People Change
This says everything. Absolutely everything. I have been feeling and seeing things differently recently. This feeling that everything I am is completely different from the person I was six months ago. I made a full 360. I am confident and not as fearsome of the real world. I still sit around and make escapes to my alternate universe. I still am introverted and being around people socially for long periods of time wear me out. I, however, and much more confident in who I am, and where my life is going. I feel like though I have made huge mistakes in the past six months , those mistakes have helped shape the woman I am slowly but surely becoming. I never thought six years ago the person I am now is who I would be. I thought by this time I would be so involved in university happenings and moving into an apartment with my college boyfriend. Yada, yada, yada. All these superficial things that I expected from college me. Yet here I am far from my original plans and I am completely content. I am Autumn. Second year college student, caffeine and nicotine addict. Intelligent, working, and single. Also, not worried about it. Sure I could use a loving embrace now and then, but if I don't have a guy right now, then I just don't have a guy. I will meet someone eventually. I will develop crushes and some I may act on some I won't. My life will continue. I am nineteen and have so much time ahead of me and so many mistakes and risks ahead of me. For now, I will go to school and as far as friendships and relationships go: shit is going to happen and people are going to come and go. I am looking forward to each "moment" I can create and hang on to.