So, i dream about you two days ago. maybe it was the side effect of wanting to see you so bad. I remember; you were wearing your favorite white shirt, ripped jeans, and a black beanie. Damn, i’m so in love with that look! What a boyfriend material. I was so happy to see you or maybe too happy that it almost made me cry. but then i remember, you’re not even my boyfriend. i was wondering what this is all about? You were smiling. Not saying a single thing. I looked into your eyes. It was so pure, sincere and full of love, you know i could tell. I really want to hug you, but i didn’t know, i just can’t. “I miss you..” I said. “How have you been? Did you eat well these days?” I knew i was talking to your shadow, a reflection of my own imagination. i was missing you a lot. “J, please wait a little longer.. would you?” I put a smile on my face, trying to hold back the tears. “i promise i will come to you someday and make ‘us’ come true. let’s make our dreams come true and life happily together after this.” I saw your smile getting wider, it made me smile even wider. “Thank you for coming here to see me.” … “thanks for being my sweetest dream.” You began to fade but your pretty smile still remaining. Dear J, whenever you come to my dream, i always wonder, have i ever come to yours, too? have you ever caught a glimpse of me in your dream? ‘cause i know you.. i know you so well.. i know you from head to toe. But you don’t know a single thing about me. Or probably you don’t even know my existence, that i’m alive and still breathing, that i’m living under the same sky as you are now. I bet you don’t know. ‘cause we never meet. 一 p.s: J, i love you.
@cold-sunflower