#colbworld

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Sunny With a Chance of Rain

Why do I cry when I feel no pain

It's like my sun is shining yet still I rain

How come my actions don't match how I feel

Maybe I'm not feeling and my actions aren't real

Reality is where I lone to one day be

Where I can be me and all that I can possibly

No Longer do I want false actions to hide real grief

And conform to your sheepish ways of life and belief

So as I dry my eyes I release years past and coming of pain

And rejoice the sun that I saw during times of rain

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L's

Love and lust confuse me

Use me and abuse me.

One's mental, one's physical

But they feel the same to me.

Love is an emotion,

More than a feeling.

More than a thought, 

It's an actual state of being.

Lust is an urge, 

A desire from within. 

To physically know someone, 

And mutually commit that sensual sin.

So do married people lust?

Do single people love?

Or are they as confused as me?

The answer I'm seeking from above....

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"Love"

Love is what I have, 

Only you I choose to give,

Vow to cherish my gift,

Every day that you live.

Lonely is a word in the past,

Only you will be my present,

Veering off into the future,

Eloping with you seems to be destined.

Lost is what I was,

One wish I sent above,

Very thankful you found me,

Ever since then I've been in love.

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Solitary

I dwell in this lonely world 

Surrounded by strangers

Who falsely understand me

And my mental dangers.

Therefore I never trust them

Because letdown is inevitable

And their ways are plainly written

Yet my mind is wholly illegible.

So in myself I confide

Only I knows me

And I trust in myself

To make my stay here peacefully.

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First post/Intro

So...this is my first post on this thing so I'm just going to give a brief description of the why and the what. My name is Jacolby Pittman. I often get thoughts in my head and I just write. Mostly poems, sometimes notes, and sometimes just random stuff. Just thought that I'd share some of these things with the world and use this blog as an avenue to express myself. So please, read. I would your comments, feedback, opinions, etc. so hit me up on FB, IG, or email me. Thanks!