"I don't know what happens if I go too long without feeding, and I still don't. Every time I try, I wake up with my mouth around someone's neck, and it's never who I would have wanted for this, it's always the worst person it can be. I had never before been glad my wives and children were already in the Sandhills, but I was then. Because I would still be sneaking in to watch them, I knew, and watch over them. Meaning my feet and my nose would remember where they were, and then one morning Sun Chief would find me holding my son in my arms, drinking him dry, and I wouldn't be able to stop, even though his blood would be crying back out my eyes, and my heart would already be on the ground." - The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones











