Can I have this dance at Midnight?
I want to be honest, I thought I would never get complete drawing and put things altogether. After I missed out a lot. I mostly get hurt a lot in 2024. Worst as it hit me hard around since the holiday season in 2020, with the last minute changes at my second job.
That 3 months ago? I missed out celebrating with those I love online and in person; it made me feel nothing weren't turning out so good for me. I was so thrilled to cheer myself up, even my husband had to work and couldn't handle fireworks anymore due to his health condition.
Emotionally in a wreck I can't remember anything to get through, miss out celebrating on TTR and TTCC. Or make things right. I feel I could never get a break from feeling negative, because of everything from how bad people's actions affected me.
No matter how much I tried to be positive. I wanted to celebrate. I didn't want to let it down because of the bad people, or bad things they backfired. I felt that night I just couldn't do it anymore. Until after I slept for that New Year's Eve?
I did have a dream. I talked to Zoe / @Kirbyfan1234 about it, and that dream was more comforting. But for the first time? I was being comfort by Prester Virgil the Witch Hunter. Sure, he was always stern sometimes. ^^; He is originally always at his normal duties around the Ye Olde ToonTowne? On the top of the tower...
But at that moment in my dream? He notice how bad I felt, he took that time off to be there for me only for that evening. That same night? Before meeting up, I was on this clean festive pirate ship looking like this (the gacha outfits I wore from Reality) :
https://youtube.com/shorts/zYDqR6Vmxdo?si=YtszHqoMYLk9HLQy
https://youtube.com/shorts/JmgzPT_fB-Q?si=tDPzBWWeypuVSLaN
https://youtube.com/shorts/vzURIuqCBuM?si=2-8Ifv69q_lWcDKu
I wouldn't get too much detail? I rather save it for this story based on the dream I had that night.