Summary: you and colby brock have been friends with benefits for a while, You eventually developed feelings and so did he. But you didn’t know, he would always give you the cold shoulder after sex. you were fed up.
Content tags: jealousy, arguments/yelling, alcohol usage, angst 100%, light smut, MAJOR plot, possibly a happy ending probably not (there is)
Colby b. x reader
(this was in the drafts for like 5 months, my bad if it’s ass)
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“fuck.. colby, right there” you whined at the roughness Colby was hitting you with. both you and Colby were almost to your climax, hitting your g-spot constantly and you being fucked dumb.
“you feel so good y/n, no one like you”
these words coming from him felt so good and loved but you knew that the minute he came in you, that would all go away. You wanted to savor the moments where he would say all these sweet nothings in your ear.
“fuck colby….almost ….there.. faster… faster” you tried completely full sentences but you’d become weaker by every thrust and became dumb fucked every time his long, thick, dick would push through your fleshy, pudgy walls.
These words kept him going, probably for another hour if you could handle it. You both were so close, and you got closer together.
“colby!.. I can’t hold it.. I.. need to.. come” “fuck, come for me pretty girl, gimme everything .. you got”
you came after hearing these words, and not a minute less so did he. You could hear your heartbeat going 10 beats per second, your cheeks and ears were hot, forehead covered in beads of sweat, your stomach was all wet from your sweat and his cum that flowed up to your stomach. Colby on the other, was also satisfied, still heavy breathing, eyes closed, so mesmerized the way his dick had a full effect on you and how he had you wrapped around his dick. He felt guilty by what he was about to do. He wanted you to be with him but he just couldn’t bring himself to show this other affectionate side of him, (besides the one side where you are having sex)
“alright.. y/n , you can leave now”
you knew those words were coming but they hurt every time you heard them. You wanted to say something to him that enough is enough. That you were done being his fuck buddy.
“Fine.. colby, I’ll go” as you got up and started putting on your clothes, you turned to him, “but this is the last time you and me are doing this, I’m done with these late night booty calls”
you finally confessed
“w-what?” he said confused on why this sudden change
“yeah, I’m done colby, we’ve been doing this for far too long.. it was bound to happen that one of us was going to catch feelings first.. I had to be the first one,, I want to be more than friends with benefits” you exclaimed
“oh my god y/n , we’ve been over that we just fuck for fun, no strings attached. Why can’t you get that wrapped around your fucking head? I want nothing more..” he didn’t mean any of that. He actually did want to be something more, a label, a reason to call you “mine” “girlfriend” “lover” ,, he just didn’t want to .. at that moment”
you were fighting tears and did not want him to see you in this state, you hated being weak. You couldn’t help but spill a few, “fuck you colby, fuck you… everything about yourself, I never should’ve done this in the first place, you were a waste of my fucking time, I never want to see you again” you said wiping the few tears that fell with your middle finger, collecting the last of your things
you slammed the door as you walked your way out
“ yeah! Fucking go! You know your way out!” He yelled
he was so crushed and hated himself for the way this escalated, he cried the entire night.
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days, weeks, have gone by since you and Colby’s argument. you’ve been crying in your room for weeks, that kat had to make a home visit because you wouldn’t answer texts, calls, or tiktok dms.
kat had a copy of your house key, when she finally found it.
“y/n?… it’s me kat!, I’m here to check in you”
she walked around the house noticing very poor hygiene in the kitchen, dirty dishes being piled up, the living, food wrapped and tissues all over, the bathroom all disorganized and dusty. She knew you were badly hurt since you loved staying clean and loved keeping a tidy,clean, refreshing home. Before she found you she helped you by cleaning the kitchen and the living room.
she finally reached your room, knocked on it a couple of times then walking in.
she saw you under the sheets tissues, food wrappers and dirty dishes all scattered around. The smell of alcohol lightly lingering the room.
“Jesus y/n, how are you living in these conditions?” She walks around trying to get to you. “Cmon y/n, talk to me, what happened?”
you obviously have been awake but have been laying in silence.
it took you a while to speak up again, your voice raspy and groggy from all the crying, screaming and the no verbal communication you lacked for weeks
“what didn’t happen, kat. I cut it quits with Colby in hopes he’d finally let me know that he wanted me more than just a fuck. But then again.. he proved me wrong” you said while sitting up
your hair all tangled and greasy, you rubbed your eyes and your face from frustration
“we had a argument and he basically told me I’m delusional and that he’ll never be with me, I was just a fun fuck for him.. nothing more”
“what the fuck? That’s such a douchebag move!, you know what fuck him, there are other guys out there who will love you and will enjoy fucking you with love instead of lust!”
you laugh at her efforts of trying to cheer you up, her positive energy brought some joy and comfort that encouraged you to get out of bed.
“Thanks kat, your definitely cheered me up, I should probably clean my house” “oh! Don’t worry, I cleaned it up for you,just not your bathroom”
“Awh kat you didn’t have to! Thank you so much”
you started to clean your room with the help of kat, you blasted some of your favorite hype music, city girls being on there
as you finished your room and bathroom, kat spoke up
“omg ! Y/n I just remembered one of the guys is having a party ! We’re all going !! Let’s go!!”
you felt good to deny her offer, “sure ! Why not”
“oh. em. gee !!”
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you and kat had finished up the house, and she left to get ready, you got in the shower right after she left. You took a very long hot shower, scrubbed and shaved all over leaving you smooth and clean.
picking the most sluttiest, breathtaking outfit, that insinuated your natural curves and plump features. You chose this specific outfit because you knew that’s the outfit that had Colby on his knees eating you out for the first time. And this would make him regret not having you.
you did your make up, creating a gothic sort of look, a baddie, too high for males to reach.
so satisfied with your look, you finished in time where the party just started
8:47 pm
you arrive to the party, cars filled the drive way and both sides of the street, music loud to be heard outside the house, people hanging outside the house.
You walked in, in hopes to find kat and the rest of your friends.
“omg hey y/n!!” “hey kat!” You guys hug and exchange sweet words on how beautiful you guys look. kat then drags you to the kitchen for a drink. You look around to see any familiar faces, you see many unknown… until you meet with that familiar face you once would give anything for
“hey Katrina” Colby semi-shouted
kat gave you a ‘omg’ look and you tried you’re best to not give up your feelings and let him see you upset. You quickly grabbed a drink from the cooler, a Jamaican me happy seagrass
“oh hey colbs, what’s up” “I was just gonna ask where Sam was” he said while staring at you, up and down.
You knew this dress still had an effect on him, the way he stared at your boobs and while remembering each hickey that was placed there.
It’d be a lie if he said he didn’t miss you (them),
“Oh yeah! he’s over there by the patio” still staring “uh.. thanks”
“he was so staring”
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you were just sipping on all the wine coolers, until you changed up to drinks mixed with hard liquor, the mixture finally got you and the music was too good to not dance to it. You were still conscious and knew what you were doing.
you went to the dance section and started dancing, moving and swaying your hips to the music. doing the white girl dance (where you move your hips and mess up your hair)
you were having a great time until someone pulled you aside. You weren’t quite sure who it was until they dragged you to a bathroom that looked like no one has used yet. It was Colby
“What the hell colby? why did you just drag me to bathroom” “because I’m wanted to talk to you” “couldn’t you have just asked… you know something like 'hey y/n can I talk to you for a sec?'”
“hey y/n can I talk to you for a sec?”
you give him a glare, “okay what”
“I can’t stand at how insanely attractive you look out there dancing”
“thanks… is that all? .. so I can go”
he looked hesitant, scared; if he should just get over with it.
what if it comes out wrong? or if you finally got over him?
He was scared because you truly were the best thing that happened to him and he was an idiot to let that go. He realized he needs you in his life, you are the one true person to get him to get out of bed everyday.
“uh Colby?” You waved a hand over his face to get him back to reality
“Look y/n I don’t know how to use words correctly, clearly… but what I’m trying to say to you is true and it’s coming from the depths of my heart”
you were still puzzled on what he is trying to refer to but you hoped it would involve him finally confessing his feelings to you
“colbs it’s okay”
that nickname.. that nickname always put him in a trance when you say it.
Colby took a deep breath and proceeded to look at you with his icy blue eyes
“y/n I should’ve never let you walk out that night… I wanted to chase after you but I was too much of a coward to go. Y/n you mean everythi- no you are everything to me”
he paused
you were shocked by his words.. trying to come up with something to say quickly before the moment left
“and I- I love you… more then you know. please y/n..”
he grabbed your hands and made you look at him. You were still trying to find words because you felt the same way, you were happy he finally was able to tell you the words you wanted to hear for so long…
“Colby…”
he waited with pleading eyes, finally being able to touch you after what felt like an eternity, but something in your eyes said something else.
“please y/n”
why can’t you say yes? What is holding you from saying yes?! You thought it would be easier now that it was out in the open, but it’s not and it’s hurting you because now you can’t find the words.
“i don’t know what to say”
“say yes…”
your lip trembled, eyes felt watery from the salted tears that were dreading to come out
“but I’m scared… I’m scared to try”
“me too but together we can figure it out, we will work it out because I believe in us. Please y/n I’m begging… let’s try it together”
his words were just the right words to feel at ease, you were scared but if being scared with Colby meant that you would finally be with him. So be it
Summary: Y/n has had a crush on Colby since middle school and now it’s ten years later when he comes back into her life. He’s back in the most unexpected way and the most unexpected of things happens between the two of them.
“Wake up, sleepyhead.” A voice said from beside you. You groaned and rolled over, not ready to get up yet. “Come on, we have to get going soon.” They said while poking your shoulder.
“Just a few more minutes.” You mumbled, snuggling further into the bed.
“Well if you want to look decent for dinner, I suggest you wake up now.” It was then when everything came back to you.
“Alright, I’m up.” You finally cracked your eyes open to see Colby standing beside the bed with a goofy grin on his face. You’d be lying if you said that wasn’t attractive.
“Good, did you have a nice nap?” He questioned stepping away from the bed as you sat up and rubbed the sleep from your eyes.
“Yeah, it was decent. What time is it?”
“6:45.” His face was completely serious.
“What!” You jumped from bed and rushed to your bags, rummaging through them to find something suitable for dinner. “You should have woken me up earlier!.”
Colby burst out laughing, making you look at him in confusion. “What’s so funny?” You questioned.
“It’s only 5:45. I’m just joking with you.” He said making you sigh in relief before sending him a playful glare.
“A funny joke.” You said, making it sound like you were mad.
“Don’t get mad, I just like messing around with people.”
You chuckled and shook your head. “I’m not mad. It’s actually pretty funny. But now I’m going to get ready.” You didn’t have to rush around, but you still got ready pretty quickly and by 6:50, the two of you were both ready and headed out the door.
Your parents were standing in the lobby with their hands entwined, they also seemed to be in conversation. You stopped in front of them and your mother was the first one to see both of you.
“Hey kids, did you get settled into your room?” She questioned as Colby’s dad turned to see you two.
“Yep, Y/n here, took a nice nap.” He said sending you a wink.
“I hope it was good..” She spoke while smiling over at you.
“For sure.” Was all you said, sending her a bittersweet smile. You knew she didn’t really care if you had a nice nap or not.
“Well let’s go catch our reservation, shall we?” The two adults led you two through the fancy hotel, towards the five-star restaurant they had on site. Colby and you quietly followed them, you were led into the restaurant and seated at a four seater booth. You were right next to Colby, which kind of made you nervous. You were still shocked you would be sharing a hotel room with him.
Both parents were happily involved in a conversation that didn’t include you or Colby, so you were just sitting there and watching them ramble on about some useless topic.
“This sucks.” Colby mumbled under his breath.
“It really does.” You agreed, bored out of your mind here. Why were you both there if they weren’t going to actually include you in the conversations.
Your mother looked up to find you glaring at her. “What’s wrong, Y/n?” She questioned also taking in Colby’s expression. The two of you were not happy at all.
“This dinner is boring. You and John haven’t spoken to us once.” You stated while crossing your arms in front of your chest. You glanced over to catch Colby watching you closely.
“Well I’m sorry if we’re boring you, but we would like to have dinner as a family.” The word made you cringe so hard. You all were not a family and you didn’t ever want to see that happen. You still had strong feelings for Colby.
“Don’t say family.” Colby said, feeling the same way you did.
His dad gave him a strict look and your mom was frowning at you. “You two are dismissed. We expect you fix your attitude problems by tomorrow.” His dad said.
Colby was up before you could think and he grabbed your hand and pulled you with him, out of the stuffy, too expensive restaurant. “I think we should go out for the night.”
You tried not to focus on the fact that he was holding your hand, but that was near impossible. “Where are we going?” You questioned as we exited the hotel.
“There’s a club a couple blocks away, and I figured we could both use a night out.” He said not letting go of your hand. It honestly sounded so much better than sitting in a restaurant being extras on both your parents date.
“That sounds good to me. I think some drinks and dancing will be fun.” You said as you both crossed the street while he still had a firm grip on your hand.
“Anything is better than being around our parents.” You two stopped in front of a club. It was a very posh looking club and the line to get in wasn’t that long. You both were quiet as the line moved swiftly. In no time, you both were inside the club and he was leading you to the expansive bar at the back of the club. He ordered drinks.
Your two drinks were placed in front of you both and you took yours happily. Colby was the same, he practically downed that first drink, ordering another almost immediately. He actions were making you giggle as you continued to sip your drink, which you finished quite quickly as well. You ordered another drink as well.
While you took a drink, Colby’s eyes were watching you closely. His sexy smirk was apparent as he leaned in close, so that his mouth was next to your ear. “Don’t get too drunk on me, Y/n.” His voice was turning you on majorly, and you didn’t know what to do with it.
You sent him a cheeky smile and leaned into him as well. “But what if I want to get drunk, Colby?”
His raised an eyebrow at me. “Well then, I guess we will get drunk together.”
The two of you stayed beside each other while you had a few drinks. You both were actually conversing, and it was nice. After five or six drinks, Colby took your hand in his and pulled you off to the over-crowded dance floor. Suddenly his hands found your waist and he pulled you close, until your body was flush with his.
“What are you doing?” You questioned savoring the feeling of his hands on your body. You’d never been this close to Colby and you fucking loved it.
“I’m enjoying my night. Are you?” His hot breath was in your ear as the two of you moved to whatever song was playing. You honestly were only focused on him.
“I sure am.” Your arms were now wrapped around him, holding you even closer to his body. You could feel every ridge of his body against yours.
Both of you were grinding up against each other as the music played in the background. His hazel eyes had captured yours in an intense moment as you held each other close. This was fucking unreal to you, but the two of you were so caught up from the alcohol and you allowed it to happen.
“Fuck, baby girl. You feel amazing against me.” His voice had grown deeper with what you could assume was lust.
“I like it.”
“You don’t know how happy I was to see you at that dinner at your house. You’ve been on my mind for a long time.”
“Why was I on your mind?”
“Are you kidding me, baby. I fucking adored you in high school, but I was too much of an asshole from the divorce to face my feelings.”
Did he really just say that?
“Really?”
“Yes, I’m telling you the truth. I’ve felt like complete shit these past few years knowing I treated you like shit because of Paige. I know you probably hate me, and I completely understand….”
You cut him off by standing up on your tippy toes and pressing your lips to his. At first he didn’t move but after a few seconds he started to kiss back. His lips felt amazing pressed against yours and the sparks were undeniable. It just felt so right, and you know he felt it too. No one else in the club mattered to you two, you were just completely lost in each other and the kiss.
After a while, the two of you pulled away to catch your breath. The two of you were still right up against each other and you could feel everything. You could feel the fact that this kiss aroused Colby majorly and you liked it a lot.
With his hands still on your waist, he leaned down to your ear again. “Would you like to get out of here?” There was promise in his eyes.
“Yes please.” You answered as his hand was wrapped firmly in yours again. It just felt like it belonged there, and you loved that.
You both exited the club and you felt giddy at this point as he led you through the streets. Once you were a block from the club, he gently pushed you against the wall and attached his lips to yours in an eager kiss. You savored the feeling and wound your hands into his soft hair, pulling him close as he claimed you in the sweetest way possible.
Several people were on the street, but none of you seemed to care at the moment. It was only Colby and you. You two were the only ones who mattered, and you preferred it that way.
“Come on, let’s get back to the hotel.” He mumbled against your lips and you nodded, wanting to be completely alone with him. You needed him and he knew it well. You think he needed you as much as you needed him.
He took your hand and led you through the streets, towards the large resort hotel. It was something like 1 or 2 in the morning, so when you and Colby entered the lobby, there weren’t many people milling about. You entered the elevator and Colby’s lips were on yours once again.
The two of you made out while the elevator moved towards your floor. When the elevator dinged, the both of you separated before the doors slid open. Luckily, there was no one on the other side or even in the hallway.
“Come on baby, we’re almost there.” His voice was deep and full of lust. It was a huge turn on. You both quickly made your way to the room and he was quick to unlock it. He led you into the room and pushed you against the door, taking your lips with his again.
The kiss was intense, and you had wrapped yourself up in him, as he pressed you into the wall and smothered you with his kisses. It was an intense moment.
“Y/n, I need you.” He panted as he leaned his forehead onto yours to catch his breathe.
“I want you.” You answered while pressing your lips back into his. He lifted you up and carried you across the room, setting you on the bed all while still kissing you.
You made a move to remove his shirt, and he quickly pulled it from his body. Your lips didn’t separate for long while the two of you took turns removing your clothes. He was quick to help you remove your dress, leaving the two of you in your underwear.
“Are you sure you want this?” He asked in concern.
“I want this more than anything.” That was all he needed because he reached behind you and unclasped your bra and pulled it off. His eyes were immediately glued to your breasts that were heaving beneath him.
“Fuck, you’re perfect.” He then attacked you with more kisses, focusing on moving his kisses lower and down your neck. He continued to kiss your skin until he reached one of your sensitive nipples. “So fucking perfect.” He breathed as his mouth closed over the nipple to lightly suck on them, to tease you.
Both your bottom halves were pressed together as he suckled your nipples and causing you to whimper. You could feel his cock was hard and ready for you, and you were dying to feel it inside of you.
“Shit Cole, I need you. Please I need you right now.” You whined as you pressed your soaking heat up against his raging erection.
“Is baby girl wet for me?”
You bit your lip and nodded. “I’m so wet for you, please fuck me.” You moaned as he bit down on one of your nipples, bringing out more pleasure.
Colby continued to tease your breasts as one of his hands traveled down your body and between you. His hand slid beneath your panties and he groaned when he felt how soaking wet you were.
“Fuck, you’re wet. Shit I need more.” He pulled his hand from your panties and sucked your glistening juices from his fingers. “And you taste like heaven. Shit, I wanna eat that pussy.”
You were so worked up beneath him at this point. “That’s so hot.”
“Mark my words, I’m gonna eat this pussy, just not today. I can’t wait any longer because my cock is about to explode.” He reached down and pulled your panties off. It took him even less time to remove his underwear.
He paused for a second and made his way to his wallet and pulled out a condom. He was quick to remove it from the package and slide the rubber onto his hard cock. Once that was on, Colby was quick to place himself at your entrance. He pressed a passionate kiss to your lips as he pushed into you, filling you up fully.
You wrapped your arms around Colby and pulled him closer as he began to thrust himself into you. The feeling was something you didn’t know you needed. The two of you continued to kiss as Colby’s hips collided with yours in the most passionate way. It was hard to believe you were actually here having sex with Colby, the guy you’d crushed on since forever. You wanted to believe that this wasn’t just happening because of the alcohol.
“Colby, oh my god.” You moaned as his pace got a little quicker.
“You like that, baby?” His voice was deep with lust as his lips closed in onto the skin on your neck.
“Yes, fuck. You’re so good.” You were biting your lip as he sucked on the sensitive spots of your neck and thrust his beautiful cock in and out of your wet pussy. The sounds that could be heard, were absolutely primal as he fucked you into the mattress.
“I like it when you moan my name, baby.” His nipped at your neck, causing a series of whimpers to fall from your mouth.
“I love the way you fuck me, Ahhh.” He cut off your scream by attaching your lips in another one of those passionate kisses he seemed to love giving.
“You’re so sexy.” The kiss was broken, and Colby buried his face into your neck and let out these sexy as fuck low moans as he felt your walls tightening around his shaft. “Are you trying to make me cum fast, baby?”
You shook your head as you gripped onto him tightly, wrapping your legs around him which allowed him to hit you in a much deeper position. You moaned loudly as his cock brushed past your g-spot. Colby could tell he was giving you a lot of pleasure and that made him feel really good.
“Don’t hold back for me, baby girl. Let go for me.” He coaxed as he slowed the pace to make his thrusts more precise and to focus on the spot he knew would send you over the edge. “Cum for me, Y/n. I want to feel your pussy clench around my poor cock. Cum around me, yeah?”
His words pushed you over the edge, and you tugged at his hair as the orgasm hit you head on. Colby was growing close too, so he continued to push the two of you closer to the edge. Your body was shaking from all the undeniable pleasure you were feeling from the mind-blowing orgasm Colby had given you.
“Fuck, cum for me Colby.” You moaned to his ear, wanting to feel him reach his end too.
“Anything for you, baby.” He groaned as he let his orgasm take over him and you felt him spill his warm seed into the condom inside of you. It caused added pleasure to your waning orgasm and seemed to renew the feeling for you. Your hips thrust into his as you rode through your amazing highs. Your nails were digging into his shoulders as both your bodies shook and overcame the absolute pleasure that had been created.
“Fuck, oh fuck Y/n. That was so fucking hot.” Colby’s voice was much softer now and he’d stopped moving and just stayed still inside of you as your body went through the last shocks of your climax.
“It was.” You whispered as you started to unwind yourself from his body. Colby lightly set you onto the bed, and gingerly pulled his softening cock from your well-fucked pussy. Colby was quick to move and dispose of the condom before returning back to you as you laid on the bed catching your breath.
“Would you like to join me in the shower?” He asked softly as he eyed you lying naked on the bed.
“I would love that.” You held up a hand and he helped you up from the bed. You had a feeling you would be sore in the morning from the intense fucking you’d received. You followed him to the luxurious bathroom we. He started the huge shower and allowed it to warm up.
Once the shower was warm enough for the two of you, he gently pulled you into the shower. He shoved you against the wall and kissed you again, this time he’d taken his time with this kiss and showed you the kiss meant more to him then you’d thought. No words needed to be exchanged between the two of you as you washed each other. He was sweet and absolutely perfect through it all.
After the shower, he led you back to the room and he pulled a pair of boxers from his suitcase and threw you one of his band shirts. You quickly slipped it over your head as you watched him pull the boxers on. Then he pulled you into the other bed, the one you both hadn’t fucked on and cuddled you close. Sleep overcame the both of you almost immediately.
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The morning came around and you expected to have a headache and for Colby to not be next to you anymore, but you were wrong on both of those. The only inkling you had that you’d drank, was the slight grogginess you felt. You were surprised to find that Colby was still asleep with his arms happily wrapped around you. It felt nice.
You relaxed into his arms and just let your body fully wake up. When he started to stir next to you, you turned to face him. He cracked his eyes open, saw you, and smiled really wide.
“Good morning, gorgeous girl.” He mumbled as he pulled you close and rested his forehead on yours.
“Good morning, sexy man.” You replied while you leaned up to kiss his cheek.
He intertwined your fingers and it felt like the most wonderful thing in the world. Being close and having this type of intimacy that you’d always craved. Having it with Colby was just fantastic.
“Do you regret last night?” He questioned while looking into your eyes.
“I could never regret something so amazing.” You replied, snuggling closer to him.
The smile never left his face. “I couldn’t agree more. Look y/n, I like you a lot and I have for what feels like forever.”
“Wait really?” Hearing this made your heart beat fast.
“Yeah, why?”
“Because I’ve had a crush on you forever now. Well since middle school.”
“Really?”
“Yes, I don’t know but it never went away.”
“Even went I treated you like shit when I was with Paige?”
“Even then.” You confirmed.
“You’re incredible and I don’t deserve you.”
“Of course you deserve me!” Colby chuckled and just basked into the happiness and intimacy you both were feeling at the moment. The two of you stayed like that for a good while until his phone rang behind him. He groaned and reached for it.
You stayed quiet and listened to him talk to whoever it was. He rolled his eyes when they said something. You had a feeling it was his dad. The conversation ended and he hung up the phone and threw it back onto the side table.
“Who was that?” You questioned pulling him back to me.
“My father. He and your mother want to meet us for lunch in half an hour.” He explained and both you groaned.
“Why do we have to attend their dates with them? Can’t they leave us alone?”
“I wish they would. Come on baby girl, we should get ready. I left two killer hickies on your neck.” He touched them and you had chills.
“Okay.” The two of you unhappily got out of bed and ready for this dumb lunch we had to go to.
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Some time later and some makeup to cover the pretty noticeable hickies, Colby and you were in the lobby waiting for both your parents. You both had taken a seat in the couches next to each other.
“Good afternoon, kids.” His father said as he and your mom joined you two.
“Hello.” You both mumbled to them.
“You two look like you slept in. Where did you go last night?” Your mom questioned.
“Not important. Are we ready for lunch?” Colby grumbled.
“Yes, it’s just a short walk down the street.” Colby didn’t even wait for us before walking away. You quickly got up to follow the moody guy.
The two of you walked in front of your parents after they told you which way to go. You were silent when both of you heard your mom gasp.
“Colby, where did you get those scratches?” She asked.
You both stopped short. You looked up to find that Colby had some nail scratches visible on his upper arm. Shit.
“Susanne, it’s clear my son went out and found some slut to hook up with. I hope he at least didn’t bring her back to the room to wake Y/n up.” He grumbled sounding mad.
“Do you really think I’m like that?” Colby asked his father, trying to keep his anger at bay.
“Colby, we all know you would do that. You haven’t exactly changed since high school.”
Colby glared at his father.
“What time did Colby come in last night, y/n?” You couldn’t understand why his father was being like this.
“Um 2?” You couldn’t tell them we came home together, could you?
“Jesus christ, Colby. You have got to stop sleeping around. One day you’re going to knock one of this girls up.”
You heard Colby growl. “For the last time, father. I was never out sleeping around. I was with my band practicing. I leave the sleeping around to you.” He said before turning away from all of you and walking off. You sent his father a glare and followed Colby. You so desperately wanted to grab his hand and soothe his anger, but your parents couldn’t see that.
All of you reached the restaurant and were led to a table out in the garden. Colby and you sat beside each other while your parents occupied the opposite side of the table. Everyone was quiet as drinks and food was ordered. Colby had slipped his hand into yours under the table.
The food came and you all idly conversed about meaningless shit. You noticed John was acting weird and you had a bad feeling about it. He was fidgeting and couldn’t keep his eyes off your mother.
He was quick to order desert for her. Colby and you exchanged a look. John started rambling about how much he loved my mom and how much he loved that we had all come together as a family for this trip. You had a bad feeling about this. Anxiety bubbled in your stomach and your grip on Colby’s hand got tighter.
“Susanne, I know we haven’t known each other long, but I feel something for you. We have this unspoken connection and it’s made me so happy. I never thought I would find myself falling for another woman so hard, but here we are.” He laughed and stood up.
Your anxiety grew tenfold.
“Look, what I’m trying to say is. Susanne, I love you with all my heart and I want to marry you.” He pulled a box from his pocket and dropped down onto one knee. “Will you marry me?”
You felt like you were going to be sick.
Your mothers face lit up and she jumped from her seat. “Yes! Of course I will marry you!” She pulled him into a kiss before he slid the ring onto her finger.
The urge to puke had overcome your body and Colby could see this.
“I-i’ll be right back.” You mumbled before shooting up from the table and running off in search of the bathroom. You quickly found it and expelled your lunch into the toilet before you sank to the floor and let your emotions get the best of you.
You were glad no one else was in the bathroom to witness your breakdown, but you bawled your eyes out and heaved into the toilet. The feeling passed but the tears still fell.
A knock sounded on the door before the person just rushed into the bathroom. “Y/n, are okay?” It was Colby.
You wiped your mouth and flushed the toilet before standing up and opening the stall door. Colby frowned when he saw your appearance. You grumbled and pushed past him to rinse your mouth and wash your hands.
“Are you okay?” He was watching you in the mirror.
“No, I’m not. That was a lot to take out there.” You admitted once again feeling worked up. Colby and you just confessed your feelings for each other and now your parents were engaged. What a cruel sick joke.
“I’m sorry.” He pulled you into his arms. “It surprised me too. I didn’t expect him to do that.”
“Colby, what are we going to do?” You looked up at his handsome face.
“We will figure it out. But we’re not going to let it stop us. I like you so much, y/n, and I’m not going to let that dumb engagement stop me from pursuing that girl I like.” He kissed your cheek.
“Okay.” You mumbled.
“Let me take you back to the hotel?” You just nodded and you both left the bathroom. The two of you stopped at the table to see your mom and John looked upset.
“What the hell was that y/n!?” She growled at you.
“She’s not feeling well. I’m going to take her back to the hotel.” Colby said before leading you out of the restaurant. You knew your mom was going to give you hell about this later, but for now you wanted to get away from her and be alone with Colby.
Summary: Colby and the reader have some deep and personal chats on their balcony as they help comfort each other
Warnings: Slightly angsty, a little fluff
Word Count: 1,060
THIS GIF IS NOT MINE
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You jolted awake from your nightmare for the third night this past week, a soft gasp escaping you as you panted, your chest heaving up and down as your heart pumped erratically. Turning your head to the side, you took notice of the time on the digital alarm clock which rested on the nightstand, “4:58 AM” shone in bright red, slightly illuminating the dark room, matching with the red glow that came from under the bed. You turned your head back towards the bed as your arm reached out to Colby, only to find the empty space on the bed next to you.
Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Colby would usually be there by your side to help calm you down whenever you woke up from a nightmare, yet he was nowhere to be found. A small yawn escapes your mouth as you got out of the bed in search of Colby. You quickly slipped on your fluffy bunny slippers as your eyes scanned the large, dark room, looking for any signs of Colby, when you heard a quiet rhythmic snore coming from the balcony.
Taking a few strides to the balcony door, you open it and step out into the fresh air, a chill running down your body as a cold breeze blows by. You cross your arms around your half-naked torso having only worn your underwear to bed as goosebumps appear on your arms.
“Colby?” You quietly ask, his shoulders and the top of his chest that peeked out from the blankets illuminated by the full, bright moon in the pitch-black sky. He was sitting down in his circular chair, his head slumped over as a blanket rested over his body.
“Colby, baby. Come to bed darling,” You softly whispered, walking up to the chair and resting a hand on his face, your thumb caressing his cheek delicately. His eyes tightened at your touch, his eyebrows furrowing before his eyes fluttered open and look up at you in confusion.
“Y/N? You look cold, why are you out here?” He asks, his voice raspy and groggy from the deep sleep that he had awoken from only a moment ago. Colby pulls his blanket back before opening his arms and motioning you to sit on his lap, which you gladly obliged. You ended up straddling Colby, your bodies flush against each other as your right palm rested on his cheek whilst your left hand rested on his chest. Giving him a small peck on the lips, you moved your head so that you rested your left cheek on his right shoulder and closed your eyes, feeling a sense of peace.
“I had another nightmare bubba,” You mumbled into his neck, his hand moving up and down your back in a gentle, soothing way.
“It’ll be okay darling, I’m here. I’ll always be here,” Colby murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to your exposed shoulder and stopping his hand at the base of your back as his other hand drew shaped on the skin of your waist.
“Why were you asleep out here, Cole? It’s freezing, baby.” You leaned back to get a clearer look on Colby’s face as your eyebrows furrowed, face scrunched in concern. The bright moon illuminating his darkened violet hair. Colby sadly smiled; a faint hint of pain evident in his eyes as the dip of his dimple was highlighted by the luminous moon in the pitch-black sky.
“I was just thinking bubs”
“hmm... About what Cole?”
“Just my balcony thoughts, as usual” He slightly chuckled, yet there was an underlying hint of sadness in his voice, almost as if it pained him to even think of his worries.
“You can trust me bubs, you know that, right? I'm here for you as you're there for me,” You said in a quiet whisper, your hands leaving his chest to cup his cheeks, gently brushing your lips against his. “I love you Cole.” Colby was slow to kiss you back, almost as if something was clouding his mind, distracting him from the figure on top of him. He quietly sighs, throwing his head back to look at the setting moon before closing his eyes.
“I just-” he gulped, audibly inhaling, “I just feel so empty sometimes bubs” his voice not louder than a whisper. His hands moved to your waist, slightly squeezing, “It- it hurts so much baby... I feel so alone”
You frowned at his words, worry filling your face, “Darling...” You pressed a chaste kiss to his cheek, “Darling you might feel alone, but you aren't,” You pressed another kiss to his other cheek as your fingers brushed the hair away from his closed eyes. “I’m here for you, there's also Sam, your family, the entire friend group, all your fans bubba,” You whispered, pressing a soft kiss to his forehead.
Colby opened his eyes to look at you, a few tears escaping his eyes as his raspy voice croaked, “How do I stop feeling like this, Y/N?” His question made you frown as you brought your chest down to his, wrapping your arms around his neck as you let him cry on your shoulders. Slowly but surely, the few tears turned into sniffles, whimpers, and then into quiet sobs as he clutched your body tightly to his own shaking body.
After calming down a bit, Colby moved his head from your shoulder. As he leaned back, he loosened his grip on your body and looked past you, focusing on the sun that was slightly peeking from the horizon. “I’m sorry for breaking down in front of you like that, Y/N,” A quiet mumble came from Colby, you softly wiped his tears away with your thumbs before gripping his cheeks and moving his head to look at you.
“Colby baby, please don’t apologize. I want you to remember that you are LOVED. You are appreciated. There are millions upon millions of people who would kill to meet you. Bubba, we are all here for you whenever you’re feeling down”
Colby sighed, closing his eyes as he rested his forehead against yours. A soft murmur coming from his mouth, “I love you, Y/N,” as he pressed his lips to yours. Your hands moved from his cheeks to the base of his neck, pressing your lips together once more before whispering,
Summary: The reader feeling sad and Colby attempting to comfort her
Warnings: None?? Some fluff and angst
Word Count: 612
Authors note: Hiiii, this lil blurb is dedicated to @trixiehoe, I hope you feel better soon love <3
“You generally were a bright and outgoing person. You were basically known for your happiness, and your bright smile. Everyone in the friend group knew you as the person who could cheer everyone up in an instant! However, constant happiness isn't possible, nor is it healthy. Everyone always has their ups and downs, and today you were feeling awfully down.
You sighed, under the blankets in Colby's bed, the curtains covering the windows as to prevent any ounce of light to come into the room. You had been under the covers for the entire day now, possibly eight or nine hours, not even moving for food or water and it was worrying Colby.
You couldn’t even quite explain what made you feel so sad; you just felt empty inside, and instead of bringing all of your friends down along with you, you had decided to isolate yourself in Colby's room, hoping that the sadness could pass away sooner, rather than later.
Downstairs, all of your friends were worrying about you as they never had seen you this upset before,
“What’s got her acting like this?”
“Is she okay?”
“Does she need any comforting?”
“Shouldn't she eat something?”
“Has she had any water at all today?”
All of these questions were stressing Colby out because, quite frankly, he didn’t know how you were doing. You had holed yourself up in his room all day and refused to speak to anyone, only curled up under the covers with a blank stare on your face.
Deciding that he wanted to make sure you were okay; he grabbed a few water bottles along with some granola bars and stalked up the stairs to his bedroom. Slowly creaking the door open, he was met with the dark room, the only light source coming from the red glow from under his bed. Setting the items in his hands on the nightstand beside the bed, he sat down on the side of the bed, facing you and slowly placed his hand on your frame, on top of the blankets. His soft actions causing you to slightly flinch and curl up even more into a ball.
“Darling...” Colby said in a quiet voice, moving his hand to rub your back, “Could you please come out from under the blankets...?” Colby questioned you, hopeful. After silence follows his question, he sighs, his head dropping down, and with a quiet mumble,
“I know you’re feeling sad right now. I don’t know if you want me to, but I'm here to listen to you baby. That’s all I want to do, to make you feel better baby.”
Colby's words had caused you to tear up a bit, and slowly-but-surely, you uncurled yourself from the fetus position and uncovered the blankets to look up at Colby, your small sniffles sounding in the air.
Seeing the empty look in your glossy eyes, which were usually shining and bright, broke Colby's heart into pieces. All he wanted to do was to make you feel happy forever, he never wanted you to feel sad.
“Sweetheart, you don’t have to tell me what's bothering you, just know that I'm here for you” Colby continued to trail on, his eyes glancing at the water bottles on his nightstand.
“Would you like some water, baby? You haven't had anything to drink” Colby asked you, worry evident on his face. You shook your head in response, your eyes welling up with tears as you slowly moved to sit on Colby's lap, his arms instantly wrapping around your waist instinctively.
“No,” You croaked, and took a deep breathe in, nuzzling your head in the crook of his neck, “I just need you.”
You walked throughout the crowded house, the music booming from one end to the other of The Trap House 2.0 as you take another sip of whatever alcoholic drink was placed in your hand earlier by Colby. He met you when you had first arrived, yet now, he was nowhere to be found. You attended this party for one reason, and for one reason only. The relationship that the two of you had could only be described as complicated. You two had an immense physical attraction towards each other; but other than that, it was all it was.
You couldn’t stand him when the two of you weren't in bed together, most of the time being intoxicated. When the both of you weren’t having mind-blowing orgasms, there was something lacking in the air; whether it be affection, emotional attraction or simply just a lack of compatibility.
“I love you, you love me”
“But not in the same way”
You tried your hardest to be fond of him, but in the end, it was merely sexual infatuation; Two young adults lusting for one another. What complicated things even more was the fact that Colby had an intense adoration for you. At first, you thought it was cute, he had a little middle-school type crush on you. Although, after every heartbroken look on his face whenever you would deny your friends inquiries as to whether you two were dating or not, you debated with yourself whether you were taking things too far. After all, you two were only friends with benefits, or so you thought.
You continued throughout the house, bumping into people you barely knew. You knew you should’ve stayed home tonight but the dark-haired boy invaded your mind. What you thought would be a quick hookup session proved you wrong as you struggled to find him throughout the packed house.
“Rip my heart out and leave”
“On the floor, watch me bleed”
You wouldn’t call it love; he didn’t know you well enough for it to be love. It was only a crush, he’ll get over it, right?
But every time you tried to leave in the middle of the night, you couldn’t help but notice the way his face drops and the lost look in what usually is his hopeful, blue eyes.
You mumbled profanities under your breath as someone had ran past you, causing the alcohol in your cup to spill all over your shirt. Wanting to take off the wet shirt, you had decided to stop your search for Colby and to instead move towards the staircase that led up to his room, hoping to have left a change of clothes in his room from the countless nights you’ve been in there.
After opening the door, a look of surprise rested on your face as you see the sole person you were looking for, laying on his bed in the dark with a laptop propped up next to him and headphones in his ears. He was shirtless; curled up with the multiple pillows on his bed and the soft fabric of his blanket.
A small smirk rested on your face as the movement of the door opening caught Colby's attention, his head turning towards you with a confused look on his face.
“I love you, you love me”
“But not in the same way”
“Y/N?” He questioned, pausing the movie whilst taking one earphone out of his ear.
“You look adorable snuggled up with all of your pillows,” You commented, joining him under the covers before taking off your drenched shirt, leaving you in a black lacy bra. You rested your head on his shoulder before turning your head to look at the paused laptop, “50 Shades of Grey? Really?” you let out a small giggle as his face flushed with embarrassment.
“Not today, mascara’s running down your face again”
“I can feel it coming down on me”
You could feel him slightly tense as he tried not to stare at your almost-bare chest. You looked back at him, offering him a short smirk as you knew what you were doing to him; Sexually, that is.
You secretly wondered if you were being selfish; toying with his emotions constantly. It’s not like you did it on purpose, it always just happened. You also loved the reactions that you get from him; seeing him all flustered, hot and bothered did something to you that you couldn’t quite explain. So what, he had a small crush on you? The both of you were perfectly fine with the friends-with-benefits ordeal that was currently happening.
“Hurricane insert name”
“We’re good at this game”
“What are you doing here?" Colby felt his heart thudding rapidly in his chest. He knew that you enjoyed teasing him, yet he couldn’t get enough of you; You were always on his mind. He knew that this relationship the two of you had was toxic; purely physical and despite his longing for you, he didn’t receive an ounce of affection back.
Lust clouded your eyes as you moved so that you straddled Colby, only the small fabric of his boxers and your matching black lacy panties, from underneath your skater skirt, separating you as your hands rested on the middle of his stomach. “You know what I'm here for,” a soft moan escaping your mouth as you slightly rocked your hips, causing Colby to gasp while his hands flew to your thighs, squeezing. His head flew back onto the mattress beneath him, his face screwing up with pleasure and his mouth slightly open as you continued to slowly rock your hips back and forth, small moans escaping his mouth. Your small actions clouding his doubt, instantly replacing the uncertainty in his mind with pleasure as his bulge started to slightly harden.
“We fuck and we fight, then you call me a psycho”
“I walk out the door but you won't let me let go”
Despite the feeling of immense bliss that he was currently in, his hands moved from your thighs to your hips, stopping the friction against the two of you. After all, the many months of barely any emotional affection were affecting him more than you thought it was. He was simply a boy in need of love; not just physically, but emotionally as well.
“Y/N, I can't do this” He confessed, a broken look in his eyes as he looked up at you. You frowned, eyebrows furrowing at his words. “I can't handle these games anymore, Y/N, I love you and you’re basically using me for my body” Colby exhaled, his heartstrings tugging as the truth finally comes out, possibly losing you in the process.
You looked at him for a few seconds, before swearing under your breath and getting off his lower half. You quickly put your drenched shirt back on, wanting to leave as quickly as possible, not wanting to confront the truth of the way your actions had affected Colby.
“Where the fuck do you think you’re going? You’re really just going to leave without talking about it first? Wow, you really are toxic” Colby seethed, the hurt quickly dissipating into anger as he gets out of the bed and grabs your arm, stopping you from leaving.
“Turn right around, throwing rocks at your window”
“But I can’t forget you, and I’ll always let you”
“What do you want me to do, Colby?” You snarked back, turning to face him with anger evident in your eyes. “We’re just friends that sleep with each other sometimes, what is there to talk about? Friends; that’s all we were. That’s what we both agreed to. No strings attached, remember? I'm sorry that I don’t love you back-” you were cut off by a pair of harsh lips on your own, along with a hand placed on your neck, fingers slightly squeezing at the sides of your neck which causes your airflow to your lungs to constrict.
The kiss was filled with a lustful passion, as well as anger and a few hints of bitterness. It was as if every horrible feeling that Colby had felt was being released into the kiss. Colby turned you around and pushed you on the bed, hovering on top of you while he disconnected your lips and moved to press open mouth kisses along your jawline and neck while grinding his lower half against yours.
Your chest heaved up and down, gulping before letting out a muffled moan, your pearly whites gnawing at your bottom lip. You felt his teeth nibbling at your sweet spot, followed by his tongue and then his mouth as he started to place dark marks upon your neck. Your hands flew to the back of his neck, slightly pulling the bottom of his hair which causes him to groan darkly.
He pulls away from you to quickly rummage through the nightstand beside his bed. You quickly take off your shirt and skirt in the meantime as he finds what he was looking for; a condom. Colby then presses his lips, once again, hungrily to yours as the both of you get ready for the night ahead of you.
This is not my gif- All credits go to @starrybrock
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If only you saw yourself through my perspective
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S = smut
F = fluff
A = angst
ALL WORK IS LISTED IN ORDER OF POSTED
Worm - (F) - After a movie night, the reader asks Colby if he would still love you if you were a worm
Lost connection - (A) - Where Colby and the reader lose their connection and sparks in their relationship and Y/n has a hard time dealing with it
Aftercare - (F) - The reader and Colby have an intense session of sex, followed by some gentle and affectionate aftercare
Rough Day - (A) (F) - Where the reader has the worst day possible and Colby helps the reader calm down
Not in the Same Way - (A) (S) - Friends-with-benefits are harmless; no strings attached, right? Or so the reader thought...
One Direction Infection - (F) - When One Direction have one final reunion tour, the reader HAS to go; What she thought would be a memorable concert turns even more memorable as she meet a special someone along the way
Punished - (S) - The anticipation eats away at the reader as Colby begins the readers punishment
Sad - (A) (F) - Sad reader and Colby attempting to comfort them
Hickeys - (S) - Things get a little steamy between Colby and the reader
Instagram Pictures - (S) (F) - The reader helps Colby take a picture that he was struggling and things turn a bit more intimate than expected
Balcony Thoughts - (A) (F) - Colby and the reader have some deep and personal chats on their balcony as they help comfort each other
I Found a Girl - (F) (A) - When Colby falls head over heels in love for his best friend, it kills him to find out that she’s already is dating someone else
Did you just call me... daddy? - (S) (F) - The reader gets dared to call bestfriend!Colby daddy
I Didn’t Mean It - (A) - A fight breaks out between Colby and the reader which leads Colby to say some things he might not necessarily have meant to say.
Say something - (A) - An exploration gone wrong leads Colby to fall into a coma, and when bestfriend!reader goes to visit him, she doesn’t expect things to go how they went
Icy Touch - (S) - Colby and the reader experiment with the element of ice in the bedroom
Love - (F) (S) - The cliche shower scene with two possible endings...
LOOSELY BASED ON SAY SOMETHING - A GREAT BIG WORLD
(Have the song on in the background on a low volume, it’ll really transform the fic)
Summary: An exploration gone wrong leads Colby to fall into a coma, and when bestfriend!reader goes to visit him, she doesn’t expect things to go how they went
Warnings: Angst, Death
Words: 881
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
You walked into the lifeless, grey room, fighting the tears that currently were welling up in your eyes. Seeing his almost-lifeless body covered with wires in the hospital bed tugged at your heartstrings. His pale face, chapped lips turned into a slight frown, fading purple hair; it was only the shell of the person he used to be. A sigh escaped your mouth, feeling a lump in your throat and an endless pit at the bottom of your stomach as you sat down on the chair next to his bed, gently taking his cold hand in yours.
“Hey Colby... I really miss you. Today marks three months now...” You sighed once more as silence followed your words. After all your visits, you knew not to expect an answer back yet you were still hopeful of getting a response. Though, every time you spoke, you were let down over and over again.
“Everyone keeps telling me that you can hear me... At this point it's really hard to believe” The sound of his steady heartbeat on the heart rate monitor beside his bed proved to you that he was still alive. You squeezed his cold, pale hand, shutting your eyes as you took a deep breathe, trying not to let the tears fall.
“I- I hate it so much Colby. Life without you is so hard... I just- I want my best friend back...” You whimpered, sniffling as you felt the first drop of tears fall from your eyes down onto your thighs. One of your hand left his, quickly moving to wipe the wetness from the tears off your face, then lightly tracing his Kingdom Hearts crown tattoo on the inside of his left wrist.
“It was such a Colby-thing of you to do too... You always wanted to be the first one going into the abandoned buildings. You always want to keep Sam safe. The building was so old too... It only took you one step up the stairs and the whole thing collapsed Colby...”
“The doctors said your brain swelled from the fall, which I guess is what caused you to go into the coma” You let your hand trail up his hand to his bicep where your fingers danced around his skin, desperate to be connected to him in any way, even if it being physical touch rather than emotional connection.
“It's been so lonely Colbs... Everyone is starting to drift apart without you” You looked up at him, bringing a hand up to brush his hair away from his eyes. Your hand slowly inched towards his cheek, gently caressing it with your thumb as more tears and whimpers escaped your eyes.
“Sam has been spending time with only Katrina recently... He hasn’t been filming any videos at all, he just holes himself up in his room. He refuses to talk to anyone and only lets Katrina inside of his room. He’s spiraling Colby. And Jake, he isn't his loud, playful self anymore. He only talks to Tara now, no one else...” You let out a shaky breath, using the back of your hand to wipe the tears from your face as you hiccupped.
“I wish I could’ve told you how much I loved you Colby, how much I’m in love with you...” You choked back a sob, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek and feeling your tears falling onto his own cheek. You quietly cursed and gently wiped his cheek dry with the pad of your thumb, before pressing another kiss, to his forehead.
“And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye”
“I’ve always loved you Colby... I can't believe you hadn't noticed; it was so obvious. Everyone knew...” your voice trailed as you attempted to take notice of all the freckles littered across his pale face, his face slightly blurred from the tears blocking your vision, “Everyone knew, but you...”
With your words came the increasing rhythm of the heart monitor, along with Colby's chest heaving up and down. You looked at him through the wetness of your eyes, a shocked look falling over your features as you sat back in confusion and watched what was happening. Never in all your visits have you seen anything like this.
“Colby...?” Your quiet voice trailed off, mentally debating whether or not you should call the nurse in reception to figure out the reason for his increased heart rate, and just as you had decided to go find a medical professional that could help, the piercing sound of the heart monitor flatlining filled the room. You stood there in shock for a few seconds, before realizing and processing what had just happened. Your hand flew to his cheek, lightly gripping it and shaking his body, refusing to accept what had just happened in front of your eyes.
“Colby? Oh my god”
“Say something Colby”
“Please say something”
“Say something- Anything"
“Please say something Colby”
“Please...”
“Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you”
