soap in the GM that your guysâ uber is at your place. It was decided that you would ride with Soap, Ghost, and Gaz.
You saw the uber in front of your building, so you made your way to the back seat. You figured that Ghost would be in the front, so you open the door and tease, âGaz, you need to take the middle seat because youâre the shortest out of all of us.â
However, you werenât met with Gazâs chocolate eyes when you swung open the door. No, you were met with Ghostâs large frame, and confused expression as you mistakenly talk to him instead of Gaz.
âYou want me to sit in the middle?â Ghost points a finger at himself.
You hear Gaz snicker from the front seat. Iâll get him later.
You disguise your embarrassment with a cough, âOh! No, no, no. I mean, we canât have the tallest teammate sit in the middle now can we?â You flash Ghost what youâre hoping is your best smile. Dammit why did I drink so much getting ready?
Ghost just grunts in confirmation and gets out of the vehicle.
You clamber your way in only to find Soap with a  shit-eating grin, sitting in the back as well.
âHello, Soap.â Your tone is clipped, which makes his grin widen even more.
Ghost gets in finally, but once heâs finally settled, you find yourself literally squished between Soap and Ghost.
âCan either of you move over or something? Iâm being squeezed to death.â
âOh, donât act like you donât like it, y/n.â
You really, hope Ghost didnât just hear what Soap said, but itâs unlikely. You hit him in the shoulder, âFirst rounds on you, asshole.â
Soap raises his hands in a truce. âAlright, alright. Donât get mad at me.â
You were only annoyed because Soap was right. You did like being squished up against Ghost. How embarrassing. Stupid feelings. Who even has time for feelings anymore?
You all finally make it to the club, and you make a beeline for the bar. As promised, Soap orders you, as well as Ghost and Gaz a round of drinks. You all cheerâs, then you down your shot. At this point, youâre definitely drunk.
The guys get another drink as you observe the dance floor. They take two more shots, and you take one more.
After your last shot, you let them know that youâre going to go dance. They all toast you, and then youâre off to the dance floor.
You start moving to the beat, letting the music take over your body, letting it carry you away from all your problems.
Itâs only a few minutes in when you notice that theyâre playing your favorite song. You rush back over to the guys, and excitedly shout, âTheyâre playing my favorite song! Do any of you want to dance with me?â
Before anyone could really respond, Soap is clapping Ghost on the shoulder, and pushing him towards you, âGhost would love to.â
If you werenât so drunk, you would have noticed Ghost send a glare to his friend. But not out of despite, more out of nervousness.
You clap your hands, so excited that someone is joining you, much different than your usually demeanor at work. Then you grasp Ghostâs hand in yours and lead him to the floor, leaving a grinning Soap and Gaz.
Gaz just sighs before saying, âWhy do you always have to butt in?â
Soap just shrugs with a knowing smile on his face, âBecause, theyâd be good for each other, and both of them need a little nudge from someone to get the ball rolling.â
Once you and Ghost make it to the dance floor, you turn around to face him. You have the biggest smile heâs ever seen on your pretty face, and he canât help but smile back.
You start moving to the music as before, but this time, Ghost wraps his hands around your waist and pulls you in close to him. So close, that your chests are touching. Heâs definitely buzzed, borderline drunk.
He leans his head down so his lips are brushing against your ear, âI didnât know you were quite the dancer.â
His breath tickles, and you let out a laugh, tightening your arms that have found their way around his neck.
âDonât you know? Iâm the dancing queen.â You let out a laugh, and pull him closer.
He laughs as well and you both continue swaying to the beat, that is, until a more up-tempo song starts to play. Before you know it, Ghost has spun you around, so now your back is facing his front.
His large hands make their way to your waist, gripping tightly. But not too tightly in which it hurts. Itâs more so a comforting hold. You feel secure, like you would never trip and fall in his embrace.
You lean your head back so itâs resting on Ghostâs chest, and you feel him dip his head to meet yours. The height difference is making you dizzy, making you want more of him.
You feel him kiss down your neck, his lips searing your skin as they map you out. He makes his way back up and nips at your earlobe, which has you letting out a small yelp. But you lean further into him, signaling him to continue on.
Your hands come up to rest on top of his, and you squeeze them. Youâve never felt this exhilarated, and Ghostâs touches leave sparks in their wake, igniting you.
As he continues to kiss down your neck, you take one of your hands thatâs grasping his, and start to lead it to the top of your skirt. He seems to get the idea, and continues his hand down until itâs grazing your upper thigh, lifting your skirt ever the slightest.
He subtly brings his fingers under your skirt to graze your underwear. The dance floor is so packed, that no one will notice.
The feeling of his fingers pressing on your bud has your head spinning and you let out a soft whine. Itâs just faint enough that only Ghost can hear it. His hand goes further and pushes your underwear to the side. He teases your entrance without entering a finger into you and he brings his thumb up to press down on your clit. Which makes you let out another low pitch whine.
Your hand trails down to find his, as if to ground yourself. From what, you donât even know. You just need to feel him more. More so than you already are.
All too soon, he removes his hand from your and brings it back up to cup your waist, then he spins you around so youâre facing him. What a fucking tease.
You crane your neck to glance up at him and you donât know who moved in first. But what you do know is that youâre kissing Ghost. His lips lock with yours and it feels like it was always meant to be.
You trail your hands up so they play with the hairs at the nape of his neck. Twirling the hair around the tips of your fingertips. The kiss you share feels infinite, like it was mapping out the very constellations around you.
You never wanted it to end.
All too soon he pulls away, and brings his hands up to cup your face. His forehead is pressed up against yours, and he holds you so gently.
âI just had to do that, at least once.â He sounds breathless, and you fight the urge to pull him down to you again, at his confession.
âWhy just once?â Youâre just as breathless, if not more as you ask him this.
You donât want this to end here, you canât let it end here. You like him too much, too much that your heart hurts at the thought of letting him go.
Ghost peels himself from you, but his hands are still ever so gently cupping your sweet face. His thumbs rub under your eyes, on the apple of your cheeks, as he looks fondly down at you. Heâs looking at you as if you created all the planets in the solar system, and hung up the stars as well.
âBecause I know you deserve better.â
His admission tugs at your heartstrings, âBullshit. You donât get to tell me whatâs good for me and what isnât.â
It was true. You had to decide for yourself.
âIs that so?â A smirk forms on his lips.
Youâre glad the air has turned back into something light, something teasing. Thatâs something you could deal with. Not the heavy shit that was threatening you before.
You bring your hands once again to his and grasp them, âYes, it is, so you better get used to it.â
Ghost just lets out a laugh and then swiftly pulls you into a bone crushing hug. He rests his head on top of yours. You swear you feel a faint pressure atop your head, almost like a kiss laid upon your hair.
His words get muffled into your hair, but you make them out just the same. âWhy donât we finish what we started, but in a more private place, hm?â
You tighten your hold on him, words stifled into his chest as your answer, âSounds like a plan to me.â
maybee a nsfw beach day with Simon? All of 141 goes out to the beach and has a water balloon fight or something fun and ofc reader if wearing a bikini and isss HOTT and yk Simon gets a little jealous since the rest of 141 (especially Johnny) was giving glances up on down so he goes and claims whatâs his đ
love your writing hope everything is going okay in your life !!!!!đđŚ
thank you so much! I hope everything is going okay in your life too <3 I'm so sorry for the late reply to your request, i know this was sent in months ago. I hope you enjoy what i threw together <3
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sun-kissed
Simon "Ghost" Riley x fem!reader
wc: ~1,627
warnings: NSFW, SMUT, MINORS DNI; fingering, heavily making out, missionary, implied creampie, unprotected sex
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You should have known that multiple eyes would be following you throughout the day when you decided to wear your hot pink bikini that left little to the imagination. It just so happened that those âmultiple eyesâ were Simonâs friends and colleagues from work, aka task force 141.
Could anyone really blame you though? You were on a tropical beach, you were young and pretty, and you had curves in all the right places. Of course, you wanted to pack your sexiest and brightest bathing suits. And also, itâs not your problem that men canât keep their eyes off you. Nope, not your problem at all. Youâre simply existing, and doing nothing wrong except wanting to enjoy the pleasant beach.
So, here you were, just minding your business laying on the beach, enjoying the sunrays and summer breeze, completely unaware of your brooding boyfriend sitting next to you in a beach chair. Earlier, you tried to convince Simon to lie down and sun bathe with you, but he politely declined and opted to sit in a chair instead, with a hat and sunglasses on to cover his face.
You werenât oblivious to the stares some of the 141 men gave you. Some tried to be more subtle about it, and others seemed to have slipped into a trance, completely unaware that they have been more or less looking at you for a good minute (Johnny).
You never gave a reaction or said anything to any of them, because you really didnât care what they thought of you. Again, you were only there to enjoy the beach and spend time with your boyfriend.
You thought you heard Simon mutter âFucking hell,â at some point, but youâre unsure if you were just hearing things and continued to lay in the sun, with the breeze caressing your hair.
An hour or two later, youâre sharing the umbrella with Simon, sitting on towels, eating a small lunch when Johnny, aka âSoap,â jogs up to you guys with a volleyball in hand.
He smiles at you guys, and if you were paying closer attention, you would have noticed that his smile was slightly strained and that his throat bobbled a couple times as he looked at Simon.
âDo you guys want to join us for a round of volleyball?â His question seemed innocent enough to you, so you eagerly answered, âYeah! Iâm down.â You turn to Simon and your smile drops a little when you notice heâs kind of glaring at Johnny. Weird.
Simon looks at you for a second, his eyes softening a hair, but then he turns back to Johnny and theyâre hard again. His voice is gruff as he explains, âActually, I think we were going to go back to the house for a break. Y/Nâs been laying in the sun for a while, and I could use a good AC break.â
Your eyebrows furrow, and you open your mouth to protest, but Simon cuts in again, âRight, Y/N?â
Heâs giving you a strained look, and you just nod, and then look back up at Johnny. âYeah, Simonâs right. I could use a break. We can play next game.â
Johnny looks between you and Simon before saying his goodbyes then runs off to where the other 141 men are, all waiting to start the game.
You and Simon start to pack up your lunch, and you harshly whisper, âWhat was that about?â Once all packed, you guys start walking back to the house, which is only a five minute walk.
âLiterally, all of those men have been gawking at you the whole day. I donât think thereâs been one moment where one of them has not been looking at you.â
You let his words sink in for a moment, and you realize that he was right. I didnât do anything to make him feel insecure, did I? No, no I didnât. You quickly shake those thoughts out of your head because you didnât give anyone any attention besides Simon. Guilt still slowly creeps through you even though you did nothing, but you understand why Simon feels upset.
You rest your hand on his bicep, the motion signaling him to stop walking and he turns to face you. You look up at your boyfriend, and youâre still taken aback by how good looking he is. The sun has slightly tanned his skin to perfection, and has lighted his hair so that blonde highlights reflect brightly in the sunlight. The tan that developed on his arms accentuates his brawny muscles and his forearm tattoo, looks darker, and more contrasting than before. Basically, summer is a good look on Simon, and you love to see your boyfriend let loose and enjoy himself for once.
Your voice is soft as you ask, âAre you okay?â You leave your hand on his arm, hoping to provide some level of comfort to your boyfriend. He lets out a sigh, but then gives you a small smile, âOf course. Sorry, I didnât mean for this to get me wound up. I was just feeling annoyed at all of them.â
You grant him a nod, understanding his point of view. He continues, âThey have no fucking shame, those bastards.â This makes you laugh and you say, âAgreed, no shame at all.â This makes Simon laugh and you both continue walking to the house.
Once there, you ask, âSo, whatâs the real reason why you wanted to bring me back to the house while everyone was still at the beach?â Your eyebrows are quirked up, and you have a shit-eating grin on your face.
âSo I can do this!â Simon quickly grabs you and picks you up bridal style, which has you squealing in shock and youâre laughing. He takes you to your room and kicks the door shut before placing you on the bed.
âAhhhh, I see now.â Youâre still grinning like a fool in love and Simon leans down to hover over you, hands braced on either side of your head.
Heâs smiling then he finally closes the gap between you, and kisses you. The kiss quickly deepens and his tongue slips into your mouth, while his hand trails down your stomach and dips down in your bikini bottoms. He runs two fingers down and up your slit, and youâre already wet from his touch. He preps you with one finger, slowly pumping in and out as he continues to make out with you. Your hands are roaming his shoulders and down his arms before traveling down to tug at the hem of his shirt.
He helps you remove his tank top, and he goes back to kissing you, and then adds a second finger. The stretch feels heavenly, and youâre letting out the prettiest moans that heâs swallowing with his kisses. You figure you should return the favor, so your hand dips under his waistband and you grab his length, pumping up and down.
His thumb flicks over your clit, and you feel your high build and build, threatening to drop any minute. When it finally hits you, hot waves of pleasure wash over your body and Simon starts kissing down you neck, gently nipping at your skin. He kisses your collar bones, then makes his way back up your neck until heâs on your lips again. He swiftly removes your top, followed by your bottoms and you do the same for him by removing his swimming shorts.
Simon kisses down your chest and leaves small, quick kisses all over your stomach, which makes your heart flutter. He rubs your clit in soothing circles with two fingers and then leans down and spits, adding more lubrication. He moves back up your body, kissing you behind your ear as you continue to pump him. You voice to him that youâre ready, and you guide him into you, and he enters you slowly, taking in the full stretch of him.
Once settled, he starts moving, setting a generous rhythm which has your high building up again and quickly. Your trace your hands down his abs, feeling the distinct ridges of each muscle, and then trace them along the hard planes of his arms. His fingers continue to rub you, and the feeling of his hands plus his dick moving in and out of you has you reach your high quickly, waves of pleasure washing over you once again.
Youâre heavily panting and he soon follows, he too breathing heavily. His head is dipped, and you bring your hands up to cup either side of his face, so that heâs looking at you. Grinning at him you confess, âI love you.â You admit this while heâs softening inside of you, and he lets out a chuckle, âI love you too.â
You guys clean up and put your bathing suits back on, getting ready to go back to the beach.
âSo, what are they odds that theyâll know we just had sex?â You see Simon look slightly above you, no doubt looking at the state of your hair. Subconsciously, you start to smooth it down, and you guys begin walking to the beach, hand in hand.
âI donât really care what they know. Theyâre nosy fucks, and maybe now they wonât feel comfortable gawking at my girlfriend.â You think itâs kind of cute that heâs a little jealous, but you refrain from giggling at his statement, so you just smile and squeeze his hand. âNo worries, babe, I only have eyes for you.â You give Simon an over-exaggerated wink, and his only response is a large laugh.
Once back at the beach, you join everyone in the volleyball game, and you canât help but notice how many times Simon spikes the ball over the net, right at Johnnyâs face.
Hey i was wondering if maybe you can do Ghost x chubby fem reader? Like she's feeling particularly insecure, and it's fluff and comfort (smut optional). Maybe it can be kinda playful too, like Ghost going "You're too heavy? Are you calling me weak?? You'll never be too big for me" or something like that. If this isn't ok, pls just ignore. Hope you have a wonderful day x
HELLO!! this is such a soft and cute idea, I hope what i came up for you, satisfies your request <3 thanks for requesting and ofc for all of your support for my writing!!! <333
Enjoy!!! <333
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Curves and All
Simon âGhostâ Riley x fem!reader
Warnings: mentions of body insecurity, specifically weight; FLUFF; ghost is obsessed with you and is so sweet
wc: ~700+
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The way you would describe Simon as a lover is soft.
It doesnât seem like that would be an accurate description considering his line of work, but he manages to prove you wrong time and time again throughout your relationship. He always assuaged you when every you were feeling down, or insecure, and you only hope that you provided him the same level of support he provides to you.
You were especially prone to feeling insecure. The feeling of dread would creep in and then weigh you down like a rusty anchor. Your bouts of insecurity were mercurial, the most random things would set it off.
Today happened to be one of those days. When you woke up this morning, you felt more bloated than usual, and your normal morning perusing on Instagram didnât help your feeling of insecurity creeping in. You really should know better by now to not go on social media when youâre feeling like this.
No matter what you tried on in your closet, nothing seemed to fit or look right. What made it even more silly was, you werenât even going anywhere today. You were simply looking for something to lounge around in on this lazy Sunday.
But even your usual big t-shirts, that provided a layer of comfort and protection, werenât doing the job.
Youâre currently in your closet, standing in front of your floor length mirror, picking at your t-shirt that rests over your body.
Due to the mirror, you see Simon come up behind you, and before you can stop him, heâs wrapping his arms around your middle, and pulls you back into his chest. He rests his head on top of yours, and usually you would relish in his comforting hold, but you just werenât feeling it today.
Your hands come up to start and push Simonâs hands off you, but he only tightens his hold, refusing to let go.
âSimon,â you say with a hint of a whine in your voice. âIâm trying to get dressed.â
You just hear him hum against your neck as he trails his lips across your sensitive skin.
âWell, canât I help you?â
A sigh leaves your lips, âNot today.â
Itâs then when Simon notices that you arenât in a playful mood, and actually seem to be upset about something.
He releases you from his hold, then gently turns you around so youâre facing him. âWhatâs up, baby?â
One of his hands rests on your shoulder and gives you a light squeeze, while the other comes up to brush the hairs from your face.
âI just- nothing seems to fit me right today. I feel like I look lumpy and bloated and just overall gross.â
Your eyes cast downward, away from Simonâs gaze and you fiddle with your fingers. You shrug your shoulders, and confess, âItâs just one of those days.â
âWell, youâre wrong about looking âlumpy,â or âgross,â y/n. You could never ever be those things to me, ok?â
You let you another sigh.
âBesides, I love your curves, and my favorite thing about you is your tummy.â At that his hand comes down your side and lightly squeezes your waist.
âWell, and your thighs of course.â His hand travels further and he cups you behind.
His light touches feel ticklish, so heâs granted a giggle from your lips.
âDo you seriously think youâre too heavy for me?â
You look back up at him and say âSimon, I know you love me-â
He interrupts you, âYouâre not calling me weak, are you?â Thereâs a grin on is face as he looks down at you and youâre finding it hard not to smile back at him.
Before you can respond though, he swiftly picks you up, and on instinct, you wrap your legs and arms around his large frame. You sometimes forget how strong he his.
You laugh at his antics, âSimon what are you doing?â
âIâm whisking you away, dear.â He leads you both out of the closet to your bedroom, and lays you down on the bed.
Youâre smiling up at him as he crawls on top of you, âOh, are you now?â
âYes, now let me show you how much I love you.â
He leans down and captures your lips with his in a sentimental kiss.