Okay @figurative-falsehood
This was my premeditated attack.
Can i just start with the fact that you helped me calm down from multiple anxiety attacks, like when i broke things off with Sam. I needed reassurance that i was going to do the right thing for my happiness and you told me that if she made me feel that way, i needed to her go.
You find the simplist way to talk me down off a ledge, and do it and i will never understand how you do it. You give and give, and i dont think ive really expressed how much you actually mean to me.
Not even yesterday covered what all i had to say.
You honestly remind me of cozy nights with coffee and starry nighted picnics. A soft breeze over a bright outdoor birthday party, a sense of an energetic studier the night before finals. The one bright star just above my house, the way pajamas feel so comfy after a long day. A warm coffee when its freezing, a single light in the midst of darkness. A fucking work of art I can't even comprehend, but still love the heck out of it. That one piece of art you can’t help but admire wherever you go. The smiles on tired people, the cries of the frustrated.
This is what you are to me Kay. And i fucking love you for it. I would drop anything and everything to help make you feel better, wether it be important or not so important. I care about what you have to say because my god you are so heckin, valid babe.
Seriously, everything you say is so closely related to whatever I'm feeling. I can and will do this to you too because for reasons listed above, I fucking love you. Okay?
I do all the things I do in a day because I know I will always have you there to cheer me on, whether it be for a good or unhealthy reason. We are the OG coffee mates for a reason, right?
You are a main contributor for me pushing forward. Trying to do my best and at least maintain somewhat of a sleep schedule. Without you, I’d probably be lying in bed with no meaning.
And now my hands hurt, so take this doll. Love you a latte <3
